| Did i finally break down and start writing a journal? entry 1... again!: muther fuck! what did i do?!!! there was a horrably sad entry here where i poured out my soul. well i'll briefly try to put it up just like summing it all up. fat and hating it it was called uncomfortable in my own skin sad cause i've not done anything with my life, only one girl frind never touched a girl's boobie, haven't even kissed a girl yet! damn i suck failing in everything, scared casue i'm going down and can't stop my self from putting things off or nopt doing things at all, if i don't look at it it'll go away. that's all i got, i can't feel like that today one day i'll have something like that day and it'll hurt and i'll type and you'll cry... well maybe i'll cry and you'll laugh at me. originally 5-14-02 this post 5-16-02 |
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