How I Say
Summary:  You Can Do it Your Own Way/ If It's Done Just How I Say/ Independence Limited/ Freedom of Choice/ Choice Is Made for You My Friend

Author�s Notes:  The song Eye of the Beholder is by Metallica.

Do You See What I See?


I continue to laugh as I watch her struggle.  She�s trying to get out.  There�s no use.

Truth Is an Offence
Your Silence for Your Confidence


There�s no way out.

Do You Hear What I Hear?
Doors Are Slamming Shut


As entertaining as it is to watch her, it�s time for the next part of my game.  I leave the room I�m in, closing the door quietly behind me.

Limit Your Imagination, Keep You Where They must

I don�t want her to know I�m gone.

Do You Feel What I Feel?
Bittering Distress


Once in my office, I make my call.  �Grissom.�  I smile at the obvious distress in his voice.

Who Decides What You Express

�Okay, Mr. Grissom, listen to me��

He�s apparently not interested in listening to me, �Who are you?  Do you have Catherine?  If you hurt her, so help me��

Do You Take What I Take?


I cut him off,  �You�re going to want to be quiet now.  I have her, so I call the shots.�

Endurance Is the Word
Moving Back Instead of Forward Seems to Me Absurd


He�s quiet.  That�s better.  �You�re going to want to keep your temper under control if you want to have any chance of seeing her again.�

Doesn't Matter What You See
Or into it What You Read


There�s a pause, then he speaks again.  I can hear him trying to control his anger, �What do I need to do?�

You Can Do it Your Own Way
If It's Done Just How I Say


I smile, �That�s better.  Just do as I say.�

Independence Limited
Freedom of Choice
Choice Is Made for You My Friend


He listens intently to my instructions.  He�s willing to do anything to get her back.  Too bad it�s already too late.

Freedom of Speech
Speech Is Words That They Will Bend
Freedom with Their Exception


When I�m done, I hear him hesitate, then ask, �Is Catherine still alive?�

�Yes,� then I hang up.

Do You Fear What I Fear?
Living Properly
Truths to You Are Lies to Me


Of course she won�t be by the time they finally find her, but that�s beside the point.  He didn�t ask that.

Do You Choose What I Choose?
More Alternives
Energy Derives from Both the plus and Negative


I go back into my watching room.  I furrow my brow.  She�s stopped moving.  She can�t be dead.  Not yet.  My plan�s not finished.

Do You Need What I Need?
Boundaries Overthrown


I slam the door between our rooms and she starts.  Good, she�s still alive.

Look Inside to Each His Own
Do You Trust What I Trust?
Me, Myself and I


Satisfied she�s still breathing for the time being, I start cleaning up the room.  Can�t leave anything behind that would point to who I am.

Penetrate the Smoke Screen I See Through the Selfish lie


With a little luck, they won�t even realize I�m the serial killer they�ve been looking for, just some random psycho.  I grin.  If they only knew.

Doesn't Matter What You See
Or into it What You Read
You Can Do it Your Own Way
If It's Done Just How I Say


I enter the room.  She�s losing consciousness fast, but she still manages to glare at me and grit out, �Let me go.� 
I smile, �all in good time.�

Independence Limited
Freedom of Choice
Choice Is Made for You My Friend


I then check her restraints, she�s managed to loosen them, a bit.  I tighten them, there�s no way she�ll loosen them now.

Freedom of Speech
Speech Is Words That They Will Bend
Freedom with Their Exception


Satisfied, I go back to call Mr. Grissom again.  Time for some more fun.

Do You Know What I Know?
Your Money End Your Wealth


�Do you have the money?�

I can hear the panic in his voice, �You said four hours, it�s only been two.�

I grin, this will be so fun, �I changed my mind.  Now it�s two.  Do you have the money?�

�Not yet, just give me more time��

�No more time, Mr. Grissom.  She�s as good as dead.� 

Your Silence Just to Hear Your Self


There is utter silence on the phone.

Do You Want What I Want?
Desire Not a Thing


Then he speaks again, �NO, please��

�It�s too late, Mr. Grissom.�

I Hunger after Independence Lengthen Freedom's Ring

�Goodbye.�  I hang up the phone before he has a chance to respond.

Doesn't Matter What You See
Or into it What You Read
You Can Do it Your Own Way
If It's Done Just How I Say
Independence Limited
Freedom of Choice
Choice Is Made for You My Friend
Freedom of Speech
Speech Is Words That They Will Bend


I can just imagine the look of horror on his face and the guilt he must be feeling.  If he only knew he never had a chance.  There was never any chance I�d give her back to them.  This was all just a game to me.

Freedom no longer frees you


And I won.

Doesn't Matter What You See
Or into it What You Read
You Can Do it Your Own Way
If It's Done Just How I Say


TBC
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