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The Poems Of
Terri Lyn Stanfield
Daddy's Girl

"It's a girl", they said
And his joy slipped a notch
He'd wanted a boy
What father wouldn't
As the years went by
He taught her all he knew
All he would have taught a son
And she learned it all
But she was just a girl
And a daughter could never equal a son
He'd been robbed by fate
No matter that she mastered it all
No matter that she yearned to please him
Or that she excelled in all things taught her
No matter that she was better than most
She was always just a girl
She did her best, she gave her all
But fate had robbed her, too
Her best was never good enough
She was never more than Daddy's girl


Copyright �  Terri Lyn Stanfield
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Decisions

I sit at the window
And stare sightlessly outside
Decisions weigh heavy on my mind
Which path do I take?
The one my heart points me towards?
Or the one my conscience points me to?
And who's to say which is the right one?
If it were only myself involved
The choice would be so much easier
But other lives will be touched by this
People I love, and who love me
There are no easy answers
Perhaps there are no answers at all
And the decision must be mine alone
No one can make it for me
So I sit here
The weight of the world on my shoulders
My mind spinning with thoughts
And no solution in sight


Copyright � 12/31/2001 Terri Lyn Stanfield
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Dizzy

Thoughts are spinning thru my mind
Disjointed, senseless, confusing
Without any specific direction
Without any foregone conclusion
A thousand different pieces
To a puzzle without solution
My mind has no peace
My soul no absolution
There must be answers to be had
If only I knew the question


Copyright � 6/21/2001 Terri Lyn Stanfield
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