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:::upd@te::: [date. 2.11.05] New car, new phone, wonderful girlfriend who lives kinda far. I'm happy but at the same time a little sad. I wish I had met her when I didn't have such a stable job. There's no way I'm getting that slight of quitting, which she has suggested ;p. Still no writing as of yet. This site looks a little plain still and I haven't done anything with it. I've questioned it's randomness on a blog entry in myspace entitled, "Greco Roman Wrestling and the Housewares Department Conspiracy." It's hard to divide the time I get each day. Work takes a big chunk, the rest I have I delegate to my girl, or my friends. Sometimes I get home late and I won't get enough sleep for work the next day. I don't think it's really affecting me except when I nod off while I'm behind the wheel. :/ Regardless, she means a lot to me. It's funny. You've had your family your entire life and that's plenty of time to know them. Then you meet someone and you spend all your time with them so that you can catch up. I dunno, I'm just rambling. Shameless plug |
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:::upd@te::: [date. 12.01.04] A lot has happened in the past month. No writing as of yet, but I'm getting closer. A lot of other good things. Things that I'm happy about; a certain girl that I'm happy about :). I didn't win the Lottery, so that sucked. I'm still stuck with my Rodeo which is falling apart on me. I have a little cold right now, but I'm getting over it. I got my digital camera early for christmas so that's always fun. I'd hate to end a paragraph like that. Maybe next update I'll have more info. Dave Chappelle said it best: "Peace bitches, here's some egg nog in yo' face. *Pppfft*" |
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:::upd@te::: [date. 11.01.04] blocked blocked blocked. no writing flow. everytime I think of something good, it slips away. i can't hold onto a feeling anymore. all i feel is lost and i can't begin to write anything when I just keep thinking "lost". i have some influence in mind, but i keep preventing myself from attempting to grasp it...or them. one I think can influence me greatly, the other, I'm not sure. I just keep thinking "lost". So often we choose not to go too deep. Almost afraid of stepping into that deep blue like an unknown destination. I think there were a lot of people at the Grove last night that tread on shallow water. Maybe I'm wrong though. Maybe they were just having a good time. At least the company I kept was good. Can I find the depth I've been looking for. The longing to hold someone, the yearning to have them by my side, and to have someone and say, "Goddammit...this woman loves me." |
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:::upd@te::: [date. 08.30.04] Today I realized that my poetry list on my writings page has reached 42. I will begin to make some changes where ever I see fit and will begin to compile about 30 or so into a small poetry book. Which I hope to get published under the name: Gorgos the Magnificent... |
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:::upd@te::: [date. 08.06.04] Playing Doom3 this morning but I had to stop because I have work, meh. Check out these screencaps I got in at the last minute. xXd3.roxorsXx |
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:::upd@te::: [date. 07.19.04] Posted some pics of the Disney Trip. Check them out on the pics page. |
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:::upd@te::: [date. 04.05.04] Posted some pics of yesterday's fire. Check out in the miscellaneous page. |
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:::upd@te::: [date. 02.23.04] Everyone, meet Randy, the Random Robot. I was going for a theme. Heh. You'll notice him different on each page, so look around and see if you like the little robo. I'm thinking of making a new flash intro with him in it. He'll move, dance, and rock out to a cool song. Eh, it's what I do... I'm also working on a menu for my poetry section because there are around 30 poems there. So it'll be better than scrolling. |
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:::upd@te::: [date. 02.20.04] The site needed another facelift. So I gave it one. I like how the color scheme came out and stuff. You can see for yourselves. The content is the same, the layout is different. I still won't post my daily stuff here, I'll be doing that on my LiveJournal. Here you can find other stuff. For those of you who don't know I'll put all my poetry, drawings, and book stuff here. Enjoy. |