| �Yes my Master.� �There is nothing one desires more then to please you my Master.� �You are my everything my Master�... The words come easy online, because for a few hours a day, one can be seen as fabulous and describe themselves as perfection, those words are heartfelt, meant, and spoken sincerely. There is no doubt in a girl�s mind that �over powering love� can be all encompassing online. Is that type of love real? This girl does believe it to be. It is a deceptive love though; time and space are different online. Emotions run high, and it is all we can do to hurry home from our days and slip into this spectacular universe, especially if there will be a Master or Mistress waiting. To whisper, online serving is an extension of ones inner being. Look at yourself through the eyes of one that has never seen your face other then a most flattering photo. See your self through those eyes, the eyes who see nothing but what lives in your heart. Express your deepest desires and hottest burning that the anonymity of this medium allows. It is safe behind the screen, and pretty words from an intelligent mind create the ultimate fantasy, with a few well honed skills in typing, and some correct grammar... there you have it... instant perfection. If you are going to spend some time online serving a Master or Mistress, or even serving for the pure satisfaction it brings, striving to be the best at what you do should be paramount. Nothing less should be acceptable. Next step... meeting. Again to whisper, to �entertain� a guest in her home was nothing out of the ordinary, but to serve a real life Master, in her home face to face, with no power button to protect her is a whole other ball game. There are so many misconceptions about offline service. Service is something as small as offering up a cup of coffee, it does not mean a Master will come to your home with a �bag of toys� unless that has been discussed. Being in service offline, especially if you are not collared, can be nothing more then a pleasant visit, no strings attached, it does not make it any less �service�, if there is no sexual interaction. That is an online myth, that this lifestyle is strictly sexual, it is so much more. Having met, and interacted offline as well as online, now where to go is the next decision that would be made. Beg a collar or not, in whispers case, she was collared to her Master online first, with the understanding that she was owned offline as well as online. Not living together made it more of a responsibility then simply online service, if Master were to call and say go to bed, the girl would not have the option she would if it was an online only situation, because eventually He would see the girl face to face and she would suffer any consequences her actions would bring. Is love a prerequisite for Gorean service?... No it is not. Is submission a gift to a Gorean Man?... No it is not. Then why do it, some would ask... whispers only answer comes from her own personal experience. When Master and whisper moved in together, whisper was in fact expecting some type of �magic� some underlying mysticism that she thought came from the word �kajira�... there is no magic, what there was, was an adjustment period, having been alone for a long time. Learning that the needs of a man, a Master�s will, would take precedence above her own. Was it easy? No not by any means, her actions and attitude begged for release, whisper has been independent by necessity for a very long time, and to share her home was hard, but to share her soul was almost impossible. Her Master saw through that, and took the time to try and mold her, not through �love and flowery actions� not by coddling, but through consistency, and by making the girl face up to who she is and what she wants to be, coinciding with what he expected her to be. It is not easy, nor does it take about two weeks to be trained, as it would be online, it is an ongoing process, a growth and learning experience for us both. Love is not a necessity in Gorean service, not to a point, if it comes, then that is the gift, otherwise one does what needs to be done, with respect, trust and devotion... almost like a job, where needs are met, the Master is served, and the girl is satisfied because her need to serve has been filled. It is not about �scening�, we are Gorean, and live a philosophy, the best way whisper can describe it is �living a well-defined life rather then a lifestyle�. We don�t live our life based on a �contract, safe word, and a list of limits�. We live with the understanding that Master has the final say, that He is to be pleased by a girl who strives to be pleasing to him. In offline, there are few days with flowing curls, and some, just bad hair days... she does not saunter around in sheer silk, she wears jeans... in a perfect world, Master would be the girls be all and end all, but in her not so perfect world, he shares that space with her daughter, and like a true Master, he understands real life, sometimes better then the girl does. After a lot of time, problems and solutions, deep introspection whisper will undoubtedly admit, yes she loves her Master, despite being Gorean.... This is one girls experience and opinion nothing more, nothing less. |
| whisper 2002 |
| A slaves transition |
| Online service, to offline serving, the transition |
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