something I strive for,
something I reach for -
It eludes me.
It is something I've read of,
something I've heard of,
something I've dreamed of -
It hasn't been found.
It is something I need,
something I want,
something I've never had -
It isn't there.
It is out of my grasp.
It is out of my sight.
It is out of my world -
It's not in my life.
What is this elusive something?
How was it lost?
Where is it?
And I wonder...