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| Putting down the blade I'm on some mountain side finally at peace with myself the woods around me come to life as i set aside all my strife I came out here to hide to put my heart on a shelf I slowly draw out my knife but I'm able to cope with life something has given me peace of mind I can get over love herself slowly I come back to life dont even care about past strife Just another life I slew angels and demons fought back hordes at the gates of hell lived life times with and without love I just got fucked worse in this one nothing really new just played to a different tune here I am the perfect marrionette but I think I found the way to forget Never forgetting Mind swooning and skidding filled with beautiful confusion nothing new my emotions always conflicting everything pent up to nuclear fusion simply unable to cope hating all my desire and hope all this differing input living with all my insecurities my foresight covered in soot wanting to walk past atrocities but they tug us back each time its to move on we need do to forget would throw us out of line as dark as my mind is thru I swear I'll bring you the places dying eyes see I'm losing myself (a song) This warm sun is beating me up told I got a sick head I blacken my lungs I've been twisted since you gone away CHORUS I'm missin the one I love losing you is making me lose myself VERSE Cold nights are killing me eternal loneliness is here again told it goes away these damn pills only do so much I miss myself CHORUS I wonder if you ever feel this way do you die every time you hear our song I pray to my god you remember the night I said I love you CHORUS |
| What I can be Here by this mountain stream surrounded with earths beauty normally only seen in a dream filled with unaccostumed serenity natures and my own I feel almost out of place in this valley of peace and love I've wandered this damned plane with all concepts of love proven false peace lasting only till the next battle but now I've had a taste I wish you were here to see what I can be and all these joys share More then is seen I've always pretended to be something less then is me I carry out a normal life but wage war every night my queen calls me to another plane to be her dread foes bane I slaughter the succubi scatter the incubi with my blade some night I know I'll fall but the price is quite small for one more mortal day so each night demons I slay for a greedy queen Step right up step right up and see a body shatered from unending persecution a mind nearly wasted from years of abuse and a deadened heart that come to life just long enough to be run thru one more time always just one more time Free Me They look apon me with disdain thinking me unable to love but mine for you will never wane as the moon above I hed for a horizon to escape a consuming despair brought forth by a longing for a smile that cannot be forgotten nor can your eyes with my pride the ground is now sodden here I stand in full disgrace waiting for you to free with a warm hearted embrace Here's a link to my older poetry |