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| my name is john gunning im from dublin in ireland,ive never been good at much apart from drawing and painting and then i discoverd graphics and have got into that now i hardly draw or paint anymore and i dont really care it gets borin painting and drawing theres so much more i can do on a computer. And if theres any miss spelling here i dont give a fuck Deal with it. |
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| Well more about me since this is my short bio.I am 20 years old born and raised in dublin the north side, ive never had much money and constantly run up a huge phone bill and owning a web site dosent help that a problem go down. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| I spent my child hood growing up in my grannys house living with my mother and sister and me gran since it was her house we couldnt kick her out ha ha .......eventually there was a family figth thing and i lived with my ma and my sis and her "new b/f" things went ok for a while but wasnt easy not being around your family fuck it wasnt easy being forced to leave being ripped from your family and friends to live with some guy we hardly new,all my mother wanted was some one have some fun with which isnt much to ask since she was workin 2 jobs trying to pay for school books and the bills for the house etc.i was glad my mother had soemone to have a laugh with instead of being stuck in the house she was happy.But my granny went a bit coo coo and made up some stories and a big family figth happend like they do and we ended up living with friends and then we got our own place and eventually a house in kilbarrack but no like meny things for us they never turn out rigth,the boyfriend she had eneded up being almost like daddy a drunk and a retard(no offense to retards).. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Me Atempting a 360degree head turn | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| You see what they say about sailors is that there usually drunks and idiots who like to act the big . well he was a sailor and he was a idiot a drunk and made life hard and pissed us all of and forced my sister move out and i was left there me my ma and him there was a lot of arguments and a lot of figths,fist's being punched through doors and all that.i found this very hard and very depressing and stressing on my mind.. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| It was around this time i started secondery school we were new to the area and i had no friends.on the first day i was getting bullied id never been bullied before.at first i thougth it was just gonna pass and well this is a long story but nayway eventually i stood up and it stoped. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Then when i was about 17 my sister moved back home and we tried to mend our broken family once again things were great we were all happy and getting on.but then the "sailor" went back to the booze.my sister got pissed of and left again and once again it was me my ma and him. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Me in a Bad MooD ouu ahhhh | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| id had enough and eventually forced him out i wasnt gonna stay there anymore if was there so i he left.i seen him a few times after that i felt sorry for him . who also had a hard life.But i dont see him anymore he's probaly dead now or out in a gutter drunk somewere. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| well just when things seemed to be getting back on track for my life a old Friend of mine died in a accident at an ocean color scene concert,he was rushed to hospital and Died a few days after from a brain hemrage he fells from the top balcony. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Again my bad luck rears its ugly head my life seems doomed to be depressing, my mother is diagnosed with ms , it attacks the nervious system and slowly shuts down the body's functions.she dosent have it to bad now but shes in a wheel chair and its depressing becuse she isnt able to do the things she loved to do like go hikeing we always use to do that,and she isnt able to do her garden any more so i try to do it for her but isnt the same. I see it in her eyes when she watchs me do do the garden for her .this probaly dosent seem like much to you reading this now but its diffrent for her not being able to somthing anyone would take for granted or not give a second thougth to. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And well now Nothing much i dont have a job my life seems to be going in a diffrent direction than i hoped i cant afford to go to college and thats what i wanted to do so well if your life is worse than mine good luck and if your think your life is bad its probaly not so bad now is it. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Ahhhh me in the morning Head Pains the sun ligth noooooooooooooooooooooooo | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||