I am who i am and im damd proud of it this pic is a little young around a year young or so but hey its all i have. It is said the hardest thing to do is to make a critique about yourself i guess it is. Cause it took me a few days to write this part anyway im not going to try to make excuses for my self unlike some of the losers i know ill be brief and frank. I grew up living the life of the man who pretended to be blind, blind to the reallity that men are slefish egotistical and selfrighteous.

This was taken with my ex gf. Im the guy in blue if your still i a delema on which is which. Anyway ill accept i was a flirt ill accept  that i was just being a man and trying to waddle myself through the world of men. I was who i was and lived a life that people dreamed off a life without rules a life without norms and frankly a life of injustice. Criticized and despised by many i continued to play thier little game foolishly thinking they'd change thier sick pathetic little ways. I was wrong to give them that much credit. People act to what they see and percive but never really know the truth cause they dont want to admit they were wrong about their assumptions. I never liked the idea of lossing i was passionate with everything I did everything every word,everyone it was a passion to try to do things at the very best of my abilities. The feelings were i guess the same for love weary of imperfection and unappreciation, weary of shallowness and pride weary of youth and imaturity weary of all the grief i hide. I was never an open person as much as people think i am I'd silently laugh at myself knowing fully well that only i know the truth. My heart is happy with mellon collie my angst to relive my chains are just something people see as youth gone astray. I was who i was and i am who i am i doubt anyone will ever uinderstand the life and not the man .

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