I've cried So many tears over this I've looked to the sky Searching for answers That were never found
All I knew was that it was all me Myself I got myself into that mess And I had to get myself out of it Just me, myself
I couldn't shake the feeling inside That feeling of self-hatred and regret Knowing that I could have done something But even if it happened again I would still react the same
Solitude brings peace Attention brings anxiety So that night, I guess I was frozen With the fear that something more Would happen than what did
Looking back now It was the one thing that broke me I'm still pondering over it But yet, I'm here to tell the tale Surviving through that guy's trophy story