mylife

where shall I start? well, I guess from the sort or begining with things lol
lemme see.... when i was like 2 my mom took my bro, sis & i to go watch my dad play softball...aparently some guy walked up to my mom & asked if he could buy me from her! ( i was a cute baby...but, damn that's just scary)
My Family & I found out that my sister had cerebal palsy when she was 3 years old. the doctors told my parents April would never be able to walk (boy did she prove them wrong!!!) Everything went kinda smoothly for a while. I started taking care of April A LOT when I was 12...watching her when no one was home, changeing her, & all that kinda stuff. Steven, April, & I had r normal brother n sister fights (even to this day we do). I got into some fights defending my sister. Lucky for me I didn't get in trouble much *smiles*
Some crap happend to me i think i was 9 or so. I've never told anyone what happend..cause it's extremely personal & hard to talk about. so that was a shitty year for me lol. In 7th grade my Grandpa Spizarny (R.I.P) passed away . that was kinda hard for me because he was really nice & was in pain for so long before he died (brain tumer). It hasn't been the same since he left.
OH now it's time for the High School Years!!!!!
Freshmen year was the best for me. I knew a BUNCH of people. mostly sr's thou. but, only probs i had were 2 perverted teachers (got one of them fired!!)
Sophmore year one of my best friends died. I was at her house trying to talk her & everything was going great..then the jerk she was with came & made everything even worse. she slit her wrists while I was there & before the ambulance got there she had already lost to much blood. the jerk bf to this day blames me for everything. Which makes things even worse then they already r.
Sr year...well, a LOT of stuff started to happen this year. My Grandma Spizarny basically let herself go....she had Diabetes, so we where taking care of her. & in Oct i think she past away (MAJOR MAJOR stress taken away!!!). My Family found out that My dad had 2 older brothers (frank & jon) & an older sister (barbra). my Grandma Spizarny hid all this information from us & Frank called my dad one day & told him everything. So, we also found out that my Grandpa Spizarny is not my dad's REAL Father. (which explaind about A LOT of things) So, instead of being part Roman/German i'm more Casilian (Italian...i can't spell)
I went throu a hard relationship that I thought was going to last a long time, but i ended up hurting more then anything. & school...I was really sick so I stopped going. plus my couceler added 2 classes to my scedule w/o telling me, so instead of the 2 classes i was supposed to have in Jan-may I had to have 4. which I didn't even need those classes to graduate so I don't see y she even put them on my sceduale in the 1st place.
I have to make up 2 classes. English 7-8 & Global Cultures (the 2 classes i needed to graduate). so, ya, I didn't graduate this year. My dad was pissed at me, still is. He SAYS he's ok with it, but I know for a fact he's not.
ohh I was in another really good relationship!!!(if u couldn't tell i was being sarcastic) it only lasted for a month thou. for some reason he became an ass to me & stopped calling. OH WELL! There's better guys out there anyways :)
My Brother got married (may 26, 2001)
a couple weeks before the 'big day' where VERY stressful. My Dad was bitching about the house not being cleaned. normally he was yelling @ me for things that my mom was supposed to be doing. so basically I was getting yelled at for no reason, because I cleaned about 90% of the house while they did absolutly nothing. We had a FULL house for a few days. we had my Grandma & Grandpa Parkin, and Frank & His wife Sue. it was nice thou.
the rehursal for the wedding was kind of interesting. I wore a skirt so I could practice walking in heals...aparently my brothers friend Jason had NO clue who I was at first because he's NEVER seen me in a skirt, so it was pretty funny. day of the wedding...Jo (Stevens wife) was running late because of her hair dresser. I had to go back home because I forgot my bra (we where getting dressed @ the hotel..& i'm not used to wearing strapless bras! lol) Dad had to go all phyco & start yelling at me. Which really made my day even worse!I was the first brides maid to walk out, so I was really worried that I was going to slip & fall. I DIDN'T!! *smiles* The whole wedding went really well. Jo looked beautiful in her dress & Steven looked handsom in his tux. then after wedding dinner stuff went really well also. & all the pics we HAD to take. & from what I can tell nothing went wrong. which is great :)
My friend Lisa & I r trying to get jobs & move out. both of r parents r adding a lot of stress on our lives & we can't really take it anymore! lol. so, that's where i'm at right now....single, jobless(applayed everywhere just have to call), & WAITING to get out of my house.lovely eh?
I have a job now. working at Gingiss Formalwear. It's a pretty easy job. Remembering all the coat & vest names are a little hard but i'm getting them. i get paid like $6.50 an hour...it isn't much, but it's better then nothing. I have to save my money so I can help pay for car insurance & so I can move out. well, the car insurance will be the easy part....the moving out will be hard. Right now I have NO idea where i'm going to live. but, no matter what I need out of this house. my parents are driving me INSANE!
I figured out what I'm going to do about school. instead of going back to Alhambra for a full year...& taking 2 classes I don't need...I'm going to a different school for about 9 weeks.It doesn't start until Jan thou. but i'll be going to school for less time & only taking the 2 classes i need for a diploma. so for 9 weeks...mon-thur....2 something - 8 something i'll be going to school. which isn't that bad. now i just need a car so i can drive to school, work, & home lol
I'm sure mostly everyone has heard about the world trade center & everything else by now. This event has scared me. (ya, i am admitting that). knowing people that live in ny, penn., & just everywhere really. & the thought of my friends & family haveing to go to war REALLY scares me. I like the comfort of being around people I lov & am friends with. I feel safe around them. I know this kind of crap could happen any time of the day, I just hope things get back to what there where like....well, for the most part anyways.
The Edge has been sold! by a mexican braudcasting station!! this is a very bad thing! i mean..don't they have enough channels as it is....nooo they have to take over one of the only stations that play punk, ska, & alternative music. no more damn show concerts :( they're where always good (ok the 3 i've been to where). who's gonna host the warped tour now??? i don't normally make racist remarks but, damnit the mexicans are taking over az!
my parents are pissing me off even more then they have in the past lately. I got yelled at for staying out late! I mean..before i left i told my mom i'll be out late, but apparently she wasn't listening like ALWAYS! my parents r still treating me like i'm 8...& a freakin maid. if i would have had someone to stay with I would have left by now. I'm almost to the point where i will stay anywhere, just so i can stay out of my house.
OH! yet another day that i get yelled at!..lovely!!...*needs out of house NOW*