Finally new poems
William
The devil's done his best
wove his web of disparity
to kill the love in our breast
listen to my hearts bleeding words
not poison dipped barbs
tonight I drw my swords
and battle his darkened arms

Somehow you believ that forked tongue
he already killed these words
like he puntured my lung
I know not what he said
but I already see the twist
think of his goal attained
just by keeping you away
think of his possible gain

Its not the first
A long time ago now
two hearts together but not
held apart by a single wedge
and to it we almost did bow
we escaped once from this lot
and put our heart behind a hedge
were now apart again
with that wedge back
look past him and see
a love with your to gain
a soul lost without you at sea
look past him and see me
Remember this isn't the first

Half truths
I've nothing but respect for you
I stayed my hand till monday
held myself away for a point of view
I can't fathom what he had to say
but we both know his game
and can see for what we play
if you leave he gains fame
no longer is he the only villain
for that you know him
over his speech we fall ruin?
its been tried before
you saw it then
see him for what he is
weak petty still full of guile
you know thats not my style
the letter he gave
was his message at all in line
with a heart that is you slave
or was it cloaked in half truths
unbelievable always remember
remember he is always unbelievable

Which pain
Hell pulls me close
she whispers in my ear
the path I've chose
is becoming clear
her will has its say
and the time is drawing
to give my grade away
to arms of loving hate
they hide me inside
make me disappear
sometimes a blade
hurts less then this
Fuck lucidity (a Song)
Staring at the sunset view
tryin not to think of you
lookin down this darkened life
missin my beautiful wife
falling into some deep well
eyes closed against the sight, of
burning crack in the hard shell

CHORUS1
is it all just a memory or dream
I hate lucid moments between
your with each and every night
but fade away in dawns pale light

waking to a cold sunrise
at first caught by surprise
alone in bed yet again
my empty space is killing me
the memory of a dream of you
pull my heart string oh so tight
to a chord shaded deep blue
Chorus1

working in the harsh sunlight
prayin for a cloud so dark
to block out my sight, an
give me another sleeping moment
lost in your loving arms
just one more damn chance
to prove love don't die

Chorus2
I wish you were just a dream
these lucid moments are killing me
I'm all alone each and every day
but I still hold ya when the light fades

Leave behind
I die a little each day
just one more piece
and I wont remember my name
I've emptied myself into a pillow
stopped being able to look at myself
so I change what was there to see
not sure what parts are still me
the pieces almost come together
but with a nice gaping whole
I smash myself apart again
I don't want it back together
I think I like this misery
I know how to get past it all
but I can't let it go
I can get over any woman quite fine
but I can't leave behind the woman
who used to call herself my wife

What have I become
Staring at a void
I think it was mine
I'm not feeling fine
just no longer feeling
cold resignation sets in
kinda funny to watch myself fall
not sure what I should feel
about anyone anything anymore
I hate what I'm becoming
almost as much as I hate
all that I once was
I thought you saved me
from a folly so great
but then you gave up
on loving me

         
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