I don't have any control over the ultimate outcome of my future. Any path I choose ends up in the same place - nowhere. I hate this world too much to want to be a part of it but even if I keep to myself I still have to tolerate Me.
I've often asked myself how I've gotten to be the way I am. It's almost as if I'm living a double life sometimes. So few people know about my other side.
I am a misanthrope. I despise my fellow human beings simply for being themselves. The human race is one of the things that sickens me the most. We think we've got everything under control. We think we're in charge of the universe. we're nothing but hairless apes strutting, scratching, fighting and fucking on this little ball of dirt. We're nothing but a disease feeding off of anything we come in contact with so we can continue to fuck and breed and grow. We are cannibals because humans cannot live without devouring each other. We are liars because so many of us believe it is worth suffering now because we will go to a heavenly paradise when our time here is finished.
