SCARLET MIND

Flames all over my body
Burning inside of me is this sin
My heart has always been dusted
The heat is penetrating off my skin

Mindless of nothingness, pure redness
Soaked up in blood, the pool of the living
On the way to hell you suffer
Paralyzed, succumbed into this curse

Wrapped around the bosom, snakes coiled
The mother is crying, stop fondling
Use the rogue of virginity
Talk like an echo of forgiveness

Breaking this membrane of lust
There�s an infinite sadness
Crying in tears of laughter
While you and me moaning and acting.


ROOTS OF FRAILTY

Painful, isn�t it, you vulnerability
Rugged, stripped of all masks
There you lie and sleeping
But dreaming of your full weakness

Nothing but words of crippled
Crooked and well done roasted
Stars in hell, you have stared
Upon your eyes are just holograms

Why didn�t you apply your disease?
Long before the symptoms appeared
Blisters all over your body
Signs of sinfulness and greed

Sucking and blowing, spout flowing
Real world and real life
Self-reflection, creation and relation
Plasma and white blood cells domination.

SHIVER
Subzero, nothing but love
I�m colder than ever, blood freezes
Heat this up, hot, defrost
See the liquid flowing.
Pure wine served in danger
But you just drink in the toxic
Hazardous and fatally dead
Bring up what�s the life.
Wind is blowing hard, like twister
Tiny crusts of ice fall in
Pricks me endlessly
Just shiver, but not bleeding.
Light up your cigarette
Make something smoke
Cover my face with fog
Until I can see nothing, melts.


FADING
Scorched by intense heat
Frozen in deep, subzero
Blown by twister
Washed away and dried.
Life is so tough
Love stayed strong and loud
Words of truth echoes
Yelled through shallow container.
Withered in the midst of surface
Cropped with tentacles and body
Lost in the emptiness of crucible
Left blank, puzzled and dismayed.
Greatness, where art thou?
Fear, here I am to take you!
My emotions slide smoothly
Now, you lead me to fading�


UNVIRGIN
Lust, what have I done?
Sex, is it right?
Life, now when will you come?
Time, is it happening now?
Love, are you for real?
Crush, can I stop falling in Love?
Mind, are you there?
Conscience, can you hear me?
Words, where will I find you?
Heart, do you know what�s going on?
Skin, what�s more to come?
Joy, how long will you stay?
Eternity, can you show me?
Vision, will you appear now?
Sorrow, where have you been?
Answer, is it unvirgin?

INFLUENTIAL BLISS
Blessed by this wealth
Scattered unselfish smiles
Right-minded but still blurred
Bloodless, most chaste creature
Hands clean shaking mine
Grab it clueless in answer
No reason for me to frown
Just to cry for the sweetness
I love the way you love me
Not hurting me once, never
My heart is laughing quietly
Enlightened my soul praising
Another day comes, I mumbled
The words you wanted not to hear
Slided on my lips, I tried
But this perfect joy would never end.

WHY NOT TRUST
Breaking my promise?
Who knows what might happen
There is nothing and no one can
Then� let�s see the result.
Prove me right, then you wrong
Bliss, why is it so right?
Face the consequences of your choice
Can we rewind now then?
Good, I feel not blamed
But marilyn manson made me do it
Point him, he�s the one responsible
Not my fault, now it�s my life
Rumors get ahead fast like it has wings
Slow down now, make it sight
Should have been comfortable
X, Y , X and X  then A or P right?

CAUGHT
One day, someone is walking down the halls
Serious never heard the voice
Wished I would know
Who you are. In my life so far
But there�s something more deeper
Than the look of my eyes, staring
Caught, you have attached yourself
No, I can�t get you off
Maybe sometime I will get hold off you
There is no way I could, stacked up ever
Been trapped in the web of infatuation
Had been this long, wish I didn�t ever saw you
How could I blame you, I�m just caught
Still there is a part of me that wants you
This is me because I guess, I love you
Now I know why I can�t take you.

I TRIED TO
The words of my thoughts
Tried to explain my emotions
But you shut up your ears
So you couldn�t hear the blame
As a person you are
You don�t see what is inside
Your heart that is locked
Only the keys I hide
Through all this time
I tried to open up your heart like it was
If only time is infinite
It will not be game over
Sure, you are what you think
The face of your wickedness, is it?
The beauty will never be revealed
I tried to take off your mask
But it won�t come out now
Because every time I didn�t tried to
I was disappointed, I see the real you.

ALL INSECURITIES
When you hugged him, I crumbled
My thoughts collapsed like destruction
But my heart is still frozen
In you, I�ve been addicted
You see what happens
I didn�t know you�ll forget
But I remembered you don�t care
So I just drop off my tears
Where is the beauty you liked?
I am not what you like
You don�t know me though
Why would you even turn to me?
When you need me, I am here
For you, I would give all of these
I know you would accept
What I returned that I get
My love for you is always vague
True lies are over because you are
What is just left in me are these eyes.

DRAWN
When there is time for me to leave
There would be a voice of regret
But I am drawn into this world
Where you are my life and soul
I found a safe place to hide
I would keep all this memories
The times we all have shared
Since I have found this place
I always try to look back and see
Where could the missing pieces be?
Though you can�t picture me
I am drawn by my own hands
My own face rejuvenating
Do you still search for the image?
All of this are just puzzles
I need to solve for now
But I can�t seem to guess
When I have been drawn
Are my eyes wide shut and lonely?
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