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Ok, if I can rule out as much porn as possible then I think that will work. I will have the desire to peruse women and possibly jump back into the relationship. I know that I am totally affraid of relationships and they are not what I need right now, but they are totally fun. So I'm trying to create enough incentive for me to just go for it anyway cause I totally love the feeling that beeing in a relationship gives me, and because its good cause it teaches you discipline. Of course I won't be able to escape all porn, the comercials on TV tell me what a woman is supposed to look like, but if I can disasociate the sex aspect of it I think that will be better. |
Sho's Fast o' Masterbation Explanation: I have once again begun a new Fast o' Masterbation. This time, I am going to try to break my own personal record of 18 days and stay dry for a whole month. I am already in the middle of my fast as I write this as it is already Day 12. This second fast is somehow much easier for me and I find it easier to resist the tempation of wacking off. Perhaps it is because I am getting outside more, or that I have to concentrate on school work, or that I am listening to a lot more music. Maybe it is because there is a shortage of Catholic schoolgirl porn on the internet. Who knows, but it's much easier this time and hopefully, I will be able to resist spanking the monkey until July. And then there will be much more than just fireworks on Independence Day, baby. ----- Day 15, June 15 - 1/2 a month left to go After turning in my last paper, I wanted to spank the monkey to reward myself for surviving another term of school. I mean, I really really wanted to. It's been fifteen days for chrissakes. However, I didn't. I was tempted, but I only have half a month to go, and I will have accomplished so much. And considering that I think I'm showing a lot of progress with chicks, I think I might keep going for as long as possible. Wait, what am I saying? Screw that. Can't wait for July, baby. -sho |
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