False City


When this began
I was nothing but love and hate
When this began
There was nothing to lose
I tried to erase the pain
Take the falsities away
But who am I to change myself?
I didn't know what I was looking for
I didn't know who I wanted to be
I will never feel anything
Or be anyone
Because I fail
I fail at being real
I am a lie
I gotta face that truth right now
Because that is the only thing
Real
That I am close to
It is the place I belong
False city



© 5th January 2005
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