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21/9/2004 - 26/9/2004 I remmbered I actually stepped on my first dog poo during this period. wahahaz, yeah I've learn to be more aware on what I step on in the future. This below contents have been altered to suit this site's theme Greatful days. Wanna read the contents of this phase in the old layout? click here
[ dangx... (*o*) ] Sunday 26th September 2004 _____"" I'm really running out of ideas to develop my CD Holder for my DnT folio... I managed to only drew out a modification of one of the designer table on my CD holder lke in this few hours... Shucks, stress has really killed most of my brain cells. It feels so damn hard to develop your ideas sometimes. ++++++ I remembered on Friday before the oral, Kenneth and some of the gals were talking braces. Reality struck me when those who has already put on braces said that it would be pain. Now I am not sure whether I could bear the pain but on the other hand my teeth is really ugly (err yeahz, comparable to Abigail Chay's teeth, only that it looked more uneven. Personally I find no problem with my teeth, but they*, the people of the public just cannot stand someone with an ugly set of teeth. That's how cruel reality is =/ ++++++ Bout my final results... it was pretty good. L1R5 got 13 marks, which is a whole whopping lot of improvement over the mid year exams. My efforts have finally paid off. I dun think I wanna post my results right now. I am just too lazy to take the results slip out of my bag. For now, I'll continue to rot in front of my computer and brainstorm for new ideas for my folio.
[ Britney Spears - Toxic.mp3 ] Friday 25th September 2004 _____"" Went to school for DnT lessons in the morning. Zhun Yu and I managed to make the linkages. (woa... and i thought it would fail) my mom is sending the new com for some checking up. The LCD seem to be giving off this weird beep sound. ++++++ I find that my ability to crap is deteriorating. Shucks... haiz, sad. I used to be able to crap even in the most uncommon situations. I just run out of things to say this short 3 months. Friendship seem to be drifting apart.. I know my results are good... and I just cannot strike a balance between friendship or my results. Wanna do well but will end uip neglecting myu other friends. I'm totally confused... how is it that some people seem so able to make friends and their results are good. I have absolutely no idea... I'm totally stressed out. I wish to cry but the tear glands in my eyes died like 3 years back when I was in primary 6. People see me as being emotionally strong. All that they see is a shell. I feel like a caterpillar, in a cacoon, undergoing metamorphosis. I seem to be making good progress and looking strong on the outside, but in real I am soft in the inside. Just have to take a stride over the bad things happening to me, I guess...
[ horrid day ] Thursday 24th September 2004 _____"" Someone gave a talk on the STD during the morning assembly. Sux... I was closing my eyes when those horrid pictures were shown on the screen... PE was especially sucky today. Mrs Tan didn't come. I was stoned for like 1/2 an hour, but eventually I started doing my compo book insead. However I ended up teaching Jeryl A maths. ++++++ The MT oral was ok. I didn't quite manage to understand some of the words in the passage but overall i think it is ok, since the two topics are quite interesting. Managed to crap my way through the topics given. Wanted to crap more but was stopped by Mdm Fong. Can pass lahz, i hope...
[ Ayumi Hamasaki - Inspire.asx ] Wednesday 23rd September 2004 _____"" I was extra careful when I went to school in the morning, squinting my eye for the existence of Dog Shit. Almost stepped on another piece again. I even took of my shoes and observe when I reached the class. Kairul and Firdaus were asking if I stepped on Dog Shit again... lolx. ++++++ Mrs Sim didn't come today and the trainee (Mr Lau i think) took over. He made the class do one MCQ paper in the textbook but I ended up writing A B C D for all the answers as in 1.A 2.B 3.C 4.D 5.A etc... Lessons with him made me realise how precious Mrs Sim's lessons were to me. ++++++ My brain is absolutely dejuiced with inspirations for the DnT product development. My ideas already seem too good for me to further improve. I tried to browse through the designer mags I bought but just could not draw out any form of inspiration. Ok, so I did daw out inspiration form this teddy bear doll, but one only. Someone save me...
[ i feel confined ] Tuesday 22nd September 2004 _____"" Today was really unlucky. Stepped on dog poo and it took me an hour to found out about that. Mrs Sim announced to us about her leaving Dunman next year, 2nd of January. I feel real sad. Have been scoring very well for chemistry with her lessons. I just hope we don't get some pretty sucky teachers like Salha. As for Bio, I think it is better for me to read and understand the topic than Mrs Sim going through with me. Depression is creeping into my soul. Without her how to do well? Heck, I already did pretty sucky for physics and cannot afford to fail chemistry liao... Dotz, hope that I can get a teacher that is as good Mrs Sim lahz. Not Salha I hope. 3D's chemistry results don't seem too good to me. ++++++ I still didn't talk to him today. We got on the same bus but we just had nothing to talk about or rather, I don't feel like talking to him. Think this friendship is over... Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise. I need time to develop on my character anyway. ++++++ My computer is breaking down due to spywares. Heck... better get the person to reinstall it with windows 98 SE when he come back.
[ no topic ] Monday 21st September 2004 _____"" I feel really damn stress lately. Today I really had no energy. Almost dozed off in the bus. Can't blame me. I was apparantly tired out from yesterday's DnT coursework. Almost slept through every lessons. Just have to force my eyes to open and my brains to continue working ++++++ My friendship with him* is really strained. I've been trying to avoid him in school these two days. In fact we only talked like on Friday last week. Perhaps this is what CheeZY felt when she, think she is losing a very good friend in class, who is also the person that makes her want to get into 3C in the first place. It is not that I want to destroy this 3-years friendship or anything but I really have nothing special to talk to him about these few days. To him, I am just a nerd who reads the textbook as though I am a Harry Potter Fanatic reading the Harry Potter Series. I need help in my friendship. I think I am losing lots of who I am counting as my friends, which includes him. I mean, yeahz, I dun have a lot of friends but in today's society, you really cannot have too much of whom you can trust. A friend to me is someone who I can bear my true self to. That boy has made me really disappointed in me, for counting him as my friend. he don't understand the real me at all. I enjoy acting really cold on the outside but in truth, I am damn emotional. I get affected by the little little problems that happened around me damn easily and it will probably or most likely going to take me some time to readjust back to my old self after a particular problem has arisen. ++++++ My mom's colleague came to fix the computer again. Still no luck. Hehex... the router is still too hard for him to handle. The clicking sound is still there, of which he will check with the casing's company.
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[ b.o.a felt Greatful
at 19th October 2004, 11.53pm ]