4 November 2005, 22:58 GMT +2
Ok, I knew Photoshop was all-powerful and stuff, but I was rather surprised. Take this image, for instance:
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It doesn't really seem to be more than just an abstract blur. Well, as a matter of fact, just what it is. But it's very surprising from what it was started. The goddamn paint airbrush!
Well, anyway, you can see the whole process: [ 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 ]
31 October 2005, 20:55 GMT +2
Meh, happy Halloween to everyone. 31 OCT == 25 DEC.
IE MUST DIE! KILL IT NOW! IT IS AN EMBARRASSMENT TO THE HUMAN RACE!
On other news, I'm lazy. Hmmm wait. That's not news. Aw well.
And I'm also sad. I can't help that. Someone else can. As a matter of fact, it's the only reason I love life.
What is there not to love about life? It's got the sun... and the stars... and the moon... a waning crescent.
I didn't use to love life! You made me! And you would make me hate it so much if you go...
Please don't ever ever ever do it...
I know you'll listen to this as much as you listened to Pat Boone. It would still be reassuring to hear you say you wouldn't even if you would. Though I don't like lies. I never liked lies. I hate lying. I just can't do it. It feels... wrong. Holden freaks me out.
Yes, I'd actually rather not have you lie just for my own comfort. It's just... life would be so pointless without you. I'd just existed the last 15 years. No point. As I'd said once before, no real objections to death, although I wouldn't have had the strength to take my own life.
I don't think I ever will have it. Even if you (oh, please god, don't let it happen!) do it, I still don't think I'll have the strength. I would want to, I surely would. And it's not out of some personal concern or something that I wouldn't do it... although the last might seem a bit self-contradictory.
So as of now, I love life. I can't ever be thankful to it enough for allowing me to meet you. Sun. Star. Moon.
Elune...
25 October 2005, 23:55 GMT +3
Please
25 October 2005, 21:25 GMT +3
Life is such an imperfect thing. Sometimes very annoying. Thankfully, never too annoying.
Also thankfully, pretty differing from imperfection lately. Not nearly halfway there. But I am asking too much of it. It's such an imprefect thing, after all. One has to put up with it.
The usual question goes here: why, though? Because, the imperfect thing that it is, life isn't even capable of perfectly being imperfect. It's sometimes quite perfect, actually.
Like fun it is.
16 October 2005, 02:00 GMT +3
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13 October 2005, 23:40 GMT +3
I don't wanna miss a thing
I love you!
12 October 2005, 18:50 GMT +3
Question!
One always truly appreciates things only when they are no longer there...
Blessed yet cursed be the word 'temporary'!
11 October 2005, 14:50 GMT +3
Strange... only at the end of last year, when I had a choice whether to remain with the magic geeks or to go with her, even having chosen the latter, I afterwards regretted not being able to go back and play with them. Yet today, similar situation, there was not a trace of such regret. On the contrary, upon reflecting on it after her departure, I discovered that I was actually glad I chose that. I clearly remember how, at the end of last year, even though being happy as I always am when I am with her, there was a little.. how shall I say it?... feeling inside me of sadness. Today I "looked" for such a feeling, but there wasn't.
Why the hell do you think I'd choose magic over you, dear? :)
10 October 2005, 20:00 GMT +3
Hurts me when it hurts you...
9 October 2005, 10:25 GMT +3
Sunday...
Sundays suck.
8 October 2005, 00:56 GMT +3

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5 October 2005, 18:20 GMT +3
Take care... the corrupted rogues are not to be trifled with...
"In his house..."
why thank you :)
Wednesdays are good :)
Thursdays are good :)
Fridays are good :)
Saturdays are sorta ok
Sundays suck :(
Hush little pillow, don't say a word...
"...waits dreaming."
Why the hell do some days make me hate life, whereas some make me love it?
and Tuesday's gone
4 October 2005, 18:20 GMT +3
Just added an RSS feed. Will also add times from now on.
4 October 2005
What is spam?
What is a rumor?
Where is the difference?
3 October 2005
Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know
2 October 2005
Hahaha! Now I laugh at Google!
Oh, the happiness! :)
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Searching... Seek and destroy! [F-prot scanning for viruses]
2 October 2005
Just a few hours...
w00t
Notice
Moved old stuff to the archive. You can access it at the top of this page.