Tim was born on 3rd August 1969 in Felixstowe, Suffolk, UK. I have lived and worked in Felixstowe all of my life, apart from the odd business trips abroad and across the country. I married two days before my 23rd Birthday, thinking this was it, but over the years, many things changed and we grew apart, never enjoying the important things in life, just trying to concentrate on "stuff" that didn't matter. This isnt to say that I didn't try to make it work, because for a number of years, I did, with no luck. Although I had my 3 boys there with me, I felt so very alone for such a long time, and I thought what the hell, lets try these chat rooms everybody keeps talking about. The night that we met, I remember so clearly, this lady talking in the chat room, saying that she would actually like to TALK to somebody, so I talked. From that moment on, I knew this person was special, just from the things she said and how she said them - somehow, I don't know how, I knew a very important event in my life had taken place. After talking for a while, this lady let me see her on camera and WOWWWWW my heart leapt into my mouth. I saw a vision of true beauty, this ladies face, her hair and her stunning blue eyes, that instant, I could not believe that such a truly beautiful lady would ever want to talk with me. To say that she was beautiful was such an understatement, I told her that she was absolutely stunning and that she should be a model. Every time I see Bethanie now, I still feel the same, she is my princess, my beautiful princess who I am going to be spending the rest of my life, loving, adoring and caring for. We talked for a while and then both of us somehow got kicked out of the room, but luckily we had kept each others chat names so that we could talk again. I rushed to get back online so that I could find her again, and when I sent her a message, SHE ACTUALLY REPLIED, I was truly gob-smacked, couldn't believe that she wanted to talk again. And talk we did, and talk and talk and talk, it was so natural, so easy, so wonderful, we just talked about anything and everything. Then this wonderful lady asked me if I had a photograph of myself, I said yes but didn't want her to see me and be put off. After a while of Bethanie trying to convince me to send the picture, I finally gave in and sent it - at this stage, I believed that she would say thanks for the picture but I will see you around. But she never did, she ACTUALLY thought I looked nice, at which I said "you need glasses", and I still say that now. We continued talking for hours, and finally at around 3am UK time I said that I had to go to sleep, but didn't really want to leave this wonderful woman, believing that I would never be able to talk to her again. I went to bed, but not to sleep, my mind and heart full with such a truly wonderful lady, finally I slept and the next day, to my surprise, she actually talked to me again ! The rest, well I believe we have only missed a couple of days since, and those days were so hard, it felt like there was a huge chunk of my life missing, and there was, it was Bethanie not being there. I thank who or what ever brought us together that night, and still cannot believe just how much our lives have changed for the better since our wonderful meeting. And more than this, I thank Bethanie, not for anything in particular, but for being herself, the real her, the lady I love and adore so completely and will be spending the rest of my days with.
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