My most recent glimmer of hope was with a guy. he showed me what it felt like to be happy and taught me that I am capable of loving. Just because I can feel it doesn�t mean I was supposed to. I was born to suffer. Happiness cannot survive in my world, in my mind. Case in point: That same guy showed me a whole new world of pain. I experienced a level of misery that I never imagined being possible. I�m still dealing with it now.
