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| Jan was Dean's longtime girlfriend before he realised he was gay. From what I have heard Jan is a very lovely person. Dean told me so much about her. He absolutely loved Jan to bits as he would always say. When Dean came out to her, I'm sure it was a really rough time for both of them, because they really loved each other so much. Most girls would probably walk away feeling betrayed by something like this, but not Jan. She and Dean remained the very best of friends through and through. I was very happy that they did. It was good to see that they still cared so much for each other. |
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| I met a woman once at a violin masterclass called Helen Mountford who was in a band called; My Friend The Chocolate Cake. They became to be Dean's and my favorite band and we saw them three times together. We used to play and sing a lot of their songs together. And this one was our favorite. |
| TALK ABOUT LOVE |
| The moon falls on the railway yard We walk together arm in arm Faith and blind devotion Come glide along the rusted edge Never question straight ahead Right out into the darkest of the hours that life can bring I'll stand beside you and hold you close When you're in need of comfort most Especially when you make no sense This is what we mean When we talk about love This is what we mean When we talk about love I've found myself a hinterland It's perfect for a short time I think you'll find it likable Please wait your hurry Not too fast Just hold out while the moment lasts I know I used to wander But I promise you that I'll stay And if you make some strange mistake Fall down hard, break your neck I'll hang in there just right beside you This is what we mean When we talk about love |
| We had the best and worst of times imaginable together and I LOVE HIM. But I won't forgive him this time. |
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