"Okay then come on in," AJ said with a smile as he unlocked his door, opened it, and held it open for Justin, letting him go in first.

Justin smiled as he walked past AJ and in to the room. He walked over to the bed and turned around to face AJ.

"Life is sure a lot more interesting with Nick the way he is now," AJ said as he ran a hand through his hair, for some reason really nervous now.

Justin nodded his head. "Yea, I kinda feel bad for Brian though. He's gotta put up with not only the hyper Nick but also the present laxative resulted Nick." Jusitn scrunched his face up wondering if that made any sense 'cause it made sense in his head but the way it came out... he wasn't sure.

That caused AJ to snicker a little. He knew exactly how well laxatives worked on Nick. "I'm just surprised he actually did give them to him...definitely shows he loves him if he's willing to deal with that."

Justin shuddered as thoughts of when adult Nick had taken the laxatives ran through his mind especially all the problems that it caused. "Yeah, he surely does," he said and then paused to look over at AJ. "Well, why are you standing all the way over there, after all this IS your room."

AJ actually blushed a little as he moved to sit on the bed next to Justin. He still felt a little weird about earlier. Not because they stopped, but how he reacted to it.

"What's up?" Justin questioned as he took a hold of AJ's hand and nudged the other man's shoulder with his own. "Don't tell me bad boy AJ McLean is feeling shy." Justin teased.

AJ rolled his eyes and elbowed Justin gently in the side. "I am not shy, I have NO idea what you're talking about."

Justin chuckled. "I don't huh? Then how come you've been looking down at the floor since we've been in this room? Or how come you stood at the door instead of taking a seat?" Justin questioned as he raised his eye brow, daring AJ to give him a legit explanation.

"I just felt like standing," AJ said with a shrug, now looking up so he was looking at Justin so he couldn't say he was only looking at the floor.

Justin snorted. "Uh huh, sure," he said shaking his head. "So, what do we do now?"

"What do you want to do?" AJ asked, really having no idea what he wanted to do, mostly because he had no idea how much time they really had. Their reservations for the Space Needle was an hour and a half away, but he wasn't sure if they would be able to make those.

Justin took in a deep breath as he looked around the room. He then smiled. "You got any video games?" He questioned as he looked over at AJ.

AJ smiled and nodded his head. "No where near as many as Nick used to have but I do have some," he said as he pointed over at the TV. "Go ahead and pick something, I need to use the bathroom."

Justin beamed as he nodded his head and walked over to the TV and started looking through the video games AJ had. Five minutes later Justin had hooked up the play station to the TV and set the game up, waiting for AJ to come back.

AJ came back into the room after about seven minutes and took the spot next to Justin on the floor by the play station II. "So, what did you pick?" he asked with a smile on his face.

"Halo 2," Justin said as he handed AJ his controller. "Unless you wanna play something else?"

AJ shook his head as he took the controller. "Nope, that's good...I haven't played this one in a while. Hell, I haven't played anything in a while." He laughed.

"Me neither," Justin said a bit sadly but covered it up quickly as he started the game with a smile on his face,

"I'm going to kick your ass," AJ said with a smirk on his face as they started playing the game.

"You wish McLean," Justin said as he stuck his tongue out between his lips, his attention fully on the game. It wasn't until twenty minutes later that they were brought out of their zone like state by the knocking on the door.

"Whoever it is go away we're busy," AJ called out since it was his turn and he was actually ahead of Justin this round... it was only by a little bit but he was.

Howie popped his head in and laughed. "Okay, well, if you guys rather stay here and starve by all means go right ahead. I just dropped by to tell you that we'll be heading out to dinner in ten minutes," hesaid and then walked inside. "Don't mind me... so who's winning?"

"Nick's ready go to?" AJ asked actually rather surprised about that. He then wondered if Howie didn't know about it.

"Um yeah, he is," Howie said a bit confused. "Brian and Nick came by to visit us since they haven't seen us all day... they're still talking to Kev. Nick’s asking all sorts of questions and what not." Howie took a seat on the bed beside AJ. "Brian said that they'll be ready in a few... so..."

AJ nodded his head, glad to know things were looking good. "Nick was having issues for a while, but I guess it cleared up," he said with a smile as he turned the video game off since it was time for them to get going.

Justin looked over at Howie and smiled. "I was winning," he said in a whisper to answer Howie's previous question. Then he stood up and stretched. "I should go to my room and get ready for dinner."

"Okay," AJ said with a smile as he gave Justin a soft kiss on the lips before he walked out the door. He then walked and sat down on the couch. "So, how's Kev feeling today?"

Howie laughed at what Justin whispered to him and then watched as Justin left. "Kev's actually doing a lot better than he was yesterday and this morning," he said. "Thank god we put this free day in our schedule."

"Yeah really," AJ said with a nod as he leaned back against the couch and sighed. He didn't know why but he was feeling really out of sorts. He didn’t feel sick at all, it wasn't a physical thing but just something didn't seem right.

"Alex, you feeling alright?" Howie questioned, worried. "Don't tell me your coming down with the same thing as Kev?"

AJ smiled and shook his head. "Nah, I'm good I don't feel sick."

Howie looked at the other man incredulously. He's known AJ for a long time and knew just when he was lying and when something was bothering him. "How come you look sad? Trouble in paradise?"

"No..." AJ said, not sounding so sure though. It wasn't that he and Justin were fighting because they weren't at all, he was just feeling a little freaked out about it. He felt like he was going to screw up like he always did even though he wanted this to work so badly.

Howie frowned. "You don't sound too sure about that answer there Bone," he said. "You know you can tell me anything..."

"I just feel like I'm going to fuck things up again like I always do," AJ said with a sigh, he knew Howie knew his track record with men and a few select women and it was far from good. There had only been one person he hadn't cheated on out of the couple dozen people he dated and that didn't even count one night stands.

Howie's face showed sympathy as he walked over to where AJ was seated on the couch and sat down beside him. Placing a comforting hand on his shoulder he said, "How do you feel like your gonna screw things over? I mean, why do you feel that way?" Howie questioned. "The way I see it is that you can't mess things up with Justin... hell you can't even cheat on him 'cause he's gonna be with us the whole entire time... with you. Justin's different from all those people you've been with Alex, give it some time."

"Yeah I know he'll be here all the time, but shouldn't I feel more comfortable in myself to know I wouldn't cheat on him anyway?" AJ asked, wondering if that made any sense. "I mean, I'm scared because what would I do if he wasn't with us all the time ya know."

"You've got us around," Howie said. "We'll keep an eye on you." He chuckled. "But... I don't know Age, you should talk to him about it though. He should know just what you're feeling 'cause he's a part of it too."

"I just don't want to scare him," AJ whisped, he hadn't told Justin how bad he was at being faithful, and he knew if he did Justin would break up with him in a heartbeat.

"But you'd rather wanna risk the chance of hurting him god knows just how?" Howie replied just as quietly.

AJ sighed and shook his head in the negative. "No...I don't want to hurt him at all."

"Talk to him," Howie said and then looked at the time. "We only have a few minutes left. You should get ready and I should head on back and get ready myself..." Howie stood up slowly and looked down at AJ. "Everything will be fine just as long as you're honest... it'll all work out."

AJ sighed as he watched his best friend walk to the door. "Thank's D...I'll see you in a few."

"Okay," Howie said as he walked out of the room and back to his own just in time to see Brian and Nick coming out. "Hey guys, going to go get ready?"

Brian smiled and nodded his head. "Yah, we'll see you in a few minutes. Meet up in your room, okay?"

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Nick giggled as they walked back down the hall to their rooms. "Me tink it SOO cool dat we at place spin!" he said talking about how the Space Needle rotates around...well the restaurant does.

"Yah, really cool," Brian said as they stopped at their room. It was almost 9 P.M. right then. "What are ya'll gonna do now?" He questioned as he looked at Kevin and Howie and then at AJ and Justin.

Howie shrugged and then looked over to Kevin.

Justin stuck his lower lip out and curled it as he shrugged his shoulders. He had absolutely no idea as to what he was going to do. He snuck a glance at AJ wondering what was wrong with the other man since he'd been pretty much quiet during dinner as well as on their ride back.

"You, umm, maybe want to play more of our game?" AJ asked Justin as they all said their goodnights and headed into their own rooms. He really just wanted to talk to Justin but he wasn't sure how to do that yet, so he would settle for playing the game.

Justin wasn't really in the mood to play any video games but wanted to spend some time with AJ nonetheless. "Um, sure. Yea." Justin walked in to AJ's room when he opened the door and held it open for him.

"We don't have to if you don't want to," AJ said noticing that Justin didn't seem all that thrilled about playing the video game again.

Justin sighed as he ran a hand through his hair. "What's going on with you?" He questioned figuring he might as well not beat around the bush and ask what was bothering him right away.

AJ was a little taken back by Justin's tone of voice. "Nothing's going on with me...why would you think something was going on?"

"Well, first you've been really quiet all through out dinner. Which is unlike you," Justin said as he sat down on the foot end of the bed. "And you barely even touched your meal. Then you sat next to Howie on the ride back here instead of next to me... not that I mind or anything but it just seemed a little off... like you were trying to avoid me or something."

"I'm not trying to avoid you...I'm just...I don't know." AJ didn't know how to bring up what he needed to. He wasn't sure how to tell his boyfriend that he had a major issue with sticking with one person. He knew that would scare away anybody but he knew it would Justin even more so since it made it seem that AJ needed sex and since Justin wasn't able to give that to him yet that he wasn't a good boyfriend.

Justin looked down at his hands that were linked together on his lap. "Okay... then what's going on?" He questioned in a near whisper. He was starting to get a really bad feeling in the pit of his stomach and that was scaring him. "You've been acting weird since this morning," he said referring to what they had been doing that morning.

AJ walked over and sat down next to Justin and took both his hands in his. "I'm not pissed for you stopping things if that's what you think." He took a deep breath and sighed. "I'm just really worried to tell you something because you aren't going to believe what I just said about not being pissed for you stopping things." He rambled, hoping he was at least making some sense.

Justin wrinkled his nose. "You're not pissed about this morning but whatever it is your not telling me is going to make me think that you're pissed?" He questioned wanting to make sure that was what AJ was saying because frankly it didn't make any sense to him. "Okay..." Justin said nodding his head.

AJ ran a nervous hand through his hair. "I told you I haven't been in any serious relationships before right..."

"Yah..." Justin said slowly nodding his head.

"Well...umm maybe the other person thought they were serious but I hadn't." AJ whispered, looking down at his lap. "Because every time I would get in a relationship I would fuck up by cheating on the person numerous times if they gave me the chance."

Justin felt like he had been kicked in the gut. He couldn't help but wonder if AJ had already cheated on him especially by the way he was acting but then thought about it and realized AJ couldn't have... there just wasn't that much time nor was he ever alone. "Why, did you cheat on them?"

"I...I don't know." AJ said as he looked up at Justin with tears in his eyes. Up until this point he hadn't even really thought much about what he had done to those men and women but now when he was in a relationship that he really wanted to work it all hit him wrong and he was scared he was even going to fuck this one up.

Justin's heart broke as he saw tears stream down from AJ's eyes and immediately pulled the other man to him in a hug. "Did you cheat on me or are you saying that you'll cheat on me?"

"I didn't...I don't want to." AJ cried, feeling like such an idiot for crying but he couldn't help it anymore. "I'm just scared...that I'm going to...and I don't want you to deal with that...I'm not the right person for you. You deserve somebody who's not fucked up like me."

Justin immediately pulled back when he heard what AJ had just said. He could feel his heart trying to beat it's way out of his chest and he could feel his pulse pulsating on the sides of his forehead. "A...are...you b...breaking up with me?" Justin questioned, fear in his voice.

AJ wanted to say yes, he wanted to let the boy out of this before it was too late but there was something inside of him that was selfish and he shook his head like crazy. "No...I can't do that...I care for you too much." And it was true he did...he was beginning to think he was falling in love with the curly haired blonde.

Justin felt relief wash over him at AJ saying that he wasn't breaking up with him. "Then what are you trying to say... that you don't know if you can keep from cheating on me?"

"I don't know what I'm saying...I...I was just trying to explain why I've been acting so weird today. I kept thinking about past relationships and how they had gone bad and finally really realized why they had gone bad and I don't know what to do to keep myself from doing it again," AJ said obviously getting very upset with himself. He put the whole blame on him not any of the other people he had been with or Justin. It hadn't been because they wouldn't put out or were awful in bed, but more that he was so scared of commitment and was so insecure that he didn't know what else to do.

Justin cupped AJ's face in his hands and brought his face closer to his, nuzzling their noses together. "I really like you, a lot, Alex," he whispered out. "I don't really know much about your past relationships or just what kinda people you dated but I can tell you one thing and that's that I'm not like them... at least I hope I'm not. I want to be with you, I really do but if you feel as though you can't fully commit to this or stay loyal..." Justin trailed not really knowing much less wanting to end that sentence.

"I want to be...so bad." AJ whispered as he looked into Justin's eyes since he couldn't really look anywhere else. "I only want to be with you, I want to have a normal relationship, one that isn't based on sex, but i'm so scared that I don't know how to do it."

"This is my first time being with a man and well, you're first time trying a committed relationship... I'm sure if we're both honest with each other... if we both trust each other then everything will work out. Don't you think so?" Justin said, serious.

AJ thought about what Justin was saying and couldn't help but smile and nod his head. "You've got a good point," he said as he wiped at his eyes.

Justin smiled a half smile as he leaned over and kissed AJ on the lips. It was soft, sweet, and simple. Just a peck before he pulled back. "Of course I got a good point," he said, smiling brightly.

"I'm sorry I kept this to myself today and made you feel weird," AJ whispered, really feeling bad for putting Justin through any of his shit.

Justin shook his head. "Please, don't apologize," he said before letting go of AJ. "Here's the deal... how 'bout we start over again... again? Not from the beginning but in your case a completely new fresh slate..."

AJ smiled, he was really liking the sound of that. "Okay, it's a deal," he said with an even bigger smile as he placed another soft kiss to Justin's lips.

Justin smiled into the kiss. "Perfect," he said when AJ pulled away.

"So what do normal people do on nights in?" AJ asked with a laugh, honestly having no idea what people did in hotel rooms with boyfriends that didn't require making out and then having sex.

"Um," Justin said as he tried to think of something but only kept coming up with the same answer. Kissing. Kissing which could lead to so many other things that he just wasn't ready for. "That's a good question but I'm sorry, I don't have an equally good answer for it besides kissing."

"I don't mind kissing," AJ laughed a little. "But after this morning I got the vibe you weren't really comfy with it."

Justin chuckled. "I don't have any problems with kissing... it's what it could lead to that makes me uncomfortable," he admitted. "I'm just not ready for anything that's a bit too under the clothes kinda thing right now."

AJ nodded his head, sure it was a little weird for him because ever since he was fifteen years old that he had been having sex with the people he was with sometimes from the first night together. "I totally understand, Baby."

Justin smiled as he placed his hand on the back of AJ's neck, tilting his head and pulling him close, to start them off in a kiss.

AJ moaned softly when he felt Justin's lips touch his. He didn't deepen it though because he wanted Justin to be the one in control of the kiss.

After a few seconds of just kissing Justin softly licked at AJ's lips asking for permission to enter as he scooted as close as he could to the older man.

AJ opened his mouth to Justin's tongue right away. He loved Justin's kisses so he knew this time wouldn't be any different. Once Justin's tongue was in his mouth he couldn't help the soft moan that escaped his lips.

Justin continued to explore every square inch of AJ's mouth before the need for oxygen became inevitable. He pulled back from the kiss to nibble gently on AJ's bottom lip before he kissed up and down AJ's neck.

"Jesus, boy, you know how to kiss," AJ laughed huskily as he tried not to moan and make all sorts of noises with how good what Justin was doing made him feel.

"You complaining?" Justin questioned between kisses before pausing... hovering a few centimeters away from AJ's lips.

"Fuck no," AJ laughed as he looked into Justin's eyes that were only like an inch away.

Justin couldn't help it as he leaned closer and nuzzled their noses together again. He'd never felt like this before and dare he say he really liked the fact that AJ's husky voice, especially when he curses, turned him on to no end. "You're so hot..." Justin breathed out. "And you sound so... sexy."

"Mmm...no YOU'RE the hot one," AJ said in the same husky tone as he reached up and ran a hand through Justin's curls. "So sexy...and beautiful."

"I look like a little kid with a brillo pad for hair," Justin said with a chuckle. "Now... you. You on the other hand are literally drop dead gorgeous. I've seen you move this body of yours so many times on stage... I've heard you sing just as many times... and let me tell you... your being is dripping with hotness and sexiness."

AJ rolled his eyes and laughed, he never thought much of himself. All he saw when he looked in the mirror was a man who's hair was already starting to thin at the ripe age of twenty. He didn't think he could sing all that well and he didn't think he was sexy at all. Of course, he made people think he thought he was the god of all things, but that wasn't really how he viewed himself.

"You are," Justin said when the older man rolled his eyes and he made a mental note to show AJ just how much so... one day. Justin leaned back on his elbows before lying down flat on his back and tucking his hands underneath his head.

AJ turned onto his side so he could look at Justin. "You okay?" he asked softly as he reached a hand out and started to rub Justin's stomach over his t-shirt.

"Hmm," Justin said as the feel of AJ rubbing his stomach sent good shivers right through his body and to his dick. "Yah, I'm fine." He smiled up at AJ. "Kiss me."

"I thought that's what we were just doing," AJ giggled as he moved so he was hovering over the top of Justin, but their bodies not touching at all yet.

"We were," Justin agreed. "But we stopped and I wanna continue it." He wiggled his eyebrows and smirked.

"You're such a naughty, naughty boy." AJ teased before he leaned down and captured Justin's lips in a semi heated, passionate kiss.

Justin couldn't help the moan that escaped him as AJ kissed him passionately. He removed his hands from where they were under his head and brought them to the back of AJ's head, deepening the kiss even more.

AJ kept his lower body off of Justin but pressed his chest down as he fell right into the deep passionate kiss. He was finding out that it was very easy to get lost in kissing Justin and very easy for his body to find itself slipping out of control.

Justin started to run his hands through AJ's hair and up and down his back. He loved the way AJ kissed and was finding himself addicted to kissing him. However, he had the break the kiss off for a few seconds so he could catch his breath. "Wow," he said once they stopped.

"Yeah...wow," AJ whispered as he looked down into Justin's eyes as he attempted to catch his breath. He couldn't believe he still had the man under him after all he said only a few minutes ago.

Justin smiled up at AJ before titling his head to the side to look at the time on the cable box. "It's like a quater to ten..." Justin said surprised. Time was flying by fast.

"Does that mean you have...to go?" AJ asked, hoping it didn't. He didn't want his time with Justin to end. It was weird but being with Justin made him feel like he was seventeen again.

"No... besides I'm just right across the hall from you," Justin chuckled. "It's just that I can't believe it's that time already 'cause it feels like we just got back from dinner a few seconds ago."

AJ smiled, "That's a good thing right...that time is flying by?"

"Yah," Justin said as he wrapped his hands around AJ's waist, pulling his closer to him... resting ON him, he wanted to feel all of the older man. "It is."

AJ swallowed hard when he felt his whole body pressing against Justin's body. Just the simple contact made his dick twitch to life even more in his dress pants. They had all opted to dress up a little when going to the Space Needle.

Justin cleared his throat before letting out a content sigh. "I don't wanna leave..." he whispered in AJ's ear. He didn't want to leave AJ that night, he wanted to cuddle with him.

"You don't have to leave...ever if you don't want to," AJ whispered, as he prayed in his head that he could control himself enough to have Justin in his bed...but not really IN his bed...at least not like THAT.

"Hmm." Justin moved his head so that he could give AJ a kiss. "Then I should go and change into something a bit more comfortable to sleep in," he said as he let go of AJ's waist.

AJ nodded his head as he rolled off of Justin so he was the one lying on his back on the bed. "Yeah...go do that...it'll be a slumber party," he said with a small smile.

Justin laughed. "God... it's been a long time since I've actually done THAT," he said as he stood up and walked over to the door. "I'll be back in a bit."

"Me too," AJ said to the empty room once Justin was gone. Then with a groan he got off the bed and went about putting on a pair of PJ pants and a new wife beater.

Justin walked back in to his room and removed all his clothes before stepping into the bathroom for a quick shower. When he was done he put on a pair of boxers and sweat pants. He stood there for a few seconds contemplating whether or not he should wear a wife beater or no shirt at all. He usually slept in his boxers even back in the day when Nick would sleep over or they would share a room. Sighing he decided that if he didn't want to he could just take it off later. So he pulled the wife beater on, grabbed his wallet and key card and left his room. He knocked on AJ's door.

AJ walked to the door and smiled big when he saw Justin. It was weird because even though it had only been a few minutes since he had seen the other man he had actually began to miss him. "Welcome back," he said as he stepped away to let Justin in before closing the door behind him.

"It's good to be back," Justin said chuckling. He followed AJ into the room and stood behind him as he wrapped his arms around the older man's waist. Resting his chin on his shoulders he asked, "What we gonna do now and don't tell me whatever and for me to choose, okay?"

AJ laughed a little as he rested back in Justin's arms. "I honestly have no idea what I want to do," he said just being happy to be in the other man's arms. Nobody would have guessed it by how tough he tried to be, but he was actually a bottom in bed. Normally it was the whole dominance thing nothing cute or romantic about it, but this was totally different, he was beginning to find out he loved being cuddled.

Justin kissed AJ on the shoulder his chin was resting on. "C'mon," he said. "You must have SOME kind of an idea of what you wanna do. I initiated the kissing before now you gotta pick something... whatever it may be, please..."

"Kissing again?" AJ suggested, giggling a little at how he felt like he was back in middle school again. It wasn't a bad thing, but it was definitely different then what he had become used to.

Justin sighed inwardly. It's not that he didn't want to kiss it's just that he wanted to do something a little bit more than just that. Sure he wasn't ready for anything like... having actual sex or giving the other man a blow job or whatever but he wanted to go to the next step. Justin figured if he's gonna want something done he's gonna have to initiate and start things off himself. "Okay," he said as he walked them over to the bed, him still holding AJ from the back, his chin still resting on his shoulder.

AJ shivered a little at the feeling of Justin's body pressed so tightly against his as they moved towards the bed. There wasn't as much material between them as their used to be since he himself was only wearing PJ pants with nothing else underneath. He hated wearing boxers to bed...that is if they weren't the only thing he was wearing. Actually he preferred to sleep in the nude, but he wasn't really going to share that bit of information right now.

"Which side do you usually sleep on or do you not care?" Justin questioned. He usually liked to sleep on the left side but he wasn't picky.

"I normally sleep in the middle...so I don't care," AJ said with a smile as he moved out of Justin's arms and climbed onto the bed, his baggy PJ pants with smiley faces on them, riding extremely low on his hips.

Justin's eyes traveled down to AJ's ass as he crawled on to the bed. He groaned as his mind started to wonder over just what it would feel like to be with AJ, sexually. He shook his head and he got on the bed... immediately hovering over AJ, his legs on either side of the older man's thighs. "Hey," he said and smiled when AJ pulled the sheet up over his head covering him... them.

"Hello," AJ said with a smirk on his face as he looked up into Justin's eyes as he hovered over him. He wasn't really sure of what to expect but he knew that Justin knew what he wanted and could handle so he left it up to him to lead the way.

Justin bent his head down to kiss AJ and scooted down at bit so it could be more comfortable.

AJ accepted the kiss right away, his hands going to rest on Justin's lower back right above the waist band of his sweats.

Justin fully rested his body on top on AJ as he deepened the kiss a bit more by letting his tongue in to AJ's mouth before sucking on AJ's tongue.

The feeling of Justin sucking on his tongue caused AJ to moan deep in his throat and into the kiss. Not able to help himself he started to playfully fight with Justin's tongue for dominance, causing the kiss to get rather heated.

Justin moaned in to the kiss and felt himself get harder by the second. Before he knew what he was doing his hips started to slowly grind over AJ's.

When Justin started grinding against him, AJ had to break the kiss mostly to catch his breath and groan loudly, but also to look up at Justin to make sure he really wanted to do what they were doing. He looked into his eyes and silently asked 'you okay?'

Justin looked in to AJ's eyes and smiled to show that he was okay. "I'm," he breathed out. "So horny."

"I can tell," AJ laughed as he thrust his own hips up just once groaning when he felt just how hard Justin was. "You're so hard, J..."

"Tell me about it," Justin said before capturing AJ's lips in an other heated kiss. "You make me so hard."

"Shit," AJ moaned into the kiss, his own dick hardening fully and barley hiding at all behind the thin material of his PJ pants. Moving his hands down Justin's back he rested them on his ass as he attempted to deepen the kiss even more, if that was even possible.

Justin moaned at the feel of AJ's hands on his ass and he continued to grind their erections together through the material of their clothing. That friction just intensified their state of arousal. "Goodness," he said between kisses.

AJ moaned loudly as he moved his hands up to Justin's head and pulled him in for another kiss that would for sure leave their lips bruised and swollen even in the morning. He hoped he wasn't being too forceful but he craved the harder, more heated kiss.

Justin was now turned on to no end and the need to get off was getting stronger so he ground his hips harder on AJ as he broke off the kiss and titled his head back, his eyes closed, causing for the sheet to fall off of his head and onto his shoulders. "This feels soo good..."

"God baby," AJ groaned as he too started grinding his hips up against Justin's even harder. He so desperately wanted more than this, but there was no way in hell he was going to mess this up by asking for more. His body would just have to wait for Justin to be ready.

Justin could feel his orgasm nearing and he looked down at AJ and the sight beneath was enough to bring him to the edge. AJ's eyes were closed, his lips slightly parted, and his face a mask of pure blissful pleasure. "You're so beautiful," Justin said as he bent down and kissed AJ immediately sticking his tongue inside.

AJ wanted to say the same thing back to Justin, wanted to say so much more but his body was totally in control now and he couldn't get his brain and mouth to work together to say anything besides moan and groan and then groan even louder when his body tensed up and then started to shake and before he knew it he was cuming.

Justin had pulled back... his eyes fixated on AJ the whole time, in awe as AJ's orgasm hit him. Watching AJ and feeling him shudder underneath him was all Justin needed to encourage his own orgasm. Before he knew it his orgasm blew right through him as he collapsed on top of AJ, out of breath and satisfied.

AJ tightened his arms around Justin and held him close as they both tried to catch their breaths and come down from their orgasms. Once he was more with the world he placed soft kisses all over Justin's face...feeling like he wanted to comfort the younger man.

Justin chuckled as AJ placed soft kisses all over his face. Propping himself up on his elbows he slowly got up off of AJ. "We should get rid of the sticky mess in our shorts," he said. "I don't really feel like staying in this mess all night."

AJ laughed, totally agreeing with Justin on that one. "You can use my shower if you want so you don't have to walk outside." He said having a feeling they did a pretty good number on their PJ pants.

Justin smiled. "I just have to get out of my boxers... my Pj's are just fine," he said. "I'm just gonna clean myself up, be right back." With that Justin walked into the bathroom and quickly removed his pants and boxers and cleaned himself off before pulling his pants back on and throwing his boxers in the hamper. He'll get that later. He walked out of the bathroom smiled at AJ who was waiting to go in. "All set."

"Okay, I'll only be a second," AJ said as he walked into the bathroom with a new pair of PJ pants. He quickly cleaned himself off before putting the new green and purple polka dot PJ bottoms on and coming out of the bathroom. "Much better...sticky is not a fun thing."

Justin was back under the covers when AJ emerged from the bathroom. He started chuckling at AJ's new PJ bottoms. "You know... for a sexy bad boy you sure look like your ten again..." He trailed off, sleepy.

"Hey, I happen to like my smiley face and polka dot PJ's," AJ laughed as he climbed into bed beside Justin. After a second of silence he turned on his side so he was looking at Justin. "So you're cool with what we just did...right?"

Justin looked over at AJ and scooted closer to him so that he could put his hand over him. "Yah, I kinda wanted to do that since this morning actually... I just didn't know that I wanted it so bad until my body took control..." Justin trailed off. "Sorry if I confused you or something."

"If you wanted to do this...this morning then why did you go into the bathroom to get off?" AJ asked as he wrapped an arm around Justin and pulled him in closer.

"Well, yes, I wanted to but I don't know if you noticed it or not but my hand was down your boxers... I wasn't ready for THAT," Justin said. "Then, like, you suggested we call Brian and Nick and tell 'em we would come along... I tried to think of something ugly to get rid of my hard on but nothing helped so I decided to just go and get rid of it the old fashioned way."

"I just thought you had been uncomfortable and I didn't want you to think you had to do anything...that's why I suggested going with Nick and Brian. Plus, I knew you wanted to see them anyway," AJ said trying to explain himself. "And I DID notice that your hand was down my boxers...it was kinda hard not to," he said with a smirk.

Justin laughed. "Hmm," he said as he kissed AJ on the neck... since that was the closest spot to him. "My hand started making its way down there like it had a mind of its own... when I realized it... I just stopped. Sorry if you thought that I was uncomfortable with it... I wasn't... not really, anyways."

"It's okay baby...I think things were supposed to be like that...cuz it seems we were meant to be with Brian and Nick at Boeing because if you hadn't been there then who knows what Brian would have done," AJ said, trying not to think too much about the hurt look on Brian's face when he realized he couldn't help Nick...and that Nick thought of him more as a father figure than a friend.

"Yah, maybe," Justin said. He noticed there was something more behind AJ's words and tone. "What happened when Brian came back to you?"

"He thinks Nick doesn't need him...he thinks you know him better and that you could do a better job," AJ said with a sigh, those hadn't been Brian's exact words but he knew that's what he had been thinking. "Then I tried to help him by saying that kids need their friends and sometimes listen and talk to friends a lot more than..." once again he trailed off, knowing Justin would know what he had said...or almost said.

Justin wrinkled his nose. "Oh man, Nick doesn't need me, at least not as much as he needs Brian. If Nick needed me he'd be staying with me right now and not with Brian, ya know?" Justin removed his hands from over AJ and rolled over onto his back, staring up at the ceiling. He started to think that maybe he should have never come back when he'd heard the message from Brian regarding what happened with Nick so many nights ago. Brian seemed to have a lot of problems and worries at the moment and the last thing Brian probably needed was to worry about Justin. "Brian doesn't have to worry about anything 'cause he's always going to be a permanent fixture in Nick's life... I think that even though Nick calls him daddy ... those two are going to be more like the best of friends than anything else. Like Frick and Frack..." Justin said.

"Maybe so, but he doesn't think it right now. I think it's mostly the fact that you go from being somebody’s lover one second to their father figure the next...that could mess with anybody’s mind," AJ said making a face. "I mean if the same thing happened to you right now it would be hard for you to be calling me daddy knowing we used to get off together."

"I'm not saying that I don't understand what Brian must be going through," Justin said. "It's like I can imagine and I'm sure that it must be a hell of a lot difficult and I admire him for taking Nick in and I know it must be really hard. But he shouldn't worry about Nick and I but you guys should definitely help him out with this."

"He's going to need all of us," AJ whispered as he reached over to turn off the lamp on the night stand. He wanted Justin to understand that they needed him...all five of them needed him no matter what Brian may think or say or do.

"Hmm," was all Justin said as he closed his eyes and took in a deep breath. "Good night Age."

"Good night," AJ said before he kissed Justin lightly on the nose and closed his eyes.

Justin, though had his eyes closed, wasn't necessarily asleep. He remained silent and waited till he could hear AJ's breathing level out indicating the older man was asleep before he quietly got up and walked out onto the balcony. He chuckled to himself as he stared out at the view of downtown Seattle. "I guess 'Sleepless in Seattle' suits me tonight," he whispered out to no one in particular. He pulled the deck chair over and sat down on it. He couldn't stop his mind from thinking and rethinking about everything that was happening in his life and he couldn't stop the silent tears from flowing down his face either. Before he knew it, he was fast asleep, out on the balcony in the chair.