heartbreak

They say fire and ice can never mix well in sum ironic way that's quite right. Maybe hoping for both of them to meet half way is asking for too much. Im just so sick of trying to live up to someone's expectations of me. I said it once and ill say it again FROST lives for noone FROST lays down for absolutely nobody and don't go on thinking your an excemption BLAYZE. I ain't your tweetum all Yes boyfriend. as of now were just friends and i want to keep it that way. It's never going to work bettween us you know why cause you just don't get it. You still don't know me. Stop lying to me stop crapping on me stop making my life like hell i don't need it and i don't want it.If you think i can't live without you in my life. I think your full off it.I don't need you i don't want you your just too much of a bother. It seems you haven't brought anything good ever since i met you. And if you don't like how i deal with things and how i am the LEAVE ME ALONE.

For every wrong there is a right and for every right a wrong. I loved her so much and that was my mistake i forgot what it ment to be a warlock....i forgot to be me and not someone else. I can't blame her for acting the way she did i myslef was eaten up by my own selfish desires to belong to a world who has long thrown me away. It's just i guess its not as easy as it was before things aren't the same and i am not the same. I built my world around you i bleed and lived for you only to be killed by the cruel reallity things aren't ment to be.I will let things flow and let time heal all our wounds maybe someday we'd get along maybe not as lovers maybe not as friends. But for one brief minute in your life know that i did care and that will be enough to show me you felt the same way somehow.

a heart of ice is cold and warm a love so right is always wrong. should it always be a riddle should it always be a ryme. I look back and see myself bleeding in your arms and loving every minute. i look back and see you crying all your tears and loving every minute. When do you see the cold heartedness........ when you truly belive that love exists. more than the cold draft and icy tentacels of your soul. why did i go so wrong beliving all i said and heard and felt was true. Could it be i did it all to please you. hate is relative to love and love is relative to hate. I never thought i would see the day i was alost for words to say. maybe someday ........maybe......someday

I started seeing Blayze about a few months ago more or less i have been seeing her and we've been on and of for months now. Being with her is diffrent she makes me feel things ive never felt before she's made me do things ive never done before but all in all its a Fire and Ice relationship.
Be it as lovers or as friends i can't go on saying im always right and then again i can't go on saying im always wrong. I guess with her the word would be clueless i don't really know what to do about her how to deal with her and how to be her lover or her friend. Its obvious we share a lot together and we still do in some ways but as far as i can tell and as far as i know she is quite an extraordinary person be it as a friend or as a lover. In closing i guess i dunno what to say except some people are a part of you no matter what you do and no matter how you love or hate them with Blayze its a mixture of both