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FAR AND AWAY
The best is not always the first
But I�ll be safe in this caress
Dreams about you and me
Don�t seem to last that long sincerely
The truth is I�ll never leave
When the teardrops had been shed
I know you�ll be here in my heart
Deep inside you are loved
Distance won�t ever be a hindrance
There is always a will
Not that way, but this must be
When you look at me like that
I know you�ll stay
But if you won�t go far
No matter what, I won�t be away
Love has its own way of showing us
That our hearts will always belong
Far and away, never astrayed.

THE LAST PETAL
Red is the color of love
But rose is the flower of thorns
Never been the plant of love
When I remember, I die
Though this is always red
This is the way of my heart
To let you know how much
Does my love for you cost
Everything that I could give
I�ll give to you willingly
This is all I have to give
My love which has never tainted
Nor stained from drops of blood
I have run away with your heart
And this is what have I done
I�m giving it with my heart
The sacrifice of true love
Doesn�t prove that this will last
Not until the last petal falls tonight.

WHERE�S THE LOVE?
Looking from the top to the bottom
Of this ocean of tears
The answers that have been lost
To the questions you found
Now, where do I have to start?
Searching for that heart
So this is the consequence
For me of letting you go
Where all the broken hearts go?
Trying to find the piece
The puzzle of your heart
You are the queen of my heart
Always will we find
Not just by yourself in life
The truth of this lies
The ways to this path
Where could it lead me?
Maybe that is the place I have to go
The love that once was lost, but forever found.

MADE
You are the reason why
That I have been tied
You made me cry until I die
In these body frozen and struck
But I�m made of doubts
That would never leave me
So the pieces that are missing
Will always return completely
I have been made to last
What you have taught me how
To hate and love you for now
Disturbed by random emotions
This is how you made me fall
From my knees to my marrows
The connection of the pain you�ve made
Days when I was trapped
Suffocating, almost intoxicated
Wanting to be with you
Until now that you�ve made me curse
Caution is now in motion
The problem is this perfection
My heart that was once beating
Now melting of juices
Flows through the verge
Still it made me vulnerable
To all the sufferings and agony
Full of existence and life
Through all of this I have made
If is now the end of times
Times when I�ll forget you
The memories I hope fades too
But if not, it�s the moments
That will dissolve by itself
When all of this blends
The fact that you made me stay
Will never come into the dreams
Just in the shadows of the night
Gone into the deep subsides
Buried itself alive
To be once again and again made.

6:09
The fun we had last night
All those noise, those words
This has all the coolness
Laughs at me like myself
Never would have to do it again
But the pain won�t stop
I can�t contain what�s inside
So I could escape from the cage
That is making me fragile and weak
Friends were not my type
But she just wants my time
I always talk to her about anything
That was the last time
I have made this decision
I�ll drink all night
I would have fun like never was
This would be first time
Ever in my life I didn�t know
I would be these unconscious, I�m gone�

FATAL
Once you and I collide
It will be like the end of the world
So much time has been lost
And I still didn�t falter
I�m thinking there�s no point
Whatever that�s been gone is long gone
If there is no space left
I wish it wouldn�t be over
Was not the expected
The possibility is so perfect
The miracle was such a dream
Coming true, now existent
You and I fell
In the most deep grave
The fall was unstoppable
It happened when it�s just about time
When I screamed out loud
And said, �I am so badly in love,�
I wondered, looked around, it�s fatal.

CODE RED
What is this, it�s a dismiss
Shredded like metal blades
Coiled around like thorns
Placed in the top of your head
Necessarily enough to burn
The ashes will fall tonight
As I see myself blind
I don�t know the lies
I don�t know the truth
I�ve seen it through the glass
Broken by misery and lust
Pride lost, not gained
Felt the intensity of morbidity
When this emptiness subsides
I should have felt insecure
I�ll wait for you like a dream
Only in your sleep we can kiss
We can moan and live
The flame grows more alive, forever.

NOT EVERYTHING
Why did we suppose
That you and I shall fit
We are like plaids and dots
I�m horizontal you�re random
It�s not that I belong
I�m not your copy
Oh, it is yourself in pain
The more you hate, the more taste
I know what it�s like
When would you realize
Plastic is burned and vapors
Ashes fly away with the wind
Snow drops like flame
Sand pure as shore
Show me what�s vague
The nothing that I am
Will always be what is
That is what I am and not
Not everything that you sure are.

VIOLATED BEAUTY
When you swim to the pool
I see you walking like naked
But you were strangled to death
You almost can�t breath
You sit down upon my lap
But I didn�t mind
Through endless beating you suffered
Your clothes have been ripped apart
I smell your breath like roses
But the taste is so bitter
The poisoned mind that I have
Seems to disappear when you cried
There was nothing to say about your face
Though it carries the pain and fear
So afraid to be blamed again
But the truth will not fade,
Just be swept away�

BRUISES AND ROSES
While all the stars fall down
We creep into our world that never lies
We cry to the sky for rain
It falls down and freezes us
The brain was working
The face was so unkind
I left my smile in the eye
The shadow of light bounces
We all came from the same psychology
We run until we get tired
I laugh to be laughed at
I scream to be screamed at
I cannot what I can
I�ll do what you do
I�ll do what you do today
I see the pain drift away.

�It�s finished when seven are one.�
Days of the puzzled life of Proctor
The son of Eve deceived
We came and we saw
What a beautiful mess this is
One heart to sacrifice
But two brains will be disposed
Three are left of the bullets
To be shot on the four martyrs
Until we see God�s sign
The 5th sign is the crow
That flies when the rain stopped crying
While you search for the six pills of unconsciousness
When all is complete
I found the seven cuts
It all goes into the hole I created today� then.