When this began I was nothing but love and hate When this began There was nothing to lose I tried to erase the pain Take the falsities away But who am I to change myself? I didn't know what I was looking for I didn't know who I wanted to be I will never feel anything Or be anyone Because I fail I fail at being real I am a lie I gotta face that truth right now Because that is the only thing Real That I am close to It is the place I belong False city