Blog with no name ver. 3.0



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blardy...

I did not reap what I sowed anyway.

I can't believe that I even told Mrs Koh about me wanting to hit the perfect score and my ambition of beating Doreen in A maths...

Yeahz, my A maths test was a total ... urgh... u know what I meant. The entire class or rather the entire level of sec 3s exploded after the test. I almost cried when I completed the test because I already lost more than 12 marks already, not counting those questions which I will probably make careless mistakes. If there were more time...

People around was asking me how the test is... Seriously I think many did much much better than me. Got this feeling Serene will top the class this time round. Didn't see her explode out of the 43 people of the class.

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Geog was an ok paper and I found the paper okay even though I only browsed through very briefly what I am suppose to learn.

Gonna touch up on my material selection part for my folio then study SS and biology... toodles.

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.10.11 , 2034 ]

geography...

Having geog and a maths test tomorrow... GAWD BLESS ME...

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.10.10 , 2215 ]

Hanabi episode II

Wondered how my chinese test looked seeming easy but was actually blardilly hard at the same time. Flunked both papers. Paper 1 was shit, with boring topics for both the letter writing and composition itself. By the time I completed my paper, I was like "oh my god... it is finally over" while pushing my back towards the comfort of the consolidated chair.

Paper 2's has always been a race against time, and it is the same this time round, only that I actually had more time to do the comprehension. The comprehension was well...  hard. The entire passage was crapping bout this man owning chickens as pets and it was full of hard chinese phrases. Managed to crap my way through the three out of five of the questions with common sense rather than referring to the passage itself.

I feel that my efforts the night before was futile... Seemingly, it did not help me with paper 2. However, I did made use some of the chinese proverbs found in the bilingual guide in my paper 1's composition.

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Went studying A maths with CZY after school. Coached her on A Maths and then we went shopping in Valu$ shop after that. The $2.05 electric toothbrush caught our eyes. She was like asking me to buy and tell her how was it after i used it. lol, but I didn't buy after all. Just felt that something that was meant to be very exorbitant whose price was actually slashed by more than 90% couldn't be too good.

I wanna rebond my hair again... but not too soon. The hair would be slightly extended and I don't wish to fall into the clutches of my school's evil discipline master.

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.10.9 , 0850 ]

every little thing _graceful world

Don't have much time to blog. In any case, I'll blog what I've been doing these days really short and sweet...

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  • I didn't completed my folio after all... 3 days is just too little. I am grateful that Mr Lee gave an extension up to Monday.

  • My stranded friendship is starting to pick up. Talk about being all alone now... bleahx/

  • tomorrow is the CL test. wish me good luck. got to chiong liaoz.

Yep, as usual... I am not gonna sleep afterall. Cl tomorrow.. I am actually quite satisfied with the time table this round. The bio test did not clash with the a maths test. Chemistry is on that day and that is one subject which I don't have to work too hard in order to score. Believe it or not... I studied like only 1 hour and I got the top in class for that.

[ Rebuilt the next world in AD2004.10.3 , 2241 ]

folio to be completed in three more days...

It is a one way operation... Lee had only given me three more days to complete my folio. Got to stay up late liaoz... I must retain my reputation for having the thickest folio of the entire level (or the thickest in the whole of Dunman's History) lol

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Someone just tell me I am so doomed... Once again, I find myself neglecting my other subjects other than DnT again. i do hope history does not repeat herself, just like the mid year. Got to start practicing on A maths and sciences. I do hope to get the top for A maths this time. Only the top in A maths is recognized, there is simply no place for two people who are top, namingly Doreen and me. Must beat her this time... hehex

[ Rebuilt the next world in AD2004.10.3 , 2241 ]

desperation...

EL paper on Friday was okay lahz, think I can pass for both papers this time.

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Wondering why I haven't blogged for three days even though I have been online? My brain is really running out of things to crap liao... erm yeahz... nothing much to blog about these days. nothing happen much in the forum either X[.....

I'll be blogging lesser nowadays... at least until my EOY exams are finally over, which is going on for these few weeks. Think two weeks later on a Sunday. I should be perked up by then and get ready to hear a torrent of bullshits on ur browser by then...

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Have been playing my new com these few days. Played Zelda Majora's Mask and some N64 games. Really enjoyable, if you would compared to the time I tried to play using this Pentium II 300 mhz PC. My new computer I love you...

Shan't blog anymore, got to chiong folio... toodles

[ Rebuilt the next world in AD2004.10.2 , 2031 ]

China: the next generation's market...

damn tired today. I slept while standing up on the bus and with no support some more. Hmm...

My chinese is going from SHIT to chaos... bleahx... did I ever mention about me giving up on chinese? lol...

But true, I feel like not caring for chinese anymore. Really hate that subject and not like I would use it in the future or anything.

I told my mom that before and she went crapping about China what arrx, next generation's market and such. Hey but not like I wanna go China and work rite? Who would even dare to go there with all the fake shark fins dipped in chlorine and such...

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Gonna do the draft later for the weekend assignment. Perhaps doing folio also

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.9.28 , 1923 ]

nothingness...

Feel damn tired rite now. My poor worn out cells... lol.

Zhun Yu seemed to be getting more and more angry towards Jessica as days passed by. She feels that Jessica didn't spend enough time on our project. Yeahz, I feel as though I am a marshmallow, standing between two grills. Err in other words, I act as a mentor to try to sweeten out this already almost ruined friendship.

I do want to help them. I do understand a plight where both parties have a quarrel and ended up hating each other. After all I did mention bout a case which happened to me recently too. I feel that their friendship is definitely stronger than my friendship with that guy. Yep, so it is not the end after all, is it? BLEAHX...

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Think will sleep late tonight... Gonna chiong all my homework...

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Blog with no name will be changing layout in November. Next month's theme: "NO.1"

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.9.27 , 2013 ]

dangx... (*o*)

I'm really running out of ideas to develop my CD Holder for my DnT folio...

I managed to only drew out a modification of one of the designer table on my CD holder lke in this few hours... Shucks, stress has really killed most of my brain cells. It feels so damn hard to develop your ideas sometimes. 

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I remembered on Friday before the oral, Kenneth and some of the gals were talking braces. Reality struck me when those who has already put on braces said that it would be pain. Now I am not sure whether I could bear the pain but on the other hand my teeth is really ugly (err yeahz, comparable to Abigail Chay's teeth, only that it looked more uneven.

Personally I find no problem with my teeth, but they*, the people of the public just cannot stand someone with an ugly set of teeth. That's how cruel reality is =/

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Bout my final results... it was pretty good. L1R5 got 13 marks, which is a whole whopping lot of improvement over the mid year exams. My efforts have finally paid off.

I dun think I wanna post my results right now. I am just too lazy to take the results slip out of my bag. For now, I'll continue to rot in front of my computer and brainstorm for new ideas for my folio.

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.9.26 , 2203 ]

Britney Spears - Toxic.mp3

Went to school for DnT lessons in the morning. Zhun Yu and I managed to make the linkages. (woa... and i thought it would fail)

my mom is sending the new com for some checking up. The LCD seem to be giving off this weird beep sound.

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I find that my ability to crap is deteriorating. Shucks... haiz, sad.

I used to be able to crap even in the most uncommon situations. I just run out of things to say this short 3 months. Friendship seem to be drifting apart..

I know my results are good... and I just cannot strike a balance between friendship or my results. Wanna do well but will end uip neglecting myu other friends.

I'm totally confused... how is it that some people seem so able to make friends and their results are good. I have absolutely no idea...

I'm totally stressed out. I wish to cry but the tear glands in my eyes died like 3 years back when I was in primary 6. People see me as being emotionally strong. All that they see is a shell. I feel like a caterpillar,  in a cacoon, undergoing metamorphosis. I seem to be making good progress and looking strong on the outside, but in real I am soft in the inside.

Just have to take a stride over the bad things happening to me, I guess...

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.9.25 , 1649 ]

horrid day

Someone gave a talk on the STD during the morning assembly. Sux... I was closing my eyes when those horrid pictures were shown on the screen...

PE was especially sucky today. Mrs Tan didn't come. I was stoned for like 1/2 an hour, but eventually I started doing my compo book insead. However I ended up teaching Jeryl A maths.

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The MT oral was ok. I didn't quite manage to understand some of the words in the passage but overall i think it is ok, since the two topics are quite interesting. Managed to crap my way through the topics given. Wanted to crap more but was stopped by Mdm Fong. Can pass lahz, i hope...

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.9.24 , 2312 ]

Ayumi Hamasaki - Inspire.asx

I was extra careful when I went to school in the morning, squinting my eye for the existence of Dog Shit. Almost stepped on another piece again. I even took of my shoes and observe when I reached the class. Kairul and Firdaus were asking if I stepped on Dog Shit again... lolx.

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Mrs Sim didn't come today and the trainee (Mr Lau i think) took over. He made the class do one MCQ paper in the textbook but I ended up writing A B C D for all the answers as in 1.A 2.B 3.C 4.D 5.A etc... Lessons with him made me realise how precious Mrs Sim's lessons were to me.

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My brain is absolutely dejuiced with inspirations for the DnT product development. My ideas already seem too good for me to further improve. I tried to browse through the designer mags I bought but just could not draw out any form of inspiration. Ok, so I did daw out inspiration form this teddy bear doll, but one only. Someone save me...

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.9.23 , 2003 ]

I feel confined...

Today was really unlucky. Stepped on dog poo and it took me an hour to found out about that.

Mrs Sim announced to us about her leaving Dunman next year, 2nd of January. I feel real sad. Have been scoring very well for chemistry with her lessons. I just hope we don't get some pretty sucky teachers like Salha. As for Bio, I think it is better for me to read and understand the topic than Mrs Sim going through with me. Depression is creeping into my soul. Without her how to do well? Heck, I already did pretty sucky for physics and cannot afford to fail chemistry liao...

Dotz, hope that I can get a teacher that is as good Mrs Sim lahz. Not Salha I hope. 3D's chemistry results don't seem too good to me.

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I still didn't talk to him today. We got on the same bus but we just had nothing to talk about or rather, I don't feel like talking to him. Think this friendship is over... Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise. I need time to develop on my character anyway.

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My computer is breaking down due to spywares. Heck... better get the person to reinstall it with windows 98 SE when he come back.

[ Destroyed the next world in AD2004.9.22 , 2031 ]

I feel really damn stress lately.

Today I really had no energy. Almost dozed off in the bus. Can't blame me. I was apparantly tired out from yesterday's DnT coursework.

Almost slept through every lessons. Just have to force my eyes to open and my brains to continue working

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My friendship with him* is really strained. I've been trying to avoid him in school these two days. In fact we only talked like on Friday last week. Perhaps this is what CheeZY felt when she, think she is losing a very good friend in class, who is also the person that makes her want to get into 3C in the first place.

It is not that I want to destroy this 3-years friendship or anything but I really have nothing special to talk to him about these few days. To him, I am just a nerd who reads the textbook as though I am a Harry Potter Fanatic reading the Harry Potter Series.

I need help in my friendship. I think I am losing lots of who I am counting as my friends, which includes him. I mean, yeahz, I dun have a lot of friends but in today's society, you really cannot have too much of whom you can trust. A friend to me is someone who I can bear my true self to. That boy has made me really disappointed in me, for counting him as my friend. he don't understand the real me at all.

I enjoy acting really cold on the outside but in truth, I am damn emotional. I get affected by the little little problems that happened around me damn easily and it will probably or most likely going to take me some time to readjust back to my old self after a particular problem has arisen.

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My mom's colleague came to fix the computer again. Still no luck. Hehex... the router is still too hard for him to handle.

The clicking sound is still there, of which he will check with the casing's company.

[ Changed the next world in AD2004.9.21 , 2329 ]

still configuring the second PC

My mom's colleague just left. Err, yes the one who is going to touch up on my 2nd PC.

Mrs Sim scolded our class today. She went on to talking bout what we are going to be after 30 and critising the Entrepreneur thing. What about the Sim guy who set up Creative Technology in Singapore.

I went to do my DnT with CheeZY after School today. We fixed the hinges today. The project, well didn't turn out as well as I expected. the hinges were slightly slanted. I know I know, we won't be judged for our Workmanship but it just don't look pleasing to the eye. I mean imagine staying in a air condition roomed with a dog poo inside. What's the use of an aircon when your room is already reeking with bad odour.

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My mom's colleague is still doing something bout the internet connection in the second PC. Will come back on Wednesday again to do up on it.

[ Changed the next world in AD2004.9.20 , 2252 ]

< to be filled in later (i hope) >

I'm trying to upload Quincy into this site. Err, but its 8.6mb... shucks, think of those people who do not have broadband. lolx.

I love my new computer. It totally rox. Think of me sitting in front of a Pentium II 300MHZ PC for five years and suddenly being exposed to a Athlon XP 2.4GHZ PC with a 512 mb ram. The person will be coming to reinstall the old computer which I am using currently with Windows 98 SE and to finish off my new PC. Will come online at once when the PC is finally done.

Mom is still getting a new computer table to place the PC. Think she is interested in the $49 dollars Table in the IKEA catalogue. Not bad looking lor, for the price, and for an IKEA table as well. The only con is that you have to fix IKEA furniture yourself. I didn't encouraged her to buy though. Think can get a cheaper table elsewhere.

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I feel that I am on the verge of losing one of my friends. Not that I don't cherish our friendship, but he just doesn't seem to show any concern that a friends should show when I need help.

Yesterday I had a fight with Edwin Seet, err yes the teddy bear. He say that I bully Edwin. WTH... so I told him," With Friends like you, who need friends?" and walked off. Nopex, I went home on my own after that.

[ Changed the next world in AD2004.9.19 , 1550 ]

Fa Fen Tu Chiang

In case you all don't understand what the above phrase meant, it meant pulling up your soicks in chinese. Well yes... I am gonna stress myself out these few weeks. 4 more weeks to the end-of-year exams, my chance to PIAWAHAHA my results.

Nope, I'll still continue to go online, but with textbooks and TYS books scattered around the computer tables. I'll die without internet connection.

[ Changed the next world in AD2004.9.19 , 1843 ]

Thy Faithfulness...

... I am glad I am not a Christian. Not that I am racist or anything but I can't stand the long hours of listening to the priest talking and crapping, singing all those boring songs for over 3 hours.

We attended Ms Kwok's wedding today.  Some of the teachers came too. Ms Quek, Ms Osman, Camel, Ah nerd etc... Ermm... I almost slept when we are to say sing form prayers to the brides and groom. We caught Ms Osman sleeping through the procedures.

Lion King straightened her hair down that day. Hehex... too bad it is all tied up. Wanted to see how she look if she let down the straight hair.

They showed a PowerPoint Slide containing photos of their growing years. Ms Kwok... well looked like an exact duplicate of her mom when she was young. (really I swear) It also contained a Video of the groom proposing to her underwater. Unoriginal lor, some people outside Singapore had even conduct their wedding in an Aquarium.

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My mother's colleague installed Windows 2000 Professional on the New PC. He have yet to establish the Audio Properties and internet Service though. I had a really great time playing some roms in there. However the processor is too fast for the emulator so it runened like for 200% or so.

He installed a 120gb HDD. Ehz... running under one drive only. Was hoping to have a few though.

He will be coming in on Monday to complete the PC. Then, my sister and I each will have a computer to play.

[ Changed the next world in AD2004.9.18 , 2137 ]

Garce and Joesphs' Wedding Rehersal

Find the "garce" very familliar? Humph, yes... Lion King. Her name was spelt wrongly in one of the PowerPoint slides for her wedding.

The choir had a rehearsal today at their wedding. caught a glimpse of her husband-to-be. Not very good looking if you ask me, but then which good looking man would want to marry a Lion (unless he is a good looking lion lor.) Come to think of it, he looks kind of like lion.

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My mom bought the PC. I think below are some of the basic specifications I can tell.

  • AMD Athlon XP Processor 2.6 GHZ
  • 512 mb ram
  • ATI Radeon 9200 SE 128mb dedicated
  • CD-RW
  • 80GB HDD?
  • 17" CRT monitor

 Noticed I put a ? at the 80Gb? Err, I am not sure how large the hard disk is. My mother friend who is going to assemble the computer said he wanted to make 120 gb hdd. nopex, I haven't enquired. I did hope to have a Pentium 4 HT processor though but I suppose an Athlon XP Processor will do just fine. Anyway it is not very bad as compared to Pentium 4.

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I find that my friendship with my schoolmates are drifting apart. Some of which were friends with me for three years already still do not know the real me. I had a quarrel with such a person in school today, a person whom I meet and hang around with almost everyday.

I was kind of happy when I told him about my chemistry marks and a maths results. For all I know, he turned against me and started false acclaims on me. He said the reason I am doing so well is because I memorized my work wholesale, blahz... Of course I told him off lor, not giving him a chance to response. I angered him not for making false accuses on me but not knowing me even after like 3 years.

I do act rather nerdy lately though. I want to beat Doreen for A maths or at least get the same mark as her. That's why almost all of u see me placing that A maths textbook in front of me when I felt bored.

Please wait until after the End of Year Exams and until then, you will just see me totally freaked out.

[ Changed the next world in AD2004.9.17 , 2345 ]

Sianz...

Got DnT today after school. Asked Alvin how he fared for A maths and told him my results. He said "orh, so u are the one." Mrs Lin told them about me, how I got a tuition teacher and improved in my a maths. Seemed that all the A Maths teachers know about my shocking improvement in that subject. 47.5% to 92%, which is the top few in level is indeed an monstrous improvement. Think she tried to encourage Ken Lam to go for A maths tuition. Lolx.

Had lessons Ms Kwek/Quek today (I forgot her name liao). Her lessons are not bad, such that she test us on some old subjects. She is also quite strict lahz.

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Com just screwed up. Had to restart.

I just posted No.1 Japanese version on this site. I uploaded a Korean version in Yahoo but it need time to be process. Untill then (which may likely be tml) I will still continue to use this Jap mp3.

[ Arrived at the next world in AD2004.9.16 , 1830 ]

Sianz...

Today is also a very normal day, yet somewhat abnormal also.

I found out that I wasn't the only one who got 39/40 for A maths. Heard from Byron that there are 6 people who got the same marks as me in 3A. I feel really horrid now. I lost one marks due to a really stupid careless mistake. ( x -1 = -4, therefore x = -5 ) Some people felt quite sorry for me. Heck lahz, at least I won Chuan Kai, the Maths Pro from 3D. HOw can they compare me with the nerdy kiahz from 3A anywae. Mrs Koh. was quite dissapointed also. If I did not make that blunder, I would have full marks and comparable to Doreen (i think). I was rewarded with a Kit Kat, which I have shared with some of my classmates in the DnT workshop.

We saw our overall grade. I scored an A1 or rather what we call in primary school, and A*. 92%... gosh. I topped the class for A maths this term.

I tried to load Shine We Are mp3 on this site. However I figured out that it will be a real hassle. It took like 5 minutes to load the song on this site.

I'll still load the old stuffs of what I've been blogging on FrontPage during this period while I'm away. Will post this site later on.

[ Arrived at the next world in AD2004.9.15 , 2234 ]

Version 3.0

b.o.a blogging BoA. oOo... yes... my ou xiang. Hope to load some mp3 on this site though... quincy probably.

[ Arrived at the next world in AD2004.9.14, 2318 ]



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blog with no name version 3.0

Version 3 is a replacement over the 2.2, the weird final fantasy X version. It uses the same weird style. I was inspired by this fancy BoA wallpaper (the above image) in Google image Search and Ayumi Hamasaki's "Ourselves" MV.

About the Blogger

My Blogger ID is the Beat of Angel. Taking 8 subjects in Dunman Secondary school in this minute island we call Singapore. Love Chemistry, A maths, Biology and DnT. Hates Physics and rude people. i do hope i have more to write bout myself soon...

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Before you even set you eyes on my entries please take note of a few measures. You must never ask me to remove any entries that makes you feel insulted. All that I blogged here is based on what I felt at situations that happen in my life and I refuse to be made to think the way some other people want me to. Information should also never be disclosed unless if given permission to. Never disclose whatever is written on this blog. All that I blogged here are my darkest secrets.

I don't think anyone will wanna copy this weird blogskin, which I've created, that is hosted on this site. Even if u do, please seek my permission before u even copy my skin and claim this layout to be yours. I must be given credit, even for creating this weird and normal looking blogskin.



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* complete stack of boa and namie amuro's album

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* new laptop

* master rollerblading

* new bag

* Playstation 2

* new wallet

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