Deluslliosnal am I to believe I am worthy.Worthy of life worthy of time ..worthy of breath..when is my death. I no longer want to take up space no longer do I desire the dramatic race...I want to go far away from here life is anguish and death I dont fear ..how easy it would be to just give up hope to let myself hang from a nylon rope...to live is to learn thats what people say but  to finally end the lessons is what I hope for everyday.I should keep going and put it all up for the fight but all I ask for is to never wake up at the end of the night..Pathetic you say Yes I do agree but atleast I my soul would finally be free..free from the pain and the hatred that live within ok so I guess you assholes win...I want to sleep the neverending sleep no longer do I wish to lay here and weep ...I will say I give up and I no longer choose to fight I decide to disappear and fall out of sight....You will forget me in years to come I will be a faded memory to a few and nothing to some.Call me a coward call me what you will But I will feel no sorrow, no remorse and no guilt as I swallow my last pill. Have I ever cared ? No I cant say that I do all I can say is Good Bye to you..I will laugh from hell as I watch you all in pain Living this life that is all in vain when you fall away from the curse they call breath..... I will come to you and deliver you to this peace they call death .
I Am Within

My Eyes close, my mind scatters, tears fall, I drown
Eyes open, sun shines , The warmth, tears fall, I fly
Heart torn, soul lost, The rain comes, tears fall  I am washed clean
My eyes close, I am in search, I have lost my
Mind
Heart
  Soul
   My Innocence
My Eyes open, I have found you within me, mind together,
Soul here with me all along
The sun shines, tears fall 
I whisper to myself
I Love You
I Fly
The Dandelion   ~*

The Dandelion...is it a flower or a weed?

They are bright and full of life, at times they put a smile upon our faces as we pick them and make a wish just before we spread the tiny parachutes into the world, when we are young we pick them in love for our mothers and play in them all day long..So why when we are grown we pick them and toss them aside?

Why do we treat them as they are no longer a flower when they are among our roses

You treat your roses with love and tenderness giving them time and patience

You stroke them and smell them and say how lovely they are and the poor dandelion lays on the ground were you tossed it aside so that your roses can be seen know how this dandelion feels and i believe that sometimes you should stop and see the dandelion as a beautiful flower that is right in front of you that will bring back the joy and love that you once felt as you brought them to your mother on that warm spring day.... The moral of the dandelion story is that you should never overlook the things that are in front of you they may be exactly what you need to make your life brighter and remind you that love is does not always come with pains.....Dandelions don't have thorns.
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