I worked the morning of the day we were to meet, from the time I got up, I checked the flight arrivals and phoned the hotel to make sure Bethanie had arrived ok. To say that that morning I was on a high, would be such an understatement, I truly cannot explain the feelings I was going through, THE true love of my life was in the same country as me, literally 2 hours away. Luckily the rest of the morning flew by and soon enough I was on my way to meet Bethanie. The moment I left work, I phoned Bethanie�s hotel room and spoke to her, it was almost like she was sitting next to me. I could hear her so clearly, my excitement grew, my heart beat that much faster as I talked to Bethanie, knowing that in 2 hours I would finally be by her side. The journey to the airport seemed endless though, I was caught up in road-works and then a traffic jam, all the time the thoughts of finally meeting Bethanie flowed through me. Finally, I arrived at the hotel, I was nervous, yet so calm all at the same time, a very strange yet wonderful feeling because I knew beyond all else, that what ever happened we were meant to happen. Yes, I was worried about what she thought of me when we actually met, but even so, I already knew how we felt for each other, and with that in my heart, I made my way to her room. I stopped at the door, took out my key, and never even paused, all I knew was Bethanie was there and I just wanted to hold her so tight and to return some of the love she had already shown me from so many miles away. I tried the door, but it was locked, I heard a voice, Bethanie�s voice, and that was it, this was finally that moment we had both been waiting so long for. Bethanie unlocked the door and I don�t know what happened next, I just remember one of us opening the door and falling into each others arms. And OH MY GOD that feeling, I cannot even begin to explain or describe the emotions, I felt. This beautiful lady in my arms was and still is the lady beyond my wildest dreams and I was finally able to hold her, to touch her and squeeze her tight, something we had talked about for so long. I couldn�t see Bethanies face, I could see her gorgeous hair, but she wouldn�t look at me. So I put my hand to her chin and said �Look at me Bethanie�, she didn�t want to, I could tell, she was unsure and nervous too, but when she finally looked at me��.even writing this now, takes me back to the most incredible, most intense moment of my life��those eyes�..�The first, first time I looked into your eyes
I saw heaven, oh heaven in your eyes��just writing this brings a lump to my throat, the feelings so intense. I was lost in those beautiful blue eyes, completely and utterly lost, knowing that the lady I was holding in my arms, I was going to spend the rest of my life with. Unless you have experienced even some of what I felt at that time, it is impossible for me to describe, you read about it in books, you see it in the movies, but you never really think it could happen, but that day, it happened, BIG TIME !�.i remember holding Bethanie so tight, feeling her arms wrapped around me, smelling her hair, and touching her cheeks as I gazed, lost, once again into those incredible, heavenly eyes. Both of our bodies were shaking, we both went weak, but we could not and would not sit, as we wanted to stay in that beautiful embrace forever. |
