| Did i finally break down and start writing a journal? entry 7: lucky my foot! so yeah today is a not so bad day. i guess things will be ok... maybe. i still get that feeling creeping into my heart occasionally, and lisa's right i can go from sad to happy very quickly so i just have to make that change... it's kinda hard though when i have very little to look forward to at the end of the day, and it seems as days go by that 'very little' dwindles to less and less. and i really have no one to talk to, i mean. no one calls me. and i feel bad calling people just so they can cheer me up, no one should have to cheer me up i should be the one doing the cheering! oh so i finally heard the song 'she took him to the lake' by alkaline trio, like actually HEARD it. and the lyrics like made me shiver: Do you remember the story of the boy and his first date? She took him to the lake and he fell in love She spent one summer waking up between his arms She told him how good that felt, told him he was the one And then she went away, his calls were not returned He went to see her but her eyes were burning a different stare The focus was somewhere else And that feeling had somehow disappeared Do you remember when they both drove out of state? Stealing kisses behind her cousins back, with a love so strong tell me who could wait When it seems so right and it feels so right Man, it had to be right When it seems so right and it feels so right Man, it had to be right gotta be right When it seems so right and it feels so right Man, it had to be right But then she went away and she's not coming back and I'm pretty sure that boy is staying in tonight is it a bad thing that this song's starting to feel more and more like my life? i guess it's kinda sad when the one person you want to talk to more than anyone, doesn't have a use for you anymore... 10-21-03 |
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