There's no room

I feel suffocated by oxygen

I feel the stormy surface of peace

I feel, I jump

In the painless fluid

Touch me 

Feel me, thoughts in my brain

Come a little closer

To see the irritating, non-sense whiteness

When I'm on my knees

Crawling through the love

Sensing not my mind

Feeling the summer-joy

Laughing through the pain.

I Wrote in a bus a love word

I felt it like it was today

I saw the other side of death

I felt it like I was someone else

I breath heavily

I sense the crack

I saw the love dead

I saw death waking up from the grave

Jump in the thin air

What more could I do?

What pain could I feel?

Knowing nothing this is real

When I scream, I only say it isn't fair!