4-30-01,i cant write anything worth writing and it's pising me off! i have inspirationa and stuff to write about, but my brain's just shutting down. this is so damned lame.
4-30-01... 12 hours later... well i'm sitting here waiting for desperation to make me do something, i have an abstract due in english tommarrow, extra credit in anth due wednsday and a big assed paper in international relations also due wednsday, i'm so fucked and i still wont get to work, i'll probly be up till four just starting to do one of the aforementioned projects. i want my car back so i can outfit it with a giant =w= to promote the new weezer for the street team, i'm thinking duct tape, preforably black duct tape. oh she's in orange by the way, she wouldn't start cause i have an alarm system i didn't know i had and it cut power to my starter and i think i know why. i met a really beautiful girl on friday, but thinking about her makes me feel guilty because i'm not thinking of the girl i love, even though she doesn't know i love her (i think) and we're not going out, and she lives like 500 miles away, i feel like i shouldn't even think about other girls becasue i know she's the only one i want, but maybe i should since i know i'll never have her. why is it that i always have good advice for my friends, but never know what to do in my own life? gawd, i'm such a loser. in lighter news there's only like 15 days till my birthday not counting today... now i'm not too thrilled that i'll be turning 20, but i'm soo syched about the new weezer cd and about seeing rbf and suburban legends!!! |