| This page is dedicated to the love of my life: JAE Right now, October 29th, 2002, I have spent half of my life with my man. On October 18th, we celebrated our 21st anniversary, and I was 21 when we met. Jae was 38. Jae is a beautiful person, warm and caring, thoughtful and sharing, always considering my feelings first, patient and tender, and one hell of a sexy man!! We've never been apart a night since the moment we met-- except one night that we had no choice-- and we won't even consider things that will seperate us, even for one night. We prefer to be together ALL the time, day and night, work or play. I simply can't conceive of life without him, and wouldn't want to try. Many people who knew us, including family members, thought it couldn't last, with a 17 year age difference. Well, 21 years later, we still know what we knew the moment we met: IT'S FOREVER. We've had good times and bad, some wild and sometimes scary rides; but through it all, one thing has remained constant: our intense and abiding love. Whether we're snuggling up under a blanket on an iceplant ledge overlooking the 94 freeway near downtown San Diego, watching out for cops and crackheads, or sitting on the balcony of our condo in Honolulu watching the sunset over the beach, we are friends, lovers, partners, soul mates, together forever, come what may. As I told someone just the other day: |
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| PAGE FOR JAE, MY LOVE |
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| SWEET DREAMS ARE MADE OF THIS |
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| AT PEACE WITH MY LOVE AND IF TOMORROW I WENT BLIND I WOULD BUT SUMMON THE VISION OF YOUR BRONZED BODY RECLINED PROVOCATIVELY ON THE SAND WATCHING CORAL AND VIOLET WAVES ROLLING INTO YOUR EYES I WOULD BE AT PEACE WITH THIS OR IF TOMORROW I WENT DEAF I WOULD ONLY NEED RECALL ECHOS OF YOU CALLING MY NAME WITH LAUGHTER AND LOVE, IN JOY OR PAIN EVERY SOUND YOU'VE MADE, MY LOVE STILL RESONATES WITHIN MY BEING MESHING WITH THE FREQUENCY OF MY SOUL I WOULD BE AT PEACE WITH THIS AND IF TOMORROW I WOKE MUTE I'D ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW IT FELT TO SEND THE WORDS "I LOVE YOU" CASCADING O'ER MY TONGUE SHOUTING IT ACROSS THE SKY FOR ALL THE WORLD TO HEAR AND WHISPERING THOSE AMOROUS WORDS TICKLING YOUR EAR AGAIN, I WOULD BE AT PEACE WITH THIS I CAN CLOSE MY EYES, PLUG MY EARS AND UTTER NOT A SOUND I STILL FEEL YOUR HANDS CARESSING ME THE WARMTH OF YOUR EMBRACE I STILL HAVE YOUR SCENT EMBEDDED IN MY NOSTRILS AND MY BRAIN I STILL TASTE YOU ON MY LIPS AND TONGUE I WILL ALWAYS KNOW YOUR KISS NOTHING COULD DIMINISH THE COMPLETENESS THAT I FEEL LOSS OF ONE OR MANY SENSES COULD ONLY MAKE ME LOVE YOU MORE YOU ARE MY STIMULATION, MY INCENTIVE AND MY DRIVE WITHOUT YOU I'D BE SENSELESS AND MIGHT AS WELL NOT BE ALIVE THIS TOO, I WOULD BE AT PEACE WITH |
| I'M THE LUCKIEST SON OF A BITCH IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! HERE'S MY POEM TO JAE: |
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