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I’m seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old
I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate

I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win I can't afford to blow this one
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
I need this way of life because it holds me
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
Contradiction's the way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthy

Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit
I think what's done is done and
I can't complain anymore
I am sure now that I've found myself again it feels great

I cannot believe I lost control of my fate
I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
I need this way of life because it holds me
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
Contradiction's the way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthiness
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
Happiness is wealthyness is healthiness