Tonight I fear

Something between the bloody carpet

Something I had forgotten

Like the dream I lost

And you say to me that I can't understand

So love is the dying tears of mud

Wake up

Feel myself so hollow

Say my name

Feel the pain, the sorrow

Stay behind the corpse that has gone rotting

In my dreams

Pain is so much nicer than this

Feel ok

Well not, it's just me pretending

Feel the sane love

Dying in the desert rain

Paint the truth

It's worst that is was before

See my life

Paying the debts to die

Why do I complain

It's just me going insane

Feeling the pain

Bursting tears like I've seen today

Open your eyes

Close them 'cus it hurts to look

I shed a tear

Drops and it turns to mud

'Cus I feel that there's nothing here

Only I fading away

Fading pain, to me

Fading the edge, to me

Fading sharpness, to me

Fading death, to me

I cry;

The silent scream,

The faking pain;

So why do I complain

It's all that you wanted to be

Open your eyes and see it

Fading into me

Why do I try?

Why do I give a shit?

Feeling no peace

Feeling all the rotten source of blood.

Cry away your tears

Push away your thoughts;

Se no stars in my head

See the moon going to bed

See the muddy cats passing by

See the piercing round of silence shot

Why trying to live?

Why trying to be this way?

So much pain that I fear

So much fear of all this pain

And I try

And I try to live again

Dodging the endless mind fields

Stabbing the uncertainness

Putting pain in the menu of the day

Shred your mind

Kill your words

Push my face

And drink from the fading dying blood