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| Dec 8 I started work at Target today. They had me cutting box's open and restocking shelves. I worked in about three area's today. I sat down and figur'ed out my gross pay which comes to around 1000. a month. Needless to say I wont be brining that home. All in all it's been a good day except I'm so exsauted I can hardly move or think straight right now. But it sure feels good to get out and work. I feel so much better about myself when I know I'v done a job well done. I feel good about myself knowing I'm on my way outta here to new life and a new start. That's all for tonight Dec 9 Today was a good day. Went to the Mall and walked around. It did get a little tiring and boring tho. Did my laundry and got my bedding washed. Wrote a letter to my doughter. Now just have to get it mail'ed. Seen a good movie House on Haunted Hill. Seen it before but was still a good one . All in all not much else. Gonna lye down early tonight or at least try to. That's all. Dec 10 Today was a nice day. Hank came to visit me. It was a nice visit. Been really slow today and really did'nt do that much. It's my last day for relaxing until next weekend. I will be going to bed at 7:30 tonight and will be getting up at 3:30 am. Oh today we had to write a stupid letter to Santa Claus uesterday .Well that's all for tonight. Dec 11 Today has been a fuck'ed up day! My counsoler has threatn'ed again to knocked me back down for not doing IXI'S after I asked last week to take to her and was told not to bother her. Turn'ed in my schedule for next week on Friday and was told I did'nt. She is very rude and am too pissed off right now. If she dose I'm leaving. Thats it. It was geed at work tho. That's all. Dec 12 Another half fucked up day. Tryed to get to work and got stuck in the snow. So at 4:30 am ( this morning ) I was out shoveling the snow from under my tires. Brian left for jail today and will be gone till Thursday. Called Hank last night and told him what was going on. I'v had it with him and his attitude of pretty much calling me a liat and not believing what I tell him. My pass for next weekend got shot down again. That makes three in a row now. Dont care cause I dont want to see Hank anyway. Not going to put one in for Christmas eaither. Hope I can hold on till thursday when Brian returns. He really helps me when I need to talk. Dec 13 Went to work today and it was nice being able to work. I alway's feel better about myself when I do. Well Chrsta blew me off again today. Will more then likly see her tomarrow tho simce I wont be working. Brian will be back tomarrow :) I sure do miss him. Did'nt think I'd miss him as much as I do. Just isnt the same here with out him. Not as much joy. Well anyway, well be spending the weekend here plus christmas. This really sucks, spending christmas in a treatment facility. Anyway not much else to write about. Wish Brian was here. |