Obsession6

tried to avoid making eye contact with me but he retained his dimpled smile. My heart jumped with his words. He only wanted to use me to get a little three-some going on I thought. I wanted to cry but I kept a stupid smile on my face.
�It sounds like a wonderful idea to me. I�m game.� I said looking at Tony with a look of pain.
�Well, it�s all settled then,� Evelyn said flipping her long black hair over her shoulders. �I�ll get the room in the tower ready.� And she walked off with a strut that outlined the curves of her hips.
I turned to Tony, �Why didn�t you tell me from the beginning instead of leading me on? You led me to think that you wanted me! You made me think that I was someone special and that you wanted only me! You only wanted to use me you asshole!� The words spilt out of my mouth and I gasped at the end. I had never sworn aloud, I had only said the words in my head.
His face was concerned but only for a second. �You are special,� he said,� You were my first choice remember?�
I squinted my eyes angrily at him. I felt my arm tingle and then the tingle spread to my hand. My hand grew hot and I couldn�t control it any longer; I threw my hand up and slapped him really hard across the face. He stood there for a moment with all his hair in his face and I gasped then swallowed hard. I balled up my fists at my side and stood there looking at him, hurt. He turned to me and brushed the hair out of his face. I looked at him hard, trying to search his thoughts. A single tear ran down his face and stained his shirt.
�Look, I can�t get out of this relationship. She won�t allow it. She says that if I try she�ll kill me. My only way of going out with the girls that I like is if she asks me to find a girl so that we can have a three some. You were my first choice because I really, really like you. Do you know why I was sitting outside of the school today? I wanted to talk to you. Not just to ask you about tonight. I really needed to see you. Your image dances through my head all night and all day. I came to your school today to ask you to be my girl in secret and then we could run away together.�
My expression changed to sadness and compassion. I searched all over his face to see if he actually meant it. He looked sincere. Another tear rolled down his cheeks and he panted over his thoughts.
�Oh Tony, do you really mean it? You�re not just saying it to get me in bed are you?� I begged and I took his hand into mine.
His eyes moved to the left and I could tell that he was about to lie. He pulled his hand from mine unconsciously and that confirmed my assumption.
�Of course I really mean it.�
I know that he was full of it. But I pretended to believe him. I would get him back. I would have him if it were the last thing I did.
�Here�s what we�ll do, we�ll go and do what she wants. Then, we�ll wait until she�s asleep and we�ll leave. We�ll go to California, and you can finish school there. Would you like that?�
I went along with his words, �Oh sure. That�s a wonderful idea. Let�s go into that room she prepared.�
He took me into his arms and kissed me deeply. Although I hated him for hurting me, I still couldn�t help my attraction to him so I kissed him back aggressively. I opened my eyes as I was kissing him and through the crowd of people, I could see Evelyn standing in a dark doorway through the crowd of people. She stared at us with a crimson smile over a glass of wine. I glared back at her while kissing Tony harder. Her eyes glowed golden green over that glass. She lifted her glass to me as though to toast to me and I accidentally bit Tony�s tongue.
�Ouch! Shit!� he said.
�Oh I�m sorry. Perhaps we shouldn�t keep her waiting any longer.� I said
�Yeah I agree.�
�Where�s my handbag?�
�Oh here.�
�Good I have a CD I want to put on just for the occasion.� I said with a crooked smile.
�Whatever you say.� He said pulling my handbag out of the pocket of his trench coat along with a clove cigarette.
We walked over to Evelyn standing in the doorway. I immediately grabbed her by the waist and pulled her over to the bed with me and she pulled Tony along, who was trying to light his cigarette. I pushed her down hard on the bed and she grinned as I crawled on top of her. I kissed her sanguinary lips and lightly bit her lower lip. I laughed to myself in my head. Tony put down the clove he was trying to smoke and said, �Shit, this is something to watch.� And then I slid off of her and went over to the CD player on top of a vanity. The whole room was covered in mirrors. It was like being in a fun house. The vanity was made of pure mirrors and one could tell that the walls were double-sided mirrors. I could hear laughter behind the mirrors and I just smiled into them. I could see one handsome man behind the mirror right in front of me drinking wine from a metal goblet. He grinned at me through a curtain of black hair in front of his face. I smiled back and began to undress in front of him.
�Oh Tony,� I said playfully over my shoulder, still looking into the mirror at the handsome man.� I need a little bit of help here.�
He laughed and smiled widely.
He walked over and started unzipping the back of my dress. He stroked my back and undid my black, lace bra. He kissed my neck as he unhooked the clasps. I could see Evelyn�s reflection behind us; she smiled and sipped her wine. The man behind the mirror and I smiled at each other as the fiasco took place. Tony slipped the dress off of me gently and my skin tingled. He slid each bra strap off of my arm but kept the cups on like it was some sort of teasing game then he slid the bra down my body. The man seemed to be caught off guard by the sight of my breasts. Evelyn was amused. He kissed my shoulder blades tenderly and moved down to kiss the temples of my back. I stretched in pleasure playfully and I leaned myself forward on the mirror. I breathed deeply on the mirror and my breath condensed on the mirror, fogging it up. The man licked the top of his goblet and smiled amused at me. I felt Tony�s hands pulling down my black lace underwear. He pulled them off and threw them behind him and they hit Evelyn in the face. She instantly got annoyed and her face turned ravenous and she put down her glass harshly on a mirrored end table next to the bed. She got up and pushed Tony aside and grabbed me by the throat. I smiled at her and her grip loosened. I put my hand up to her wrist and squeezed tightly and she let go.
I walked up to the CD player and skipped the CD to track two. It was Voltaire�s song �When You�re Evil�.