Justin walked into
Meg’s house a few feet behind her. He was still upset that he couldn't be
spending this time with Elizabeth, instead he was stuck with his ex who broke
his heart.
Meg walked over to the large sofa and
sat down looking nervous. “Please sit with me,” she said.
He did, but didn't want to. It felt
uncomfortable. He just wanted this over with as quickly as possible.
“What did you want to talk about?”
“I made a mistake,” she began, scooting
over closer to Justin. “I don’t love Rob. I love you.”
“Excuse me?” Justin yelled, getting
up from the couch.
Meg tried to take his hand and she
managed to push him back onto the couch.
“You cheated on me twice and now your
telling me you want me back when I finally have found someone that I care
about? Do you know how long it’s taken for me to trust my heart again and
let somebody in?”
“I'm sorry…” She touched his hand,
but he pulled it away. “I know what a fool I've been. I gave up the only
person I care about.”
“Yeah well I cared about you once before
and look where that got me. I can't believe I almost gave you another chance
at that club!” he exclaimed.
She held out her left hand and Justin
looked. The ring was gone. She really did want him back.
“I don't know if I can just let you
back into my life, let alone my heart.”
“I love you and I'm sorry. That's all
I can say. I wish I never hurt you, I wish I never let you go,” she cried
as she took his hand in hers. “Please say that you love me, too.”
Justin was quiet for a few minutes.
What could he do? He still had feelings for her, but he had growing feelings
for Elizabeth. The two girls were so different. Elizabeth was caring, compassionate,
loving, and she loved the things he liked to do. Meg on the other hand, was
his first love. She was caring too, not very patient, unlike Elizabeth, and
very observant.
“I do love you,” he admitted. “But
I also care about Elizabeth. A lot.”
“You need some time,” Meg said getting
up from the couch. “Just know that I want you back, all of you, even the
part of you that has to leave every once in a while. Justin,” she said softly,
reaching for his hand. “She was right. I gave up the best thing in my life.”
He let go of her hand. “You say you
love me and want me back, but I can't just forget the fact that you cheated
on me.”
“I know,” she said. “But I will do
whatever it takes to show you how sorry I am.”
“I just need some time to think things
through.”
Meg took a step forward and kissed
him. He just stood there for a moment, letting her kiss him. Then he deepened
the kiss. He felt guilty, but all the feeling was still there that had been
before he and Meg broke up. He missed her, he had to admit that, and he still
loved her, but he couldn't deny his feelings for Elizabeth, either.
When he pulled away, he was speechless.
“I love you,” Justin blurted out, before pressing his lips to hers for another
passionate kiss.
“I love you too,” she whispered as
they kissed. “Take me back.” She pressed her lips to his ear. “Please.”
“I still need to think.” He pulled
away. “I don't know how deep my feelings go for Elizabeth. I mean I've only
known her a few weeks, but I care about her a lot.”
“But you've known me for years, and
we're so good together. Please just forget her,” Meg said into his ear.
“I can't just forget her.” Justin sighed.
“I just…”
He was interrupted when he felt
Meg kissing him again. He couldn't stop himself, the attraction between them
was too strong. He wrapped his arms around her waist as she placed hers around
his neck.
Things weren’t going like he had planned.
Where is he?
Elizabeth sat on the front steps in
front of Anna’s house. Justin was almost three hours late. She had a feeling
that he wasn’t even going to show up. She couldn't help but wonder was it
because of what Meg talked to him about last night.
She had a bad feeling that right now
he was still with Meg.
Anna walked out onto the porch and
saw her still sitting there. “I thought you had plans with a friend?” She
sat down beside Elizabeth.
“He couldn't make it,” she replied,
trying to hide her disappointment.
Anna put an arm around Elizabeth. “Are
you ok?” Though it wasn’t showing, Anna knew she was a little disappointed.
“Yeah,” she said. “I’m fine. It’s no
big deal.”
What a fool I’ve been thinking he
could love me.
Elizabeth picked up the basket beside
her that contained all of her and Justin’s favorite foods.
“Come on what do you say we not let
this food go to waste? Let's go to the lake,” Anna suggested, getting up
and heading to the door to grab her shoes.
Elizabeth didn't want her to figure
out she was not just going with a “friend” so she smiled.
“Sounds like a plan.”
At first it looked like Elizabeth wouldn't
even smile while they were at the lake. She twiddled the fork in her food,
and there was sadness in her eyes. But later, when they went into the water,
she was her old self again, fooling around, splashing Anna. She figured she
shouldn't cry over a guy she knew she could never have.
When Elizabeth went to her room that
night, she found herself staring at the phone beside her bed, but it never
rang all night.
“Just like old times.” Meg held onto
Justin's arm as they walked out of the downtown club.
“Yeah it was fun,” he admitted as he
did up his seatbelt.
“We'll go to my house and get a drink
or something,” she said as she pulled the car out of the crowded parking
lot. It was almost midnight and pitch black outside, so she switched her
headlights on.
“I don't think that's a good idea,”
Justin said. “I should really…Oh my God!”
Meg stopped the car in a panic. “What's
wrong?”
“I was supposed to go sailing with
Elizabeth today! I can't believe I forgot. She's probably been looking for
me.” He put his hand to his head. He couldn't believe his bad behaviour.
“You can call her later or whatever.”
Meg put the car back in gear, leaving the club parking lot. “Besides, I know
you want me, not her.”
“How would you know that? You don't
even know her,” Justin snapped, a little irritated.
“She seems nice but she's not your
type,” she said.
“Maybe my type has changed.”
“Justin that can't change, you're still
the same person.” Meg pulled into her driveway. She pulled off her seatbelt
then moved over and kissed him. “Come on let's go inside.”
Justin got out of the car and slammed
the door. He went inside, but refused to go any further then the hallway.
“I'm not going to bite,” Meg said taking
his hand, but he pulled it back and stuffed it in his coat pocket. “You've
changed,” she said.
“For the better,” Justin grumbled.
“I’ve learned from my mistakes.”
“I know this hard for you,” she said
sympathetically, not aware of how strong his feelings were for Elizabeth.
“What am I supposed to do? I think
I'm in love with her, and I think I'm still in love with you,” he said angry
with himself. “Maybe I'll stop by tomorrow, but right now I need time to
think.”
“Sure no hurry.” She gave him one last
kiss. “I love you.”
Justin ignored her statement and went
out the door. He started to walk home, thinking about what he was going to
do. Who did he love more?
Too many questions, not any answers.