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Ok, if I can rule out as much porn as possible then I think that will work. I will have the desire to peruse women and possibly jump back into the relationship. I know that I am totally affraid of relationships and they are not what I need right now, but they are totally fun. So I'm trying to create enough incentive for me to just go for it anyway cause I totally love the feeling that beeing in a relationship gives me, and because its good cause it teaches you discipline. Of course I won't be able to escape all porn, the comercials on TV tell me what a woman is supposed to look like, but if I can disasociate the sex aspect of it I think that will be better.
I have decided to continue masturbating with the absence of porn. If you have any ideas, email them to me.
Sho's Fast o' Masterbation
Explanation: I have once again begun a new Fast o' Masterbation. This time, I am going to try to break my own personal record of 18 days and stay dry for a whole month. I am already in the middle of my fast as I write this as it is already Day 12. This second fast is somehow much easier for me and I find it easier to resist the tempation of wacking off. Perhaps it is because I am getting outside more, or that I have to concentrate on school work, or that I am listening to a lot more music. Maybe it is because there is a shortage of Catholic schoolgirl porn on the internet. Who knows, but it's much easier this time and hopefully, I will be able to resist spanking the monkey until July. And then there will be much more than just fireworks on Independence Day, baby.
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Day 11
Today, I went to a coffee place to study Spanish with A----. A---- is a pretty cute girl from one of my classes. She's from Alaska. Jewel is also from Alaska and is also very cute. We pretty much didn't end up studying a whole lot of Espanol and ended up just talking and asking each other about our hometowns and such. After about an hour and a half of studying/talking, I offered her a ride home, to which she initially refused. She said she really didn't want me to use a lot of gas for her, and that a bus would soon be coming. I insisted and she ended up driving home with me. On the way to her place we ended up talking about philosphical matters, which was pretty cool. And when I dropped her off, I asked her if she wanted to go out for coffee soon, and she said yes! Yay for me! A date for Sho is coming up!
In other news, I talked to a friend of a friend of mine at work who's very interesting and cute. I see her quite often at work, but I've never really talked to her, and she's never made an attempt to initiate conversation with me. Seeing how I am on Day 12 of the FoM (Fast o' Masterbation), I smiled and said, "Hey, C----- how's it going?" and started a nice conversation about our summer plans and whatnot. I think she was pretty suprised I remembered her name since it was a while since I last saw her with my friend.
Anyway, in short, the FoM is doing a good job in getting me to be more confident and forward with the ladies. Yeah.
-Sho
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