~Hey Lady~ more of a song then a poem

Hey lady are you out there?
Hey lady can you hear me?
I've sat against this wall all day and
through out the night
Waiting for my ray of light.
The dawn never came the darkness
never shifted.
The weight you put upon me
still has not lifted.

I swear it wasn't me that broke you
I was never given the chance to
So closed, so far away
I seen you through a childs eyes yesterday.
Asking someone why you cried
Hoping it wasn't me that time
I went outside to play in the sun
Around in circles I'd twirl and twirl
Trying my best to be a good little girl.
I swear it wasn't me
I never hurt your heart
So sad, so lost
I seen you through a daughters eyes yesterday
at my own cost
Asking someone why you lied
Knowing it was  me that time
I went out to hang with a friend
We did homework, we had a test
We were trying to get ready
I was doing my best to be a nice
young lady.
I swear it wasn't me
I didn't take your soul
So insane, a life that was wasted
I seen you through a womans eyes today
The madness I tasted
All the years I blamed me
All the years you had somewhere else to be
So closed, so far away
But I had to leave you behind today

Hey lady I know your out there
Hey lady I know you hear me
I am done sitting against this wall
all day and through out the night
I am my own source of light
Dawn came and took away all that was black
Here BITCH you can have all your weight back.
Some editing had to be done to the poem/song. I deleted the  Chorus line from a few places. It just wouldn't fit. But you have the best of it. I would also like to take a few minutes to say yes I am demented, no I am not going to run away and kill this beautiful person I am learning to know as myself. I do not fear death but until it comes to me on its own I will live each and everyday like tomorrow will be no more. LIVE.....do that one thing you have been putting off for awhile. Tomorrow is not a promise and today may be your last chance. My poetry is my release not my way of telling you or anyone that I am unhappy.
There are normal days.....
Moving On...
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