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. . . j o u r n a l p a g e t h r e e . . .

week of august 17 - 23

sunday, august 17, 2003

ima talk about yesterday; saturday, august 16, 2003. koolness! everything koolness! today was such a good day! i went to my kuya nathan's and ate cheryl's house for thier house warming and it was dope! i saw like ate marnee! and other old pals. house warming was dope, again! i had fun with my friends there and i also talked to my first crush today. everything went well. i'm glad that i was able to get things off of my chest and i'm glad she gave me her forgivness. now that we're talking again, i miss her alot! wierd - not like that though! if i ever go up north again i know she won't be there becuase she's moving to hawaii now. it sucks on my part because i only had the balls now to do apologize and stuff instead of doing it at the start. there's nothing i can do about it. i cant turn back the hands of time but just learn from this. everthing will be ok and hopefully one day we will see each other again. she's a really cool person and i will miss her alot. i'm not just saying this but it's all truth! and from the heart! that's it for me and for this week. tune in for next weeks journal peace out!

sunday, august 17, 2003

it is exactly 11:00pm! i'm actually writing a journal entry on the exact day. i usually over lap to the next day and write about yesterday but i'm home early and i'm doing this. here's waht went down today! i friggin missed church! overslept and didnt' hear my alarm ring. i woke up and then like after 30 minutes of being awake ate mitchie calls me askign me if i wanted to go celebrate ate karen's birthday lunch at long beach. i was hesitant at first but she talked me into it. we went to this place [dunnot the name] but it had good pastrami sandwhiches and had a good dessert but it's weak! it can never take away my lover for toll house at parkers lighthouse! afterwards, we went to brea mall. it was dope and i liked it; i had fun! i had fun hanging out with ate mitchie and ate karen. after brea and walking aroud we went to ronel's house. just kicked it and ate karen and i just chit chat and stuff then we went to ronel's dad's friends party. it was kool and it had good food! good friggin' bbq! ate karen and leslie was picking on me but it goes both ways. i was picking on them too! after the party, home! what hurts right now is that my boy dexter went to south bay. i went last week and our boy don was saying how he hasn't been going to church and stuff and i told don to make him go and that i'll be here next week and stuff. but guess what? i was a no-show! and he was there! it hurts because i care for him. i wanan help him out in whatevers. hopefully next week i will see him and talk to him. that's really bugging me right now.

monday, august 18, 2003

today school starts! i woke up around like 12.30pm and i did the usual bathroom stuff. then, i went tot target to buy new face lotion and chap stick since i ran out. now, i'm juss enjoying my final moments of my summer vacation before i head over to school. school starts at 5:30pm for me. i'll probably ask my dad to take me so i won't have to spend like more than an hour to find parking. i'm going to go eat. i'll hit this up later tonight since my day is quite not over yet!

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ok, after school was done i did nothing but went home and eat. i ate a twister from kfc. it was good; i mean good! then, i went to my friend's house and played more tony hawk 3 on his xbox; i schooled my friend john paul. he's weak in that game. so, like around 9pm i wen thom eto work on this homepage of mines and i added like more pictures of my friends and etc. that's it for today. i have school tomorrow like at 12:30pm till 2:00pm. then i have to go back to school at 5:00pm till 7:30pm. crazyness!

tuesday, august 19, 2003

today sucked! i woke up early for nothing because i thought i had to drive to school bt my dad was able to take me. today was my 2nd day at school. i had an afternoon class which was BUSA133 i think, it's a spreadsheet accounting class. it's kool! your stuck in the computer lab the whole time so i can mess around with the internet and junk. plus, my teacher is cool. class finished like around 2:00pm so i went home and chilled for awhile because i had class later at 5:00pm. so, it came near 5:00pm andi was on my wat to schoo. it was for busa102. it was pretty dope but boring. teacher can be funny at on epoint but kill you off at another. sucks because this is my 2 hour and 30 minutes class. sheesh! im'a need like tons of coke to keep me up in that class. after school was totally over, i went to my friends pad and chilled. then the guys [kevin, john paul, ronel, and i], went to tam's! kevin and i split a large chilli cheese friends and we both got 1/4 hamburgers. it got me thinking though. the boys night out reminded me of the past how we used to always go out too. now, it's slowly becoming like the past but better! - haha! but, we still had lot's of chilli cheese fries left - lol! after we ate we went back to my friend's house and played nba street. game is crazy like watching real life and1 stuff. it's like we got back at 10:30pm and we stopped playing like around 12:30am! crazy huh1 so, i'm here working on this because for the past 2 days i haven't. been lagging on this thing! i'm dont for not because i wanna finish this hopefully by tonight! take it easy everybody!

wednesday, august 20, 2003

what happened today? let's see here; hhhhmmm...not that much. i just went to my friends house and we watched the movie chicago. then, i went to school and it was ok today. first day of taking notes! it was kool because time flew by. then after class i went back to my friends house and i helped his niece [nalani], clean up her room! talk about a mess! it's cool ya'know! she's still young and she'll learn how to do it her own soon. that's all that happened today. didn't really do alot of thinking and rap. so, take it easy!

thursday, august 21, 2003

hi! can i say that it's already been one week of school and school sucks! my other two classes are cool but my friggin busa102 class just straight out stink! i have a teacher who's so like 'putting you to sleep' talk action. what even sucks even more is that this friggin class might get canceled because we don't have that much students. i don't know what i'm going to do if that gets cancelled. basically, everything is full! sucks! nothing really happened today. can i say the same thing happened! same as usual kick back and plus, today isn't really thursday. it's actually 2:05am, friday morning and i'm writing about yesterday. wow! i usually don't sleep until like 3am or 4am, anyways. i'm going to go. john paul dissed me and not answering my questions because 'someone' came on and i'm getting hungry. so, i'm goign to eat and then sleep. goodnight everyone out there in this world. peace out and 1 love! - haha! gay!

friday, august 22, 2003

what happened today. i was supposed to go to the beach with my boys ronel and john paul but i overslept! i heard my cell phone right but i didnt' have the strength to get up and answer it! i don' think i even had reachign distance either! haha - to make the long story short, i wanted to sleep! i washed my car for the frist time after a long time. it felt good too! i missed working on my car. it's my baby! it takes me to place i want to go in such a short amount of time. lately, people have been giving me good feedback on my homepage saying, "this link wouldn't lead to another", and, "your journal pages sucks because you can't hardly read it because of all the dragonball z stuff". i enjoy this! no one is perfect eh'? what else did i do, i went to ronel's house and kicked it there. afterwards, i went to kuya nathan's and ate cherly's hizzouse to kick it even more! it was so much fun there i saw the sullivans [no ate karen], ronel, kevin and leslie, and kraig. it was cool! i really miss my kuya and ate. we also watche 'on the line' that nsync movie that came out like almost 2 years ago. turned out to be a pretty ok movie. movie was done we went home and i'm here doing this. i guess i'm doing better to this homepage to meet the needs of my viewers - haha! that's all i'll be doing since my parent's are watching lord of the rings part 2. long-ass movie but hey, gives me time to work on this. later!

saturday, august 23, 2003

hello! my day so far is quite boring but oh well! that's how this time of my life is suppose to be, i guess. anyways, woke up angry because my parent's loves to talk to each other yelling even infront of each others face. they enver love to shut up or talk quiet. to add to it, my dad kept on opening and slamming the screendoor; i guess he was bored. i literally wanted to get up and do it for him! sheesh, have some damn respect! so, in return, my parents were eathing and i was on the computer and i was blasting some of my 'bad' music. my mom complained and i responded in these exact words, "you and daddy made so much noise when i was sleeping why should i lower the volume down if you guys are awake?". yep, cool huh? i visited my grandma today at forrest lawn because tomorrow will be exactly 1 month since she passed away. i'ma quote msyelf right here while i was talkingto my grandma when i visited her today [warning: this is my feelings and i'm trying to remember exactly what i said]:

"i don't know what to do grandma. i feel ahamned that now that you're gone, only now i can talk to you about things that are personal; only now i can come to see you on my freewill. on my family side, no one see's you unless something big is going to happen here at your grave. i don't know if out other family members care or what, but i guess you can say i expected way too much and just got a little. grandma, tomorrow will be one month and alot has happened. as i look at your one month passing, i look at it for the positive. exactly one month ago, we ruled forrest lawn! for so many days straight, you and your family ruled the upstairs mortuary rooms! me and the younger cousins ruled the grassy are infront of the mortuary while we played tag, freeze tag, and marco polo. our family have become closer. now, i play with my youner cousins everytime we go to your house whether it be hide-and-go-seek or computer games. of course we dot he usual; magic mic. grandma, remember we always love you even though you're gone and we terribly miss you alot!

that's all i did so far was visit my grandma after 1 week of not doing so. it is exactly 6:07pm and i don't know what the rest of the day holds for me. i eithe rgo out or not. oh well, i can watch lik eold movies. i want to rent and watch goldeneye 007 because i'm starting to play that game again. haha! i'll hit this up later beause my day is still uncomplete.

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ok! i'm back. i did go out after all. while i was doing my journal entry earlier, i was talking to my good friend kevin and stuff, and he invited me over to his bro.'s apartment. so, i went of course. it was fun! i enjoyed it. we played tongits and tried to do 1,000 piece puzzle while watching g.i. jane. movie is brutal i'm telling you. then afterwards, we went to in-n-out at lbtc [long beach towne center]. god food! same old same old, eat, talk, and stuff like that. ate karen and i was playing with each other and she accidently punched me in my eye. it hurted at contact but after a couple of rubbing it, kinda felt better. she feels sad but i told her it was all good! that was my day and now i'm home working on my homepage and watching 'bringing down the house' with my sister dette. so, laters!