 |
| i have registerd 3 weddings @ work! *all proud of myself* i'm starting to get how most of the stuff is done there now. & i have almost EVERY coat & vest memorized! there is a lot of stuff to remember, but oh well!!...OHHH FRANK GOT FIRED!!! *so happy* lol now i work more hours (crappy days off now). my friend Stephanie is preggy & getting married to Mo in Nov. I think she's due in Jan or Feb....I just know that she's haveing a boy. about the wedding...she's acctually haveing 2. one in nov by a judge...then in a year she's going to have a bigger one with brides maids & all that other stuff. She's letting Lisa & I decorate their car (the 'just married' stuff)..so, that should be fun :) Lisa, Sam, & I have been planning her bachlorette party *eg*it's going to be a lot of fun. & i'm guessing Sandi, Kate, Lisa, & I are supposed to get together soon & plan the baby shower...but who knows if that'll ever happen. we can never seem to get a hold of eachother lol. My dad is going to Erie, Penn. this month (oct.). he's going to be seeing where he was born,staying with his brother Frank & his fam., seeing his other brother John for the 1st time, & going to see niagra falls (i wanna go there so bad). it'll be great not haveing him in the house for a while!!! ha..one bad thing for my dad is that he'll be there for halloween..& knowing Frank, he'll make my dad dress up as something (probably a girl cause Frank has to be the 'older brother' & embarress his 'younger brother' lol) it'll be great for my dad to go up there thou. he needs to spend time with his 2 brothers & sister. ahhh more shitty days at work. guess what i got blammed for???!!! steeling $100 out of the drawer!!! grrr i'm so pissed off right now about that. somethings wrong at work...& whos fault is it...MINE!! always...no matter what happened it's always my fault. Today at work as soon as I came in, I was being questioned about the missing money from the night before...which I knew I would because there was a lot missing & it was only Jill & I working then. so n e ways I was really upset to start off my work day like that....then to top it off my brother starts telling me shit that I already knew (basically acting like i'm dumb. he's ALWAYS done that) I snapped a lil in front of a customer so the Manager started bitching at me to 'treat my brother 'the assistant manager' with more respect! i told her 'it's a little hard concidering he never shows me any respect'. got bitched at again by Steve to sew coats (which he knows I can't stand doing) I told him I was just going to quit but apparently Kim (the manager) told steven that if I quit, he's fired (pretty shitty of her if u ask me). So knowing that if Steven gets fired Jo & him will have to find a new place to live & everything...I was nice enough to stay. well, i'm putting my 2 weeks in on Sunday. then I won't have to deal with any of them again! :) Halloween is next week! wha whoo!! I figured out what I'm gonne wear finally. I'm gonna be a fairy. Lisa is going to let me borrow her wings & wand that she has & i'm going to wear the dress I wore to my brother wedding :) ohh I'll Look so cute! lmao So now I just have to figure out what I'm going to be doing. I found out that Karla (my god mother) past away. :'( She had breast cancer & it kept spreding through her body. I miss her a lot. Before she moved I used to go to her house all the time & spend time with her, Delbert, Kayla, Becka, & Don. Always had fun spending time with them. I quit my job :) I just didn't feel like going anymore so I didn't show up. I know i should have put in my 2 weeks, but oh well. I went to Stephanie & Mo's wedding. It was nice. They looked really happy together. OHHHH & I looked really cute! lmao I wore the dress I bought for prom last year. cept it was shorter....Maggie cut it & hemmed it for me :) It looked soooo nice. nothing much going on right now. it's almost x-mas...doesn't really feel like it though...least it's colder this year. hey if it snows I can say HELL IS FREEZING OVER!!! lmao n e ways i bought a new tank for my froggy. it's BIG so now he has a lot of room to hop around. & he has a heating lamp so he can stay nice and warm :) my room looks like a tornado went through it. I've been trying to go through everything & get rid of a bunch of crap...and pack. joy oh joy. I haveing heard anything about school yet. I'm going to call them next week & HOPEFULLY talk to someone who knows what it going on lol. let's see...n e thing else??...nope that's about it for now Just when you think your holidays are going by really good...something has to happen & fuck them all up! my lil froggy died today :'( I went in my room to check on him & add more water in the dishes for him & saw him. I almost had him for 2 year. He was a really cool pet. I miss him already & it's only been 10 minutes :'( I feel like crap today. i'm not exactly sure y either. i just got into the mood of depression & whatever i used to be really sure about, I'm questioning. i've been lied to a lot in the past couple days from a couple people & it's hit me really bad. it's the 'i love you' blah blah blah crap...then they stab me in the back. yes that's showing someone u love them. also trying to figure out what's going on right now with my life. I'm supposed to be moving soon, but I don't know if I will. i don't feel like making the people i'm moving in with uncomfortable & that's what I feel like i would be doing. of course I don't know if I will be or not because a certain person hasn't been talking to me much lately.So i'm just kinda left wondering.I seriously hate when I feel like this. |
|