My Poetry
What is this that I fell when I think of you
What is this that I fell when we are not near
What is this pain of the pleasure that I have found
that I do not want to let go for the fear that it will tear me apart . What is it that I feel within my soul
a feeling thouht to be lost a feeling that can only be
tamed by you. A feeling of needing, wanting, yerning
for us to be near and the fear of unknown love.
Unknown love
Carry on
Have you ever wanted, but couldn't have?
Could look, but couldn't touch.
To feel, but not be felt.
To love, but not be loved.
To know, but at the same time wonder......
...Evry one has experienced these feelings
but not in the way that I have
cause these are the ways I feel about you..
....I know we are different, but who isn't?.
...I know what I feel for you is love!.........
...I don't know if it is what u feel for me but I need to know because I don't want to go on wondering anymore........................
.....and no matter what your answer is it won't change my feelings towards you,
....but help me too carry on.
Where do I go?
Were am I to go from here
in this world of pain and despair
my suffering never fades my pain allways growing my pain is love but my love is lost.
1 day
I'm living for 2day fuck 2morrow
what's to say it will come to be
even if it does what's to say that I'll be free........................................
I'm living for 2day fuck 2morrow
it's only a day away but I live round tha way.......................................
and the brotha's I roll wit don't play
I'm living for 2day fuck 2morrow
4 all I know it may be filled with sorrow.
Can you feel the pain
it courses throughout my veins
my anger is strong, my feelings are weak
there is a story behind what I speak
I'll take you back on a journey through my time
to a place not far behind, living on the street's
allway's feeling the heat, not a soul that I trust
living in the lust, but there's allway's the grim
fool's who wanted to cut my time
living with the fear no time to shed a tear,
no family, untrue friends, your the only one you got till the end of the road living by a random code, your father was there but nowhere near
for all your life he never cared, your mentally abused your mother allway's used..,shit face, dumbass,fuck up, go to hell, living with Aunt a few years back dring her round for crack, pimping herself on the corner you stood by her
side but never went for the ride, up till late at night waiting to die while praying to the stars wondering why. So I ask you, Can you feel the pain that courses through my veins? 
.Feel my pain.
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