My Jotter - My IdeologyThis website is really great for me. And basically, at a certain point, I realized that it is so unique that it just suits my style, and the clarity is really superb. So much energy has been put into it, and time too. And even more every other day. It helps me think and be proactive. Such a creative work!
Many have asked to know how to design a website, and I can say it is next to the simplest thing once you know how. Infact, if you know how to use Microsoft Word, you are on your first ever webpage. Not to talk of Microsoft Frontpage, you might just be the next webpage owner. Though of course, there are limitations, but for a webpage of this nature it is simple enough. Well the other simple option is to have a Yahoo! box, open it and type on the address bar: www.geocities.com , then go to the Page Builder Wizard and follow the steps, when you are through, you have a webpage- www.geocities.com/youremailaddress. And that will be cool. If you have any difficulties, I'll be here 24-7 through email or guestbook.
I have to thank those who have appreciated this work, it has really done me heaps of good(according to my Australian penpal, Ness), and little of evil (laughs! very little evil). Never mind, I will try as much as possible to make this page more interesting, participatory and of course, expository. To state what challenges I have on this site-building project - I don't really think I've had challenges. Just time and energy. The first thing is build a page, and then second always keep editing it. The first is the most essential, and that's why there are few websites. To edit it always too is also very tasking, that's why there are many haphazard personal websites. You can hardly get it right from the first building, even with my website, and even with the professionals like Yahoo!
And before I forget, this page is designed using Geocities.com on Yahoo! and the domain name is free from .co.nr (http://freedomain.co.nr). My luck. There are lot of free things in the world and they could be very valuable. You just have to open your eyes and see them. I also know I miss opportunities I should be getting from the net. It's a case of you never appreciate what you have more until you lose it. Well, enjoy the remainder of my ideas. Enjoy!

I am one of those lucky chaps, you know, who was brought up in christian homes. It's a privilege. I wrote a little about my faith on my Personality Page. I should be repeating some of those things here.
Christianity is one religion that has endured through the ages, and of course it has seen some modifications. This year I decided to read the New Testament. The idea is actually to read the whole of the Bible. But I've had problems trying to read the Old Testament. The lessons to be learnt have to be selective. For example, in those days, an eye for an eye was the law. This morning we read of Gideon going to war, and on his way he wanted to drink some water, but the people in the land he was, didn't allow him. He promised them he would deal with them when he returned; and he did. I can't really remember the message my dad pinpointed.
What do you get out of all these? God is supreme. He does what pleases him and we dare not criticize, because we don't know much; and we know that no matter what happens he remains eternal and ever righteous. Of course, it is the best experience to be his "pally". The greatest achievement of a man, my pastor will say. Be his friend - for your own good. No matter what you believe, the truth stands - there is a heaven and a hell.
Love is something that occurs naturally. I find it a necessary discourse. One of the first things that strikes my mind is that love doesn't really have a clear definition and can also take different shapes - at first sight, after a long time, or just any length of time. Secondly, to like someone does not necessarily translate to love in this context. That means you may not really know when to profess "I love you". That's if it's even necessary to use the powerful phrase. Third is the reciprocatory factor. Must you persist to ask for someone's hand, or just let it be mutual. I think you should try as much as possible to make it mutual. The wahala is that ladies too often want to play hard-to-get, so you must persist.
I'm in this, so it becomes more delicate talking about it. The good thing with me is that I am emotionally drained, otherwise I will probably not have decided to get in, in the first place.
Well, whatever you do in your relationship, make sure you guard your carnal treasure. That guarantees you that what the other party has is love and not lust, nor love translated to lust. Someone once said that Lust is love for the outside, and love is lust for the inside. And I think the two are translational. I hope you are not the one lusting. If you are ready to lose your treasure anyway, be sure you are ready for the consequences, which includes a broken heart. I absolutely think that once you show your partner you are ready to lose your treasure, he/she gets aware that you are capable of doing that to any other person at the appropriate time. Ironically, it breaches trust rather than cement it. And it's the beginning of the end of the relationship. You make the choice!

My first research paper was as a requirement for one of my courses. It is titled THE ROLE OF PHYSICS IN NATIONAL DEVELOPMENT. I can promise you that it will make interesting reading. Click here to view it as PDF.
I am Editor-in-Chief of Physics Press, University of Calabar, running our publications from a press board. In accordance with that, I have written a lot of stories in the Physics world, that I have not managed to put up here. Will start doing that in subsequent ones. The Chemistry write-up below is an old one, and has been there for over 2 years, before I started my major in Physics.
The world continues in an ellipse
Seasons change as it goes
The world continues in an ellipse
The world spins as it goes
The world revolves like our lives
Every season we may complain
Seldom we experience an eclipse
Yet our lives continue to spin like the world
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I like using analogy. It makes things get deeper and clearer meanings. This my first poem of 2007. I've always felt like writing a poem with my knowledge of Physics, and astrophysics has a hand in the use of such words as 'ellipse', 'foci', 'eclipse' in this poem. Maybe what I like most about the poem is that scientific undertone. Hope you enjoyed it. These are my intended interpretations for the verses. However, the poem is still being re-constructed continually, so this might not be the final version. Your ideas?
Verse 1: Everything is a bit samey almost all the time
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From God to the favoured
Hardwork is the key
You are king
YOU ARE A SUCCESS!
Originally composed by me, Victor Ekpo ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I had always been optimistic of being able to compose a first poem for 2006. That dream came true in the evening of Tues 22 May 2006 - it was a rainy day. This poem has been published in The GuardianLife magazine of 4th June 2006.
Open the floodgates of heaven
Let it rain
Rain and water soil
The clouds are happy
Rain, please rain
Rain, rain
Let it rain!
Originally composed by me, Victor Ekpo ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Friends, a strong shoulder they offer
A confident hand they lend
Friends, what a sweet voice to hear
Can you feel the love
Oh, my (friend)
Originally composed by me, Victor Ekpo ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Encompassing clothing, beauty and style
Be it man or woman
And though we create it and make it our slave
Now, we have to be careful of what we create
Originally composed by me, Victor Ekpo ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Walking majestically on the lanes of love
I found myself under a shade
I now know this beauty is mine
We would make a happy pair
Originally composed by me, Victor Ekpo ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Search the world for
I need someone with
If u discover one whose
Then tell her I am on the aisle waiting
Originally composed by me, Victor Ekpo
Well, don't personalize the poems on me. I just tend to write them when I can, not for anyone, often not for myself. Though of course your write-ups are definitely (part of) your thoughts. Just poems. Enjoy them! I've actually thought of explaining some of the lines of these poems for better comprehension because I've done so for some people (eg. "walk through the aisle" means married). Well, though you may not understand it too well, I prefer to leave it bare. Task your mind. Reading it more that once will help you enjoy its beauty more. Try it! Enjoy them!
The World Spins On
Revolving slower, faster and still on
With the same forces acting -
Pulling and pushing in like fashion
Clouds more often than sunshine
Rain though only for a while
And sun for the rest of each day
With the sun at one foci
Supplying energy at all times
To all latitudes and longitudes
Day, night taking turns
Both almost equal in time
One lengthening at different seasons
With rain, clouds and sunshine
We making hay while the sun shines
Always saving for the rainy day
Of soil or yield
Thorns or labour tools
Each season bringing its challenges
With effect darker than the night
Thick enough for everyone to see
But lasting only for a splint second
The gains during youth
Determine the rest in retirement
Knowing our lives must spin on.
Verse 2: Life is mainly a struggle, troubles come in small doses (rain) and enjoyment is present for a longer time even in the midst of all the struggle
Verse 3: In which ever situation, a driving force keeps us going
Verse 4: The good, the bad are present in each day
Verse 5: The money we make in splendour helps us in difficult situations
Verse 6: If we have a job, then too much stress; if we don't, the government is terrible. We always always complain.
Verse 7: A devastating experience creeps in now and then, like the death of a loved one
Verse 8: Youth is an (only) opportunity for a good future. The future will always come.#Success
Given to them to savour
That their lives may have flavour
And the poor a saviour
It might come in the twinkling of an eye
Or might wait till you walk through the aisle
And even though it takes a while
The end thereof is simply a flourishing isle
Yea, wisdom you need too keen
Never use it to kill
But like David, look up to the hills
Remember you were once a kid
With family who cared
Do your best for everyone you can
8.55am, 30 May 06
Let it rain!
Let it rain
Drown my tears with your water
"Smile," you say, "and I'll send lightning your way"
Let the thunders roar
Lest my drumming heartbeat be heard
And my fears be made known
Remind of that season
When sowing is rewarded with reaping
Yes, I'll sow hardwork today
Didn't the wise one say, "there is joy in sharing?"
Teach me rain to give
That my bossom be replenished with even more
One drop doesn't make an ocean
I extend a hand of fellowship to everyone
That I may achieve a greater feat
Don't go away
Come again another day
I truly truly want to sleep
On the rainy day of 22nd May 2006
The Indispensables
When awful emotions overwhelm you
And tears are the best you can shed
When disappointment is your cake
And discouragement simply envelopes you
When disaster strikes
And the feeling of dejection sneaks in
When accomplishment is here
And that faithful one just smiles in
How empty I'll be without you
I need you!
11th Dec., 2005.
Fashion
It emanates from the mind
Viewed physically
And is an expression of an inner beauty.
Old or young
For God creating us unique
We can't but create our own version of it.
Yet it tells everyone of our thoughts without seeking our permission
Translating a message everyone well understands
Speaking of it as part of our personality.
Our first word for a stranger it is
Spoken so well for eyes to see
This CIA agent is best known by the name, Fashion.
21st August, 2005.
On the Lane
I found a beauty that surpassed the sun
A beauty that shone from in and out
And its beauty could easily be too bright to behold.
A shade that only God could have provided
And from there could view this beauty
This beauty of love, peace and hope.
What God proposes is what is here
I fully wish you agree to stay here with me
In this light of your beauty
A fruitful and prosperous one
I promise you my all and hope you do
And I know this love will never part.
10th July, 2005.
If only you find
Find me a person
With childhood innocence
Youthful exuberance
The aged's wisdom
Eyes that can distinguish black from white
Ears that know truth from lies
A nose that aches when it smells bad
A mouth that edifies
A child's love, to enclose me
A youth's strength, to go all the way with me
An adult's stability, to be there when I panic
The aged's patience, to tolerate me always
Hands can work
Legs will stay
Body is pure
And whose heart is mine
If only you find.
29th September, 2005.
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