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| Aight, sup I'm back for anotha go, tha Army thing didn't pull through it started out good then got fucked up... cuz of sutten that happened between me and some cop's. but fuck it that's in da past rt now I'm in Job Corp's in Main it's going good but that's how it is...it allway's start's out good then evry thing get's fucked up, some cuz of me and my choices ,otha's cuz that's jus how it is and no matter wut you do the outcome won't change.... oh yea I'm studying Computer Repair and web design .....that should get me on my feet so I can make some cash to do wut I really wanna do. All I have to say bout all of this though is that I'm gonna make it work even if it's not supposed to...trust that.... damn don't know wut else 2 say oh yea I got thrown out on the street again but it was only for a month and a half cuz I joined JC so that was a smart move ...this time out there was nutten jus some stupid shit.....all my boy'z were gone either locked up or in NY or FL and my peep's from DD all quit even the Manager ,,,see now that's some fucked up shit evry 1 gone ...damn it's been a strugle and I still got a strugle ahead but it ain't nutten I'm gonna make it, I'm gonna make it !! one. Yo sup, I got my lvl A at JC one more to go then I'm out I've been doing good wit my attitude there and not getting into trouble it's a lil hard for me but I have it under control I'm in CT on my vacation not it's been crazy this bitch wanted 2 beef it out wit me cuz hes sis said I hit her but it ain't even like that....so this girl come up 2 me sayen all dis shit her sis said and I told her it ain't true and I ain't bout 2 hit her cuz I don't fight bitch's...then she swung at me and I ducked da shit and ran up inside it might of been a bith move 2 run inside but I don't hit females like I said and I wasn't bout to let her hit me. soo I dunno wut's going on now if her boy's are gonna come after me or wut but all I'm sayen is these ppl don't know me like that and they don't even know how it really went down..it is wut it is...but if I get shot or shanked up ovr dis shit I'm gonna be 1 vengfull muthafucka and sutten that ain't evn kool is that I don't have any of my boys round here or NE where in CT right now they all gone. but right after JC I'm going back down south for a few min's so I have a place to stay till I can get a job and save up some money soo I can get a plc and another Job up here cuz dispite evrything I do luv CT it's my home even if I am losing touch wit it, I'll make my come back I allways find a way to make things work out.. I'ma survivor, rida, souldja ........................... NOTE ............................... (#1) jus a lil sutten I wanna say.........Out here in tha real world you can't show fear even if you bout to piss your pant's, no fear,no weakness you gatta be a lil cold hearted and not give a shit if you die I ain't sayen you should yearn for death but you should relize it will eventually happen, you give ppl respect unless they don't give you any and you gotta be prepared 4 anything 2 happen at any moment and keep it real when it does and do wut eva you gotta do to survive ........... (#2) now when you out of tha real world and u in tech school,colledge,JC 4 example 4get all that shit and focous on getting yourself right ...put aside all your pride and anger and tryen to keep it real,,,,, cuz thats only gonna push you back out into da real world and you won't have anything to show 4 yourself in terms of an aight future and a real decent job concentrate on getting yourself right and getting to where you wanna be cuz it will happen if you want it and actually work twords it. but after that go back to wut I said erlier but don't 4get what you got and wut ya learned keep on working twords it but keep up wit da pace of wut else is happening around ya otha wise ya ass will get ran over by the ppl who never did (#2) |
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