| How I Say | ||||||||
| Summary: You Can Do it Your Own Way/ If It's Done Just How I Say/ Independence Limited/ Freedom of Choice/ Choice Is Made for You My Friend Author�s Notes: The song Eye of the Beholder is by Metallica. Do You See What I See? I continue to laugh as I watch her struggle. She�s trying to get out. There�s no use. Truth Is an Offence Your Silence for Your Confidence There�s no way out. Do You Hear What I Hear? Doors Are Slamming Shut As entertaining as it is to watch her, it�s time for the next part of my game. I leave the room I�m in, closing the door quietly behind me. Limit Your Imagination, Keep You Where They must I don�t want her to know I�m gone. Do You Feel What I Feel? Bittering Distress Once in my office, I make my call. �Grissom.� I smile at the obvious distress in his voice. Who Decides What You Express �Okay, Mr. Grissom, listen to me�� He�s apparently not interested in listening to me, �Who are you? Do you have Catherine? If you hurt her, so help me�� Do You Take What I Take? I cut him off, �You�re going to want to be quiet now. I have her, so I call the shots.� Endurance Is the Word Moving Back Instead of Forward Seems to Me Absurd He�s quiet. That�s better. �You�re going to want to keep your temper under control if you want to have any chance of seeing her again.� Doesn't Matter What You See Or into it What You Read There�s a pause, then he speaks again. I can hear him trying to control his anger, �What do I need to do?� You Can Do it Your Own Way If It's Done Just How I Say I smile, �That�s better. Just do as I say.� Independence Limited Freedom of Choice Choice Is Made for You My Friend He listens intently to my instructions. He�s willing to do anything to get her back. Too bad it�s already too late. Freedom of Speech Speech Is Words That They Will Bend Freedom with Their Exception When I�m done, I hear him hesitate, then ask, �Is Catherine still alive?� �Yes,� then I hang up. Do You Fear What I Fear? Living Properly Truths to You Are Lies to Me Of course she won�t be by the time they finally find her, but that�s beside the point. He didn�t ask that. Do You Choose What I Choose? More Alternives Energy Derives from Both the plus and Negative I go back into my watching room. I furrow my brow. She�s stopped moving. She can�t be dead. Not yet. My plan�s not finished. Do You Need What I Need? Boundaries Overthrown I slam the door between our rooms and she starts. Good, she�s still alive. Look Inside to Each His Own Do You Trust What I Trust? Me, Myself and I Satisfied she�s still breathing for the time being, I start cleaning up the room. Can�t leave anything behind that would point to who I am. Penetrate the Smoke Screen I See Through the Selfish lie With a little luck, they won�t even realize I�m the serial killer they�ve been looking for, just some random psycho. I grin. If they only knew. Doesn't Matter What You See Or into it What You Read You Can Do it Your Own Way If It's Done Just How I Say I enter the room. She�s losing consciousness fast, but she still manages to glare at me and grit out, �Let me go.� I smile, �all in good time.� Independence Limited Freedom of Choice Choice Is Made for You My Friend I then check her restraints, she�s managed to loosen them, a bit. I tighten them, there�s no way she�ll loosen them now. Freedom of Speech Speech Is Words That They Will Bend Freedom with Their Exception Satisfied, I go back to call Mr. Grissom again. Time for some more fun. Do You Know What I Know? Your Money End Your Wealth �Do you have the money?� I can hear the panic in his voice, �You said four hours, it�s only been two.� I grin, this will be so fun, �I changed my mind. Now it�s two. Do you have the money?� �Not yet, just give me more time�� �No more time, Mr. Grissom. She�s as good as dead.� Your Silence Just to Hear Your Self There is utter silence on the phone. Do You Want What I Want? Desire Not a Thing Then he speaks again, �NO, please�� �It�s too late, Mr. Grissom.� I Hunger after Independence Lengthen Freedom's Ring �Goodbye.� I hang up the phone before he has a chance to respond. Doesn't Matter What You See Or into it What You Read You Can Do it Your Own Way If It's Done Just How I Say Independence Limited Freedom of Choice Choice Is Made for You My Friend Freedom of Speech Speech Is Words That They Will Bend I can just imagine the look of horror on his face and the guilt he must be feeling. If he only knew he never had a chance. There was never any chance I�d give her back to them. This was all just a game to me. Freedom no longer frees you And I won. Doesn't Matter What You See Or into it What You Read You Can Do it Your Own Way If It's Done Just How I Say TBC |
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