| Dave's Poems |
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| Dark Thoughts |
| Novels |
| I live in the darkness of my mind, buried away beneath the shell of my indifference. The pain and anguish of my life stored neatly within me, so deep that no one will see them, not even myself. My thoughts swirl around me, like a savage current, there one minute and gone the next. How did I end up here, where did I go wrong? Why am I alone? Is the darkness all that I am allowed? But then my thoughts are shut back inside, and I am cold once again. Love and pain both denied to me. My humanity stripped away by my own actions, leaving me empty and hollow. I no longer want to dwell, to feel anything. I just want to be. Neither happy nor sad, just be. But even that one request is not allowed, for once again my thoughts and feelings surface once again. Why do I push people away? Am I such a monster? Is it always those with the most love that will cause the most pain? My prison is my own mind, and my own heart. My mind, always dwelling, never bringing me comfort. My heart, cold and spiteful, but still caring and selfless. Both heart and mind causing me so much love, and so much pain. Will it ever end? Will I ever be at peace? My life, dark and frightening My soul, empty as a void of pure nothingness. |
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