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Thanks for those who did concern about me, it is all over |
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| Date: 04-oct-03 | Remember the girl whom i knitted a sweater for? Yes, i |
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| Time: 2:05am | saw her with another guy already. Even though she did | ||
| Mood: sad | not admit she got a boyfriend but my instinct tells me i'm | ||
| Weather: cool | dead... | ||
| Playing: please insert cd... | |||
| Email: [email protected] | That day i got a very uneasy feeling and it is telling me | ||
| something bad is going to happen. It was not like me, i | |||
| couldn't smile even during the morning. The usual me | |||
| would always like to crack lame jokes to entertain my | |||
| <<Prev | friends but that day i couldn't even make myself smile | ||
| during lesson. | |||
| During the breakfast break, true enough i get to see her. | |||
| But instead of having the ability to talk to her i could not | |||
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even pluck my courage to say "hi". So unknowingly she | ||
| suddenly appeared at my back and when i turn around | |||
| she said hi to me and at that moment i was too happy | |||
| and lost of what to do so i smiled and walk off to buy my | |||
| prata. Guess that is the shittiest thing i ever did... So after | |||
| that i felt bad and wanted to talk to her and started to | |||
| sms her. From far i could see her clearly( i don't think | |||
| she can see me) and everytime she receives a sms from | |||
| me she would read and delete and keep her handphone | |||
| back to her handphone pouch. It makes me felt like an | |||
| idiot... That was the worst breakfast i ever had... | |||
| So finally i survived till afternoon and met my project | |||
| mate and we decided to do our final year project (which | |||
| i have to skip my lecture). Then while walking towards | |||
| the life i passed by a few study bench and on one of | |||
| them sits her with a guy side by side. At a look anyone | |||
| will comfirm them as a couple, sitting closely and sweetly | . | ||
| I felt like guns shooting at me! It hurts! It forces me to | |||
| conclude a phrase "woman are bitches and men are | |||
| bastards". In the end i miss both my lecture and my | |||
| project session because i really cannot concentrate on | |||
| anything.. ANYTHING! | |||
| Alot of people told me to give up long ago and many | |||
| wanted me to be more sensible and not to be so | |||
| stubborn to wait for a girl who don't bother about me. I | |||
| acted smart and always cheat myself that one day she | |||
| will understand my love for her.. no.. now i understand.. | |||
| after i told some of my friends, i got speakings like "the | |||
| more bad, horny or negative you are the more attractive | |||
| you will be to a girl". True? | |||
| Well i got to use my old phrase to cheat myself and | |||
| make myself more comfortable by saying "She didn't | |||
| choose you is her lost not yours" | |||
| I still believe in fairy tales, maybe not on her anymore. | |||
| Vince.. | |||