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Friday, April 27, 2001
The filthiness of what I see, In this hopeless world that surrounds me, Sterilized and desensitized, The exist for themsleves now, Selfish little bitches, They rule the world now. Here I am in my room, But they drink, Boy was I a mixed up mess! Well... I still am everytime I go to school, or paruse the mall, seeing nothing but a bunch of 14 year old whores... sad sad times. Tuesday, April 24, 2001
"The Ramones were an absolutley amazing band, I mean if you dont like the Ramones you dont deserve to be human, you should just live on Uranus" --Tom the magical punkasourus DeLonge Weeeeeeeeellllll long time eh? Only 18 more days more of school left and then GRADUATION BABY! I was accepted into Savannah College of Art and Design, so around March I'll be moving to Georgia (hopefully). So just a warning to everyone I won't be online much from now on so I can finish my portfolio and do some work that others have commissioned me to do (aka Robot Frank, some local bands, and another dude who's doing a book.) So thanks to everyone who has made my new site a success in such a short time! Now many of you have asked me what I look like... so I took a pic w/ my digital camera, and here ya go!  The background is my parent's room, not mine. My room looks cooler than theirs. Friday, April 06, 2001
 If you see this image, and you're on this page then CONGRATULATIONS! YOU found the SECRET update! YOU win a prize! A good pat on the back. If you just clicked on "My Blog" cuz you're a regular reader... well you still deserve that pat on the back anyways. Monday, April 02, 2001
My life feels like a living hell sometimes Empty inside I am All I have ever asked for And will never get Because you take your medications And you have to watch your tv All I have ever asked for God, all I ever beg you for And I will never get it I simply draw back into my reclusive shell Sunday, April 01, 2001
"You keep giving excuses, Don't wanna use your own things, Keep giving excuses, And then you get mad at me, Because you don't want to use your own things." --me... a possible RWS song? I think so! Okay what was that little rant about? My mother! Why? Well any of you who keep up with me will remember when I was getting pissed at her because she keeps putting her clothes in my closet (and it contains my father's coats that SHE put in my closet when we moved here). So I go off for a weekend, come home, hang up some fresh clothes and what do I find? She *finally* removed the coats, but (yes there's a but in this) she put even MORE of her clothes which pretty much replaced the coats she took out. I was about to blow up because that left me with very little room. So I took a few (only a few) of her stuff, took note of the space in HER closet, and put them on her bed. What does she do? She gets all pissed off at me saying my closet is bigger (which that is a bunch of bull because they're the EXACT SAME SIZE!) and goes on about "just you wait miss! You're gonna want something from me one day!" and decides to cancel my hair appointment OVER SOME STUPID CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How pointless is that????? Please someone tell me? Geez so much contention could have been avoided if she would simply USE HER OWN CLOSET THAT IS SUFFICIENT FOR HER OWN CLOTHES! Am I mad? Yes I am. Thankfully Beth's Sarah MecLauchlan cd has calmed me down a bit... but it just burns me up at how immature my mother is *sigh* She tells my dad that she's willing to work to make the family better, but I don' think things will get much better until I move out... THAT is the reason why I don't want to stay at home any longer than I have to. This weekend shall be my trip to Savannah, GA to check out Savannah College of Art and Design... but I'm not going there. I've just given up for now and decided to go to Tallahassee Community College. I'm never going to afford Ringling... and the thought of that hurts me a lot but what can I do? TCC is a really good school tho. I just hope I don't have to come back home with more of my mom's stuff in my closet... grr!! ^_~ |
