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Dear Kevin, Hi, Little guy, You may not be Quite so little now.......But you'll always be me and mummy's little guy! I want you to know that I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!! And, That I LOVE YOU! There has not been a day, an hour, or a minute that I have not thought of you. We have been torn apart. Which make all of this even more difficult, I hope that you have been good for mummy and grandma, and grandpap. I would like to know how 5th grade is going this year? I never had the chance to tell you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I DID TRY!!! But, Some won't let me talk with you? KEVIN, Have I ever hurt you? Or, Put you in danger? I have always tried to be the best dad I possibly could, I was the one who put you in tang-soo-do (sorry to mention it) bet you miss it? And have always been there for you, for homework,and school, Playing, and any Question,you had about anything. I taught you honesty, maners, dignity, self confidence, and,how to be a gentelmen. These are the Quality tools you will need as you go through life. You learned them very well, My WISH is that you have not forgotten them? Since April Malissa has finally left. I could not get her out, but I was glad she was here to stop you from getting hurt, lost when you ran away. I know no one believe's that, We know the truth. I am especilly proud that you have not tried again, I want you to know that it is NOT my choice that we are apart! You know I wanted you, me,and mummy to be together, sometimes it is not possible,for us to be happy,and get what we want. Everything is still here, Your apartment, and everything in it. I sold some of malissa's furniture because she owed rent for keeping it here, I learned never to help married people get back together again. I'm proud of you for telling the truth in court, You were very brave to sit by the judge and tell how you felt, and how you are dealing with family problems. I want you to know, that I AM alone, and will be for awhile if you and mum don't want to come back and be with me. But! I do have you in my heart,anytime I want to see you I think of you. I go in your room and sit in the middle of the floor and see you with me. I'm sorry I had your beeper turned off...I heard that mommy was useing it. It was not meant for her, I gave that to you so you would know when I was calling you. Heard you wanted a New Computer this year, Well, I'm very glad to tell you, your compaq here is better than ever, It now has 3 hard drives, one is for your main software, the 2nd, is for Data and games, and the last is for music and DVD, software. I've put alot of new programs in it, as well as games, and I have upgraded you netscape browser ever new version that has come out, it would be a great learning tool for you. It will be yours again. One way or another. It is yours and was meant to help you with school and learning. It is yours! and it is still here for you. Your keye, is still here (Tang-soo-do), Anyone could have come and gotten it, Miss Harvey told me she was told you could not have it, that is not true, anything here of yours is yours and can be given to anyone who is going to make sure you get it. I'm not holding anything away from you. Most people use a pfa order to stop someone from hurting them, not as a wall to hold them apart. I don't know if you are being told all of everything, or even the truth. But, I can not wait to see you again, and give you the BIGGEST HUG...We have missed alot of them! I'm still here waiting for you and mummy, if ever you both return? At least I know I tried. And thats what I've taught you, to do your best, try to the limit, give your all, thats what I'm doing waiting here. I want to be here should you ever need me! I don't think I'm the kind of person the pfa was made for? Do you? Is what people tell you I did the truth? I CARE ALOT ABOUT YOU MY SON! I want you to know I LOVE AND MISS YOU! Please be good, and do your best in school. Love, DAD PS. I saw you one day, In November, Here in ambridge. You look so big, And handsome, YOU MAKE ME PROUD!!! YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME PROUD!!!!!

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