when'sday, 20september2000, 11:20am
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again it's been days since last i wrote in this journal or worked on the website...again, life's endless details have been distracting me. The latest distraction has been moving furniture around in our house while waiting for this baby to be born...we're moving the living room furniture, along with the home theater system into here, the office/studio...eventually, when i get a couple of phone lines into the livingroom, this desk and office arrangement will go into there. in the meanwhile, it sits half empty. we're also moving the guest room and julian's room around too...he's getting the bedroom that was the guest room, the guestroom bed will go into his old room along with the baby's crib...for as often as we have overnight visitors (about 6 or 7 times a year), it's a waste to have that gust room empty. that's the theory at least!

everything else has been about the same too...work is work and that's all i'll say about that...i've been busy there and i'm greatly looking forward to taking time off when the baby is born. i'm very distracted in my head right now, so, while on the job, i'm not all there...charlie griggs has been working on promoting his gig for this saturday...they decided to go with his suggestion of "entropy" for the band name. they made up these little handbill style posters to distribute (not the greatest, but they'll do) and he seems all stoked about it...that's good. i hope he isn't depending on me too much though...i don't want to get involved with his band. i'd like to work with him, but i'm not confident of the other members of his band. they are nice guys and all that, but i'm not too sold on how deep their committments are or if they really have what it takes to be a REAL BAND...they're clearly stuck in the garage band mode and, quite frankly, that doesn't interest me at all...i'm looking to try something completely different with my art and recordings. something more akin to a radio play or audio performance piece than an actual band with little songs and a throng of crew sluts following them...

well, instead of wasting time and thought in this journal (where i don't have too much to say), i think i'll go work on other parts of the website...more again soon, i'm sure!

mundane, 25september2000, 1:07pm
thehouseofbliss, hsv,ar,usa,earth...

we had another false alrm last night...ran to the hospital, thinking this was it, maggie is going to be born to us now, and all for naught...kelly's contractions were very regular and about 5 minutes apart, each one lasting about 45-60 seconds...but she was only about 3cm dialated still...and after they montiored her for four hours and there was no change, they gave her some secenol and sent her home. shit. if this was chicago, they would have induced her, for sure!

julian just got home. he spent the night and this morning with his nana (my mom) because we had to go the hospital...and our house is a disater area...there's furniture piled in the hallway (i'm shampooing the carpet in the bedroom) and this family den office is messy and i feel like hell...i'm tired, emotional distraught and feeling the entropy of another miserable day of waiting, waiting, waiting...to boot, the weather has turned and it finally feels like autumn out there. gray skies and tempetures in the lower 60's...brrrr!

last saturday night (9/23) we went to see charlie grigg's band "entropy" (they picked that name afterall) at this little park in hot springs. it was a very modest affair with about 75 people in attendance...charlie sounded good, the rest of the band sounded alright...i posted more about them in
"infamous and insignificant"
until this show I had been half way thinking about helping them out by lending them my experiences and expertise in terms of management, promotion and production. But since then I've had second thoughts. I would like to work Charlie still, but as for the band as a whole, I'll take a big pass. They were too garage sounding and less than professional for me to work with...their drummer seems to have a problem with me (he's convinced, it seems, that I'm out to "steal" charlie and use him for some kind of malious intent) and the bass player is in college with plans for a career outside of music when he's done...i don't need to be involved with them either. i have too much of my own stuff on my plate and i have to remind myself...this is one of the major reasons why i came to arkansas in the first place; to focus on d'philip's stuff NOT the work of others. For too many years (over 20 years) I have been banking on the talents and efforts of others...I have collaborated with, helped to manage or produce or engineer and otherwise invested my own talents and efforts in the fate of others...only to be continually disappointed, disillusioned and otherwise thwarted from acheiveing a level of success that I would enjoy. No more. That was my promise to myself and i intend on keeping it. I am going to work on my stuff (although i will employ and perhaps collaborate with others in the process), it will be my original thoughts and my creative work and my plan of action that will get things done...and if they fail, well then, i only have myself to blame, right?

the other cool thing that's happened over the last few days is my nephew (who is all of 3 months old now), Jack has a webpage...it was created by brother brian and it's somethig of a newsletter. If you're interested in seeing it,
click here. Eventually I will build another page all about family and feature that link in there, but in the meanwhile, please check it out here. I love it!

well, i need to get dealing with the househusband routine before i have to go off to work for a few hours. I don't plan on staying at work late tonight, but i have a coupe of interviews to do and other small tasks to complete before i can leave...but i want to be here, at home, for kelly (and maggie if she EVER COMES OUT)! bye for now!
thor'sday, 28september2000, 8:53am
thehouseofbliss, hsv, ar, usa, earth...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARGARET GENIVEVE "MAGGIE" CHALMERS!!!!

Yesterday, 27September2000, at 10:18am, our daughter was born!!! She came into the world weighing 7 pounds, 2 ounces and stretching a whole 20 inches long! And she is beautiful and nearly perfect! A very healthy, happy baby it seems...so, at last, the long wait is finally over! what more can i say other than i'm cloud 9...feeling like i'm walking on the ceiling, i'm so high and happy right now! it's been a crazy couple of days and i know it's not over yet! I still have not caught up on all my rest, so i'm a little loopy in the head, but i feel great! I feel strong and invincible...like nothing can bring me down now! there are problems at work, but i don't care...there are numerous bills over due and we haven't much cash on hand...but i don't care! the world is going to hell in a bucket, but i don't care...because my darling little magnolia princess was born unto this world and she makes our family so complete! i feel so inspired right now!


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