Depression
This is my depression page. This page is not meant for general information on depression. This page is for you only if you suffer from depression or any other form of mental illness. If you do not suffer from depression or any form of mental illness, leave this page now.
I am not a qualified doctor or anything like that. I'm just a person like you, stuck in an ordinary people's world, where society denies to accept you if you don't conform to it's mutated sense of being normal. I made this page with the hope that we could hold each other's hands, and share each other's pain.
I know how you feel.
And I'm not just saying that. I've suffered from depression for as long as I can remember. There was no one to hold my hand. No shoulder I could cry on. But I held on – I had found my calling. And that's what has made all the difference. I have went through so much pain that now I'm immune to it. I do feel pain, but it doesn't dominate my life anymore. I've learnt to bring it to its knees. And I can help you do it too. You have the power inside you, waiting to be unleashed. And because I have underwent so much coldness and so much pain, I have developed a kind of radar for other people's feelings. I can feel their happiness and their pain as well. All those times that you felt that no one understands you – well, I do understand you. And I don't try to guess like psychiatrists how you feel – I know for a fact how you feel.
You are not alone.
I'm sitting here, in my room, all alone, like always. There are zillions of people around me, but I can't dare to trust anybody, because they won't really understand me, and in all probability hurt me even more. So I choose to suffer in silence. I bear all the pain silently, and shed blood and tears, and nobody around me has the slightest clue. But this can't go on forever. And this isn't exactly my fault, mainly because human beings weren't designed to be alone. They were made to be social animals, always to remain in pairs. But now I can't seem to find anyone to talk to. I desperately need to talk to someone, but there's no one I can trust.
You are all the way on the other side of the world. And I know you are feeling something a little similar to what I'm feeling. We both are suffering in silence. So why not share our pain? You've got nothing to lose – and I might possibly gain a friend.
Contact me, and let me share your pain.
What I want you to do, is to contact me using the information given on this page, and let me in. Talk to me, share your doubts and worries. It is better to have a second opinion on things which might seem gigantic to you. You need someone to talk to, and I need someone to talk to. Let's talk to each other. I can't do it, but we can. Talk to me, and let me wipe away your tears.
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