I am sooooooooooo angry with myself!! I am supposed to go to tv studio at 8pm to watch live recording of a program but by time program started, I am still in my office! What the fuck!? I am so angry with my work and myself! There are many artistes(Candy Lo, Wilber Pan, Energy..) that I wanna meet in person at the recording studio but becoz of my stupid work, I am stucked in office and can't go to meet them!
Recently I went to watch the movie preview of MAID IN MANHATTAN with one of my ex-schoolmate.. he was from the basketball team.. guess who is he? No.7?? Naaah~ not him.. I am not so lucky to meet him. He is NO.4, the small guy in the team. Though he is small-size, he runs super fast and can play as good as my No.7! *sigh~ when will I get to see No.7 again?? I miss him ne..* After show, we went shopping at the nearby stores and guess what I bought? I bought a soft-toy again! (-_-" ) It's a doggy soft-toy that I had 'aimed' for a long time already! Finally I got it! *happy*
Updates on sponsorship from my company on course I will be taking.. verdict from my Vice President is that the company is unable to sponsor me due to financial constraints. Why!? 2K is not a big amount for such a big company! *disappointed* Now I have to persuade my mom or dad to sponsor me for my course..

What am I doing now!? It is already 5.30am and I am still wide awake! Is there something wrong with me? By now I should be fast asleep but yet my eyes is still wide open! If by 7am I am still wide awake, I will just cycle out to buy MacDonald's Big Breakfast to enjoy for breakfast later.
Recently I been talking a lot about my secondary school life stuffs to my friends *whatz up with me?* Just the other day one of my colleague suddenly asked a question whether do I like my primary school life more or my secondary school life more? My other colleagues are said primary school except for me, I was the odd one out saying secondary school life. Well~ if you give me a chance to go back to the past, I will choose to go back to my secondary school days. I can say for my entire lifetime till now, I enjoyed the most and learnt the most was during my secondary school life. I guess recently I talked so much about my secondary school might be becoz I will be going back to study in April. Yes, I will be doing part-time studies from April onwards. I am taking up part-time Diploma in Mass Communications, a course offered by MDIS and the university that will issue me the diploma is Oklahoma City University in USA.

I did a psychology test today.. guess what's my result?
TYPE C : 60% Moody
You are very emotional and cannot control yourself. Especially when you are striked with something sad, you are more sensitive than ever and would response more than others. Once you encounter some hardship, you would think of yourself as the main character of a tragic story and allow yourself to fall into the saddest mood.
Also when you are mad, you would also become very sad. Even a small fight can make you cry non-stop. You make others feel that it's impossible to predict what you think.
Recently I have been busy going around SG to search for a school that offers part-time Diploma in Mass Communications coz I have decided to back to school to study, as I will need this Diploma in my future career. Finally by last night I made my choice and registered at a school called MDIS(Management Developement Institue of Singapore). My course will start on 14th Apr(Mon). Wish me that I can get the full diploma ne!
have you heard of Buddha Bar restaurant before? I woke up this morning with a sudden urge of going to this restaurant to dine there. Am I mad!? Do you know where is the location of this restaurant? It is at Paris, France!(Buddha Bar address: 8/12 rue Boissy d'Anglas 75008 Paris, France) *Is it work of hide again? Never mind, I will check if hide ever been to this place before or not.* I like the atmosphere of this restaurant and you know, there is a big golden buddha that sits right in the middle of the entire restaurant! I would love to dine at this restaurant for once.. hmmn~ maybe I will hint to my future husband to propose to me at this restaurant! Haha.. crazy me! Maybe when I go to find Lil'imp in France, I will grab her to go to dine with me at this restaurant ne!

Yesterday Tan & P'You flew back to Japan with parcel that I sent out urgently to Dino. Finally by 6pm(according to MOMO's diary), everything reach MOMO's house and by 8.30pm, Dino received and ate 'lo hey'(raw fish salad) set that I bought for him. He shared it with everyone at dinner and all my friends finally received 'fa cai'(hair seaweed) that I bought for them. But still, I am the person who paid for parcel fee... waaaah~ I am super broke piggy hamu! No one helped me in the end, only Mervyn helped me.. but I must repay him back. *Does this mean no one actually helped me?* Last night, everyone gather at MOMO's house to have the last Chinese New Year dinner and to 'lo hey' too. I hope everyone enjoyed the dinner well but the only person I think who didn't really enjoyed it that well was Mr T. He suffered from diarrhoea after the sumptuous dinner! I hope he gets well soon ne. He also complained to me last night that he 'upgraded' to become a clam eater! Hahaha~ he hates clams but in the end, he 'accidentially' ate a clam in one of the vegetable dish that I taught MOMO to cook for them, the dish is "Aparagus with baby clams". Everyone at dinner last night fell for me and MOMO's trick and everyone became clam eater!! Haha.. I love clams a lot!
I just read Tan's diary and I realised something.. recently her diary's words is hurting me a lot! Maybe she doesn't know it herself.. but it really hurts. In her diary, she said she met a Taiwanese celebrity at F4's first night concert in SG, who acted like he ruled the world. He gave her many many gifts and guess who that person is and what she did... HE IS MY LONG-TIME FAVOURITE TONY SUN XIE ZHI from 5566 and SHE THREW AWAY ALL THINGS HE GAVE HER!!! I am also upset to know that Dragon had actually succeeded to 'brainwashed' everyone to hate 5566 and love F4 instead, coz he said 5566 is not 5 man of 6 talents but actually a 'copycat' group! I am lost for words by now.. but don't worry ne Tony, I'll stand by you! I love you for long time, so don't worry even if Mr T and everyone doesn't like you! I will still like you.. but I am not GLAY, will you like me? (Tony told fans at autograph session that he recently attended one of GLAY's concert tour.)

Recently I am heavily addicted to watching a taiwanese drama that Tony Sun acted in; the story revolves around basketball and love. The drama is called "MY MVP VALENTINE". Imagine I actually finished 10 discs(there are a total of 22 pieces of vcds) within 2 days! By now, I am already at disc15. But I heard from my colleague the other day.. who hinted to me.. that the ending will not be an ending that I like... WHY!? Why tell me ending before I have even yet to completed!? *Strangles colleague!*
As I watch the drama, I wish I could go back to the past when I was still in school. I will always go to see my school's basketball guys play in friendly matches against other neighbouring schools and 'fight' over the championship together with other schools in Singapore. *Sigh~ those were the days ne* I could still remember till now, that the guy I like in my school's basketball team is No. 7. He is so cool and fast whenever he plays *drools* and I always follow them around to see their matches, it's only a few matches that I actually missed out becoz I was being punished by teacher to stay back in school and not allowed to follow them to their matches(coz I didn't hand in my homework or I failed my tests). But ever since after he graduated, I've never seen him again..
Yesterday I went to Turf City together with two of my friends to see 5566's concert autograph session, even though we didn't get the concert tickets and autograph pass. I just wanted to try my luck to see if it is possible to see them at the autograph venue. As we reached, we were stood at the side of carpark's road(autograph venue was at open space next to carpark) when suddenly the car Tony was in slowly drove past us. He is so kakkoii in person!!! I saw him super clearly coz he drew up his window curtain! Then later when he and two of his group members(only three of them came down coz one of them had to host program in Taiwan while the other had to go to US for operation on his back) were singing on stage, I decided to walk down into the crowd to get clearer view. But as I was nearing the stage suddenly one by one, each one of them(my kakkoii Tony also!) started to turn to look at me and waved at my side! *thick-skinned ino* Becoz at that time all fans was already in front of the stage and crowding near them.. I was the only one that was walking towards them! *Are they really waving to me?! I am so happy if they really notice me and was waving at me actually! So happy! Is it true? p(^v~)q You never know ne.. heeheee~* But I didn't wait for the whole autograph session to end before I left.. I left after the autograph session starts coz it's no use of me to stick around as I do not have a pass to go on stage to get their autographs.

Yesterday there was a re-balloting session for F4 concert tickets and I re-joined and guess what? I GOT BALLOTED THIS TIME! So happy coz this time, the ticket is one pair instead of one piece! *see big difference, even though both words starts with "p"!?* But in the end, I gave my pair of ticket to my colleague while I took the single seat. *pss.. pss.. single seat's view is better than pair seat's view*
One of my long-timed beloved kakkoii bought tickets to attend F4 concert on same day as I did. He is even more kakkoii now.. ooh~ I love him so much! You know.. I liked him since I was back in school, during my secondary school days! His name is called Tony Sun Xie Zhi(�����u). He was formerly from a taiwanese group called Hong Hai Er(�g�w�X) but later they disbanded and currently, he is in another group called 5566. Don't you think he is kakkoii?! I love him so much! *waaaaa~ my kakkoii Tony!*

I am so happy today. My executive was being balloted for a ticket to F4's concert in Singapore next Tuesday night and she gave it to me, as she had promised me! I am so happy she kept her promise to me!!! So next Tuesday, I'll be going to the concert with 4 of my other colleagues. *Jerry~ here I come!*
Till now I am still waiting for Dino to send me money to pay for parcel that I will send out to him.. we were chatting on wednesday about raw fish salad (Lo Hey) that we eat during Lunar New Year and he said he wanna try, so I decided to treat him to 2 sets of "Lo Hey" but I will need his help to help pay for parcel fee. But till now, he is gone with the wind.. *Where are you, Dino?? Save me quick, all your food is in my room ne.* By now, I don't know how can I send out.. I decided to get Tan to 'save' me first instead and later she will get back money from Dino. Do you think I can be saved? I am super broke by now..

I have a 'good' news to tell! I finally "saw" the face of the man whom I will marry in the future! p(O.O)q Yes, the guy whom always appear in my dream as my hubby. I finally know how he looks! A sad thing is that he is not MR A but a good thing is that he is even more kakkoii than MR A. But there is a problem in our marriage in my dream.. I am already 2-3 months pregnant with his child already! *ah~hah.. now I know where my child came from! Another mystery solved!* -_-"
Normally I can't see his face but this time it is super clear. I can see his whole face and full features clearly! But by now I forgotten how he look so even more this dream might be true.. coz if I can remember my dream, it will only 70-80% come true. But if it is a repeated dream and every time once I wake up, I can't remember clearly then it is about 80-90% true!! Do you believe my dream is true? I believe coz I am a person who can really dream of my own future happenings, like what I mentioned in my previous log.

Happy Birthday Hisashi!
Today is Day 2 of Lunar New Year. My uncle(mom's brother) came to visit us at my house in the late afternoon. After that my family and I went over to my cousin's house. *Heehee.. do you see me in photo? Hahaha.. yes! I changed my hair color to light copper blond already! But I think I will be changing back ultimately to dark brown black.* Normally on Day 2 of LNY, my family will go to my grandma's(mom's mom) house for dinner. Usually we will go to her house at about evening time but because of today's tight schedule, we only managed to arrive at her house at about 7pm. So late ne.. I miss my grandma & grandpa a lot.. I only have chance to meet them once a year!
Today is also the birthday of Hisashi. Woah~ kakkoii's birthday happens to fall in Lunar New Year! He must be super lucky for this year! Sending him my birthday wishes hoping that he will have good luck for this year of goat, that whatever he does succeeds and that all his dreams & wishes comes true! Happy Birthday, Hisashi!!!

����ᢍ�!!! �S�z����!!! May this new year be a prosperous and happiness-filled one for everyone. May all your dreams and endeavors come true in this year of goat!
Did I tell you recently I keep on having a repeated dream of a little boy who is my son! Sometimes it's a girl while other times it is boy. The girl's age is slightly older than the boy, they are about 1 year old. Why!? What does this dream means? What is it trying to tell me? I can see and remember their face clearly. They are very cute and beautiful also, they are very good and obedient kids. The only thing in my dream that I cannot see clearly is my hubby's face.. Always I can only see is until his neck.. can't see any 'higher'! But there is one thing I notice about him is that he has very nice, broad shoulders and a well-built body.
Sometimes my child(girl/boy/both) is with me doing shopping, sometimes I am carrying my child(boy) chatting with my family, sometimes I am holding her hand(girl only) hand meeting my family.. what is this dream exactly trying to tell me?? This dream is so filled with warmth, happiness and love! Is this really a dream of my future or it's just a plain dream? But if it is my future, I feel weird coz I'm still so young, how can/will I get married and have child? If it is just a dream, I hope it will come true coz my kids are really so cute, beautiful and obedient!!!
P/S: I can dream of future happenings.. In the past, many of my dreams & intuitions came true!